i am literally fed up with trains and buses. today was perfectly fine until the END when i had to go home. we'll get to that later...
what happened today? hmm it was a pretty normal day of going out and about. was woken up by a friend at like friggin 9 something... rolled around in bed... talked to a friend on the phone... realised that today was the last day i can go out and shop before uni starts so i decided to go meet up with my french teacher (MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yay french!)...
i literally woke up like a dag... bad hair day, bad skin day, pretty much bad everything day... black eye liner made it worse and my break outs are spaced out literally like bermuda triangle...
hmm, the trains were ok then... had yum cha in the city but the food was pretty much *errr* but it was still enjoyable because i had company... then...
went to hornsby by train (trains were still normal) and on the way *learnt* like 2 lines of french. maybe i do suck at french, hmm... i should stick to my asian languages... *maybe...* (i've noticed that my french teacher kinda says that a lot... yeh ross, u'r weird... maybe he picked it up from the japs?) we'll see how this goes...
got to hornsby and WOOOOOOOOAH i was planning to buy these shoes but then decided not to because the colour was like pink and white and orange... which wouldnt exactly fit in with ANY winter clothes... and then i remembered i wanted some new lip colour, namely, ORANGE.
there's nothing in relation to the colour ORANGE with ANY dior lip colour... oh yeh and i saw the new paul smith fragrance for women... was planning to get that but then i remembered my orange lipstick mission... ok so back to the make up section, clarins wasnt much help... so in the end i saw the YSL counter and found a few lip colours REMOTELY close to ORANGE... blah blah u know the drill: try and buy yeh?... and then i ended up buying 2 lip colours from YSL and the lady (ooh i know her name, it's pamela... but she sooooooooooo didnt look like a pam... more like a sarah...) gave me this free gift pack thing... the clutch bag is hot pink (defo NOT a colour i would choose for a clutch) and inside were loads of stuff: cleansers, exfoliators, a lip stick, foundation, and a small bottle of YSL cinema... how nice... ooh and the lady tried the foundation on me because i was like *ah huh what if the foundation doesnt match my skin tone?*... yeh so slack of me... the lady was pretty nice (like duh it's DJ here) and put the foundation and lip colour on me... ooh and the blush was sooo nice... i was beginning to enjoy my day fully, when she said *oh u have such nice skin! the foundation just glides on your face* and... well, basically i smiled back at her, but deep inside i was full of mixed feelings because there was NO WAY she could have missed my bermuda triangle... *sigh* superficial... marketing... strategies... but then, the lady was such a pretty eye candy, i thought i'd let her be... she should change her name to sarah though, suits her more...
anyways~~ visited denise afterwards and carly was there too... aww i miss my friends sooo much... everyone seems to be breaking up all of a sudden... but i seriously remember how everyone was pairing up when i got back with wai ho... and now? wow... there really is a trend. but in a way i am starting to realise and agree with my parents (after today, denise's parents too) that at this moment, going out and getting FULLY serious with someone is still a bit early... muahaha so i still have say 7-8 years to fantasise about my perfect married-with-children-life... yay!!
guys are immature. full stop. end of paragraph. end of story.
guys are all the same. full stop. end of paragraph. end of story.
well, i do hope that my friends will be able to find true happiness from their *perfect* partner. i mean, all women were borned to be pampered and no woman shall cry over the faults of a guy. full stop. end of paragraph. end of story.
after chatting with denise and carly, i kinda felt as if im starting to think literally like a 28 year old woman. it seems that a lot of people are still living within a fantasised-oh-so-perfect world and they are all optimistic about how perfect and wonderful the guy they are with is. back to reality, i honestly believe that there is no perfect guy: there is only one guy who is willing to satisfactorily compromise with you. i dunno... i feel that every chic should meet more guys out there and observe different characteristics and then choose. there's no need to rush into any relationship. literally.
if it's your's to keep, it's your's to keep. if it's not, then no matter how hard you try, you wont be able to get it.
moving onto the most piss-i-est thing that happened today. i was for once, scared of staying out in the dark. what happened was, i missed the 634PM train from hornsby to epping (coz i wanted to bus it home from epping station) so the next train was at 650PM... ok fine... and so i waited and when i finally got onto the train and got off at epping, stupid westbus' timetable said i had just missed my bus by 8 minutes AND THE NEXT BUS WAS DUE IN 1 HOUR... i was like *o...k... i'll stay calm*... i decided to train it BACK to seven hills, since it's closer to home anyway, but i didnt realise until i walked into the gate that the next train to strathfield was due in 30 minutes. literally, i felt really cold and the sky was turning dark... one of my mobile was drained from its battery juices and the other one was full flashing because its battery was running out fast too... *haii*... so i started to pray coz i had nothing better to do, just to get my mind of things and let time pass... the train came at 655PM... blah blah, got to strathfield, LITERALLY RAN to the opposite side of the platform because THANK GOD MY TRAIN TO SEVEN HILLS was right there and then... wow... my prayers were answered... *thank you*...
i felt really insecure because i had no phones with me... i had used my money on public phones and the UNNECESSARY TRANSPORTATION EXPENSES... argh!!
the train to seven hills was kinda uncomfortable... the people on it with me were really weird... oh well, i got back to seven hills at like 7something-ish and by the time i got home home, it was 8 something... i was finally HUNGRY after losing my appetite for the last 2 weeks or so... yay!!
so there you go... my public transport dilemma... i really hate trains now, and it's not funny... i wasted over 2 hours freaking out inside my head coz i wanted to get home before 7 ><"""" mobile phones make things worse when they run out batts... argh!!! stupid gay technology...
overall, today was ok... i woke up like a dag, and got home like a freak...
at least the stuff in between was good... right?
im recharging my phones now... *ahhh...* and im gonna sleep on the stuff that has happened today...
moral of the story: PUBLIC TRANSPORT SUCKS... DO NOT GO OUT WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE A DAG... coz everything just falls apart...
JYKW
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Great...
i just did a test to see how old i really am...
http://life.21cn.com/horoscope/ceshi/jianding.html
it's in simplified chinese though... got it off celine's msn space... haha thanks celine~
here's my result
你的精神年龄28岁 (my mental age is 28 years old)
与你实际年龄差8岁 (there is an 8 years difference between my mental age and my actual age)
幼稚度52％ (level of immaturity 52%)
成熟度75％ (level of maturity 72%)
老化度17％ (level of aging 17%)
hmm... how can i be 52% immature when im 72% mature? shouldnt they be in proportion?
oh well... at least i know i think like an old hag...
great...
http://life.21cn.com/horoscope/ceshi/jianding.html
it's in simplified chinese though... got it off celine's msn space... haha thanks celine~
here's my result
你的精神年龄28岁 (my mental age is 28 years old)
与你实际年龄差8岁 (there is an 8 years difference between my mental age and my actual age)
幼稚度52％ (level of immaturity 52%)
成熟度75％ (level of maturity 72%)
老化度17％ (level of aging 17%)
hmm... how can i be 52% immature when im 72% mature? shouldnt they be in proportion?
oh well... at least i know i think like an old hag...
great...
woah busy busy busy
heaps of stuff has happened lately and i havent been on the net AS often... hmm where to start?
this year is a good year to get married and heaps of people are getting married... the last thing i want to do right now is to go through the whole going-out process because from the past, it just drains me out ><""" but i do recon one day, the love of my life will come when i least expect him to and it'll be nothing THAT full on... like none of those *o m g i love him soo much* stuff... the best relationships are those that arent extreme... well, i recon anyway...
how can i sum up my life lately?
- feeling heaps old ><""'
- running outta cash
- social life deprived
im losing my appetite... i dont know why... *sigh*
my korean's dying down... but i still love rain... he's my boyfriend... YEH I WISH!!!
oh yeh, i'v found a french teacher... HAHAHAHAHA... YAY!!! im gonna look soooo cool when i speak french... seriously, any guy who speaks french is hot... *fans self* my husband's gonna be able to speak french and who cares if i dont know what he's on about... even if he's all pissed and angry, he'll still look hot coz he'll be screaming french at me and french is sooooooo hot...
well, yeh that's all i can be bothered to put up right now... heaps has happened and yeh cant be bothered to type them all up... hahahahaha
JYKW
this year is a good year to get married and heaps of people are getting married... the last thing i want to do right now is to go through the whole going-out process because from the past, it just drains me out ><""" but i do recon one day, the love of my life will come when i least expect him to and it'll be nothing THAT full on... like none of those *o m g i love him soo much* stuff... the best relationships are those that arent extreme... well, i recon anyway...
how can i sum up my life lately?
- feeling heaps old ><""'
- running outta cash
- social life deprived
im losing my appetite... i dont know why... *sigh*
my korean's dying down... but i still love rain... he's my boyfriend... YEH I WISH!!!
oh yeh, i'v found a french teacher... HAHAHAHAHA... YAY!!! im gonna look soooo cool when i speak french... seriously, any guy who speaks french is hot... *fans self* my husband's gonna be able to speak french and who cares if i dont know what he's on about... even if he's all pissed and angry, he'll still look hot coz he'll be screaming french at me and french is sooooooo hot...
well, yeh that's all i can be bothered to put up right now... heaps has happened and yeh cant be bothered to type them all up... hahahahaha
JYKW
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
About Me... omg im THAT bored haha
found this on someone's msn space... copied and did it coz im bored right now hahaha...
hope it's interesting to you guys and it's not too long to go through hahahaha...
JYKW
~~
About Me
Your name: Jessica
Age: 20
Height: I have literally no idea these days because im scared of getting depression from it
Natural hair colour: black
Eye colour: dark, dark brown
Number of siblings: 1 lil bro~
Glasses/contacts?: yes… and I want coloured contacts!! But im scared… yeh im scared of everything hahaha
Tattoos: nah I don’t because im scared of pain… haha but if I can get over that, I want one where my tailbone is, one on the side of the right shoulder (maybe left) and one on the back of my hand, yeh that *V* area between my thumb and forefinger, yeh?
Piercings : no because of yeh the pain… im scared of infections too… if I can get over that phobia, then I’d get piercings all around my ears… YAY!
Braces: used to… in year 7 hahaha
Favourite
Movie: My Fair Lady
Colour: yellow, red… depending on other things, pink and white…
Band: none right now…
Song: rain’s songs, omg his voice is so hot
TV show: omg I haven’t watched tv for ages coz of summer school… and now I watch *loser* hahaha
Book: MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA
Food: anything without meat?
Game on a mobile phone: solitaire haahahahaahah
Flower: no, no more flowers for me please ><””” Website: other people’s blogs haha
Other Stuff
Best Memory: what memory?
Worst Dream: I’ve had heaps of nightmares la haha
2 people you cant live without: mum and dad omg and my brother
Perfect Guy would: be perfect to me
Do You?
Play an instrument?: im a crap pianist
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week: no haha
Like to sing? YES
Have a job?: YES… NO MORE FLOWERS PLEASE
Have a mobile phone?: yeh I have 2… haha
Like to play sports?: I like to watch sports
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: *haii…* no im single
Have a crush on someone?: too old for crushes
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: nope… I wish haha
Have any special talents/skills?: I have nooooo idea…I screw up a lot in life haha so im not really sure
Excercise daily?: does sleeping and bumming burn calories?
Like school?: I liked it coz of lunch and recess and I could see my friends
Can Ya?
Sing the alphabet backwards?: yes… is that something I should be proud of?
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: my toes are too short and stubby… hmm logically that should work yeh?
Speak any other languages?: ok English, canto, mando… I WISH I spoke Korean, Japanese, French and… that’s abt it haha
Go a day without food?: yes, been there done that
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: yep, been there done that too often with law finals and assignments haha
Read music?: im sure I have learnt SOMETHING after all those years of piano haha
Roll your tongue?: yep~ and no, I don’t think I am a good kisser… better ask my ex-bf abt that haha
Eat a whole pizza?: nope…
Ever....
Snuck out of the house?: hmm nope, why would I when I can just walk out?
Cried to get out of trouble?: like always haah
Gotten lost in your city?: YES HAHAHAHAAHAHAH
Seen a shooting star?: nope… how abt in movies?
Had a serious surgery?: yeh~~
Stolen something important to someone else?: hahahaha better keep that to myself…
Solved a rubiks cube?: nope, I get pissed off all the time haahah
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yep, all the time haha
Cried over a girl?: yes haha not in the love way but out of piss-i-ness… haha yeh im jealous of others haha
Cried over a boy?: yes *haii* been there done that
Kissed a random stranger?: no! eiw!
Hugged a random stranger?: yeh did that today haha
Been in a fist fight?: hmm I’v pushed a lot of people I know that hahahaaha
Been arrested?: no
Had alcohol?: huh? Yes yes yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: did it with coke instead
Swore at your parents?: yes… like im kinda ashamed to admit but yeh I have
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: not kick…
Broken a bone?: nah
Made homemade muffins?: yeh haaha
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: yep~! I wanna go to hk Disney!!
Burped in someones face?: YEP
Gotten the chicken pox?: YEP!! Guess where my chicken pox scar is!.
Which One?
Fruit/vegetables: both
Black/white: white coz it’s in right now
Lights on/lights off: on please
TV/movie: tv
Car/truck: car
Body spray/lotion: lotion
Cash/check: cash
Pillows/blankets: both
Headache/stomach ache: none?
Paint/charcoal: paint
Chinese food/mexican food: chinese
Summer/winter: WINTER coz the clothes are nicer then
Snow/rain: RAIN COZ I LOVE HIM… HAHAHAAHAHAHHH… but still, rain over snow
Fog/misty: none
Rock/rap: rock la
meat/vegetarian: im a vego yeh?
Boy/girl: I check chics out more often than I check guys out…
Chocolate/vanilla: choco!
Sprinkles/icing: 100s and 1000s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cake/pie: cakes
French toast/french fries: French toast
Strawberries/blueberries: both coz blueberries make u pettier
Ocean/swimming pool: I cant swim
Hugs/kisses: hugging and kissing at the same time… haha
cookies/muffins: none coz I used to work at muffin break omg…
Wallet/pocket: wallet
Pink/purple: omg… umm… depends…
Cat/dog: DOG!! I LOVE ALEX HE’S SOOO DAYMN CUTE
Clouds/clear sky: clear blue sky
Friendship
How many friends do you have?: who would go around counting??
Do you have a best friend?: *haii* nah not really, there are people I can talk to when I need someone… but depending on the situation, I talk to different people… that’s where a bf would come in handy coz then I can tell them everything hahaha
Have you ever liked one of your friends?: umm don’t people start off as friends before they go out???? So, logically, everyone ends up liking their friend, RIGHT??
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: more chics I recon but then again, it’s kinda balanced… I don’t know… like I said, who’d go around counting?
Do you miss any of your old friends?: yeh I soo do~
What friend have you known the longest?: heaaaaaaaaaps so I cant list them haha
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?: yeh heaps of stuff la
How often do you spend time with your friends?: everyday hahahaha the phone!! Is that considered spending time with friends?
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: omg we’ve done heaps of stupid things
What do you think your friends think of you?: prolly a loud mouth who gossips?
Love
Have you ever been in love?: yeh haha
If you have, with who?: omg can I not answer this? *yes*
Are you single?: atm, yes
Do you believe there is someone for everyone: yes
Last Time You?
Brushed your teeth: this morning hahahaha
Went to the bathroom: just then in the shower… SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Saw a movie in theaters: last year literally
Read a book: the whole book? Geisha lor
Had a snow day: in year 6 when we went to the snowy mountains haha
Had a party: don’t have parties often at my place… more like meet ups
Had a slumber party: I’v been to ones but haven’t held one
Made fun of someone: TODAY ahahahahaha
Tripped in front of someone: umm today at work… nearly stacked it coz of the mess
Went to the food store: like duh, had to buy lunch today didn’t i?
Got sick: fully sick or what?
Cursed: hmmmmm duno
Word Association
Slippers: clean feet
Hat: hat hair
Free: more money
Space: stars
Taste: savoury
Red: Chinese stuff
Rain: omg arms I’d melt just looking at… hot body omg everything… dancing omg
Bed: omg no you don’t want to know what I had just thought of hahaha
Race: indians
Knife: forks
I...
want: money
need: time
crave: for love
love: someone…
hate: the stupid things I’v done in life
feel: tired
am annoyed by: heaps of things hahaha
will always: do things at the last minute
Other Silly Questions!
What is your favourite genre of music?: pop haha right now, it’s kpop aha
What time is it now?: 1217AM
What day is it?: wednesday
Whens the last time you called someone?: this evening at like 7pm
How much money do you have right now?: no idea
Do you like the moon?: why would I like the moon? I like someone’s *moon* hahahaah (for those hkies reading this… August 15th?)
What are you going to do when youre done with this?: check up on my infected finger
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: turn back time
Have you ever had a picnic?: yeh
Are you wearing any socks right now?: no
Do You Think You Are:
funny?: in a weird way, yeh?
pretty?: sometimes… ahahaahahahah most of time actually haha
sarcastic?: yeh… caught that of my frineds
lazy?: pfft like duh
hyper?: like what? Like on a high? I don’t think so, but ppls say I am
friendly?: not if im feeling bitchy haha
evil?: yeh im evil, like an evil person would soo say that ahahaha yeh im the first one to
smart?: more like lucky at times
strong?: YEH CHECK OUT MY BICEPS!
talented?: have we answered this or something along this line already?
Would U Ever?
Sky dive?: no
Run away?: yes
Curse at a teacher?: been there done that
Not take a shower for a week?: how about a bath?
Ask someone out?: yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: haha yes
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: yes
Go scuba diving?: no I cant swim
Write a book?: yeh
Become a rockstar?: YES TOTALLY
Last Borin Questions
Ever almost died?: nope
What shampoo do you use?: pantene
What kind of computer do you have?: umm no idea who cares, I can go on the net, listen to music, do my work on it, im fine
What year are you in?: 3rd year this year man ><””
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: used to… but now I don’t eat in the movies
Or just make out?: nah why pay money to make out? Gosh, there’s always the car…
How many posters do you have in your room: like heaps… everywhere hahahaahahaha umm let me see, 15 hahaaha
What time is it now? 1214AM
hope it's interesting to you guys and it's not too long to go through hahahaha...
JYKW
~~
About Me
Your name: Jessica
Age: 20
Height: I have literally no idea these days because im scared of getting depression from it
Natural hair colour: black
Eye colour: dark, dark brown
Number of siblings: 1 lil bro~
Glasses/contacts?: yes… and I want coloured contacts!! But im scared… yeh im scared of everything hahaha
Tattoos: nah I don’t because im scared of pain… haha but if I can get over that, I want one where my tailbone is, one on the side of the right shoulder (maybe left) and one on the back of my hand, yeh that *V* area between my thumb and forefinger, yeh?
Piercings : no because of yeh the pain… im scared of infections too… if I can get over that phobia, then I’d get piercings all around my ears… YAY!
Braces: used to… in year 7 hahaha
Favourite
Movie: My Fair Lady
Colour: yellow, red… depending on other things, pink and white…
Band: none right now…
Song: rain’s songs, omg his voice is so hot
TV show: omg I haven’t watched tv for ages coz of summer school… and now I watch *loser* hahaha
Book: MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA
Food: anything without meat?
Game on a mobile phone: solitaire haahahahaahah
Flower: no, no more flowers for me please ><””” Website: other people’s blogs haha
Other Stuff
Best Memory: what memory?
Worst Dream: I’ve had heaps of nightmares la haha
2 people you cant live without: mum and dad omg and my brother
Perfect Guy would: be perfect to me
Do You?
Play an instrument?: im a crap pianist
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week: no haha
Like to sing? YES
Have a job?: YES… NO MORE FLOWERS PLEASE
Have a mobile phone?: yeh I have 2… haha
Like to play sports?: I like to watch sports
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: *haii…* no im single
Have a crush on someone?: too old for crushes
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: nope… I wish haha
Have any special talents/skills?: I have nooooo idea…I screw up a lot in life haha so im not really sure
Excercise daily?: does sleeping and bumming burn calories?
Like school?: I liked it coz of lunch and recess and I could see my friends
Can Ya?
Sing the alphabet backwards?: yes… is that something I should be proud of?
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: my toes are too short and stubby… hmm logically that should work yeh?
Speak any other languages?: ok English, canto, mando… I WISH I spoke Korean, Japanese, French and… that’s abt it haha
Go a day without food?: yes, been there done that
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: yep, been there done that too often with law finals and assignments haha
Read music?: im sure I have learnt SOMETHING after all those years of piano haha
Roll your tongue?: yep~ and no, I don’t think I am a good kisser… better ask my ex-bf abt that haha
Eat a whole pizza?: nope…
Ever....
Snuck out of the house?: hmm nope, why would I when I can just walk out?
Cried to get out of trouble?: like always haah
Gotten lost in your city?: YES HAHAHAHAAHAHAH
Seen a shooting star?: nope… how abt in movies?
Had a serious surgery?: yeh~~
Stolen something important to someone else?: hahahaha better keep that to myself…
Solved a rubiks cube?: nope, I get pissed off all the time haahah
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yep, all the time haha
Cried over a girl?: yes haha not in the love way but out of piss-i-ness… haha yeh im jealous of others haha
Cried over a boy?: yes *haii* been there done that
Kissed a random stranger?: no! eiw!
Hugged a random stranger?: yeh did that today haha
Been in a fist fight?: hmm I’v pushed a lot of people I know that hahahaaha
Been arrested?: no
Had alcohol?: huh? Yes yes yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: did it with coke instead
Swore at your parents?: yes… like im kinda ashamed to admit but yeh I have
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: not kick…
Broken a bone?: nah
Made homemade muffins?: yeh haaha
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: yep~! I wanna go to hk Disney!!
Burped in someones face?: YEP
Gotten the chicken pox?: YEP!! Guess where my chicken pox scar is!.
Which One?
Fruit/vegetables: both
Black/white: white coz it’s in right now
Lights on/lights off: on please
TV/movie: tv
Car/truck: car
Body spray/lotion: lotion
Cash/check: cash
Pillows/blankets: both
Headache/stomach ache: none?
Paint/charcoal: paint
Chinese food/mexican food: chinese
Summer/winter: WINTER coz the clothes are nicer then
Snow/rain: RAIN COZ I LOVE HIM… HAHAHAAHAHAHHH… but still, rain over snow
Fog/misty: none
Rock/rap: rock la
meat/vegetarian: im a vego yeh?
Boy/girl: I check chics out more often than I check guys out…
Chocolate/vanilla: choco!
Sprinkles/icing: 100s and 1000s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cake/pie: cakes
French toast/french fries: French toast
Strawberries/blueberries: both coz blueberries make u pettier
Ocean/swimming pool: I cant swim
Hugs/kisses: hugging and kissing at the same time… haha
cookies/muffins: none coz I used to work at muffin break omg…
Wallet/pocket: wallet
Pink/purple: omg… umm… depends…
Cat/dog: DOG!! I LOVE ALEX HE’S SOOO DAYMN CUTE
Clouds/clear sky: clear blue sky
Friendship
How many friends do you have?: who would go around counting??
Do you have a best friend?: *haii* nah not really, there are people I can talk to when I need someone… but depending on the situation, I talk to different people… that’s where a bf would come in handy coz then I can tell them everything hahaha
Have you ever liked one of your friends?: umm don’t people start off as friends before they go out???? So, logically, everyone ends up liking their friend, RIGHT??
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: more chics I recon but then again, it’s kinda balanced… I don’t know… like I said, who’d go around counting?
Do you miss any of your old friends?: yeh I soo do~
What friend have you known the longest?: heaaaaaaaaaps so I cant list them haha
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?: yeh heaps of stuff la
How often do you spend time with your friends?: everyday hahahaha the phone!! Is that considered spending time with friends?
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: omg we’ve done heaps of stupid things
What do you think your friends think of you?: prolly a loud mouth who gossips?
Love
Have you ever been in love?: yeh haha
If you have, with who?: omg can I not answer this? *yes*
Are you single?: atm, yes
Do you believe there is someone for everyone: yes
Last Time You?
Brushed your teeth: this morning hahahaha
Went to the bathroom: just then in the shower… SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Saw a movie in theaters: last year literally
Read a book: the whole book? Geisha lor
Had a snow day: in year 6 when we went to the snowy mountains haha
Had a party: don’t have parties often at my place… more like meet ups
Had a slumber party: I’v been to ones but haven’t held one
Made fun of someone: TODAY ahahahahaha
Tripped in front of someone: umm today at work… nearly stacked it coz of the mess
Went to the food store: like duh, had to buy lunch today didn’t i?
Got sick: fully sick or what?
Cursed: hmmmmm duno
Word Association
Slippers: clean feet
Hat: hat hair
Free: more money
Space: stars
Taste: savoury
Red: Chinese stuff
Rain: omg arms I’d melt just looking at… hot body omg everything… dancing omg
Bed: omg no you don’t want to know what I had just thought of hahaha
Race: indians
Knife: forks
I...
want: money
need: time
crave: for love
love: someone…
hate: the stupid things I’v done in life
feel: tired
am annoyed by: heaps of things hahaha
will always: do things at the last minute
Other Silly Questions!
What is your favourite genre of music?: pop haha right now, it’s kpop aha
What time is it now?: 1217AM
What day is it?: wednesday
Whens the last time you called someone?: this evening at like 7pm
How much money do you have right now?: no idea
Do you like the moon?: why would I like the moon? I like someone’s *moon* hahahaah (for those hkies reading this… August 15th?)
What are you going to do when youre done with this?: check up on my infected finger
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: turn back time
Have you ever had a picnic?: yeh
Are you wearing any socks right now?: no
Do You Think You Are:
funny?: in a weird way, yeh?
pretty?: sometimes… ahahaahahahah most of time actually haha
sarcastic?: yeh… caught that of my frineds
lazy?: pfft like duh
hyper?: like what? Like on a high? I don’t think so, but ppls say I am
friendly?: not if im feeling bitchy haha
evil?: yeh im evil, like an evil person would soo say that ahahaha yeh im the first one to
smart?: more like lucky at times
strong?: YEH CHECK OUT MY BICEPS!
talented?: have we answered this or something along this line already?
Would U Ever?
Sky dive?: no
Run away?: yes
Curse at a teacher?: been there done that
Not take a shower for a week?: how about a bath?
Ask someone out?: yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: haha yes
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: yes
Go scuba diving?: no I cant swim
Write a book?: yeh
Become a rockstar?: YES TOTALLY
Last Borin Questions
Ever almost died?: nope
What shampoo do you use?: pantene
What kind of computer do you have?: umm no idea who cares, I can go on the net, listen to music, do my work on it, im fine
What year are you in?: 3rd year this year man ><””
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: used to… but now I don’t eat in the movies
Or just make out?: nah why pay money to make out? Gosh, there’s always the car…
How many posters do you have in your room: like heaps… everywhere hahahaahahaha umm let me see, 15 hahaaha
What time is it now? 1214AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
Free at last
yay! im free at last!! summer school's done~ and now? i've been working everyday since friday and today is valentine's day eve... omg it was crazy at work today but hey it was pretty fun because i got to bring a friend of mine to work just to help out~~
THANKS GENI!!
and yay~! im going out this wednesday to towers with mum hehe~~ and then friday will be another day out for me~~ this week is gonna be awesome!!
and then i got this off liyen's xanga so i hope this really is what i am!! hahahaha...
JYKW
THANKS GENI!!
and yay~! im going out this wednesday to towers with mum hehe~~ and then friday will be another day out for me~~ this week is gonna be awesome!!
and then i got this off liyen's xanga so i hope this really is what i am!! hahahaha...
JYKW
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
stretched over 3 days blog
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544PM
found the damier canvas LV bag I like on pisa… feeling a bit deprived right now… and distracted
the stupid bag costs AUD1030… *sigh* feeling very deprived
but I aint gonna do anything about it…
better get back to my so called *studying*
oh yeh, froozie is so funny hahahahahahahaha
625PM
Saw flashing msn msges…
Chatted for a while… decided to post my uni timetable up so I can answer everyone’s questions at once…
Planning to get waxing done next week…
I want to straighten my hair daymnit!!! Hope my hair’s long enough when I have the time to…
641PM
pam just told me she emptied her recycle bin and now she cant recover her files from her computer… poor pam…
ok shower time
080206
1158PM
Summer school sucks because im bored crapless trying to study
It’s not funny. The last time I felt this way was the 2 weeks before my HSC when I tried to cram all the HSC materials into my head… im always thinking of what’s going to happen AFTER my finals tomoro…
Sang k every time I scabbed time for a break… watched 3 concerts but I did FF the boring bits (LIKE THE SONGS I DON’T LIKE hahaahahahahaha)
SHOUT OUT: THANKS ROSS FOR UR 8 SOMETHING AM SMS, DEFINITELY THE FIRST ONE!! THANKS DIXON BROTHER~ THANKS DEREK (I will call u when I remember la~)~~ THANKS WAI HO~ KAREN AND JENNY AND LILY AND AH DUC AND OMG MY LECTURER (?? As if he’ll read this, but still…) O M G SUPPORT!!! WHOO HOO!!!
Nearly done!! Nearly there!! Yay!!!
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!
JYKW
ps. thanks to those who asked how i was. im fine now after all the stuff that happened over the last months~~ i feel heaps better now, especially when i know there are ppls out there like you guys and yeh, my parents have been really nice too~~ LOVE YA'LL !!
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
SEMESTER 1 AND SEMESTER 2 TIMETABLES
HERE IS MY SEMESTER 1 TIMETABLE
it sucks yes, all in the arvos... cant help it... class clashes, so it's all spread out over 4 friggin stupid uni days...
HERE IS MY SEMESTER 2 TIMETABLE
much better... *ahhhh*... all done in 3 days... hardly any tuts... but then stupid fridays... my week's gonna be soo weird ><"""" at least i can work on thursdays then!! WHOO HOO!! MONEY!!!
i hope that answered your questions!!
JYKW
it sucks yes, all in the arvos... cant help it... class clashes, so it's all spread out over 4 friggin stupid uni days...
HERE IS MY SEMESTER 2 TIMETABLE
much better... *ahhhh*... all done in 3 days... hardly any tuts... but then stupid fridays... my week's gonna be soo weird ><"""" at least i can work on thursdays then!! WHOO HOO!! MONEY!!!
i hope that answered your questions!!
JYKW
Monday, February 06, 2006
Today...
got my test results back... barely made a D... what a great boarderline student i am... *sigh*... wonder how i'll go in my finals?
~~
feeling a bit used today. last night, i was feeling a bit better from the backstabbing incidences to be able to rant on about it in a blog entry. right now?? i feel absolutely used. ><"""
~~
so much for all the things you have said. so much for all the things you said you would do for me. really, there is honestly no such thing as 天長地久. everything is 曾經擁有. yes, block me, ignore me, 敷衍 me... everything is just a 應酬, is that right?
guess what? if that's what you want, that's what you'll get. dont come around to ask me for help or favours again, because im not going to help you anymore. i really dont care about this. i was told to go for the things i want in life, i tried and it's not my fault if u turn around in the future and realise u've made the biggest mistake in your life.
go tell your mum and sister and all those aunties what you have done. i know i've been stupid enough but let's just see how people perceive you then aye?
i dont know what you want and i dont intend on finding out either, now. i wanted to know before because you were basically cold then hot then cold then hot. what's with the smses and phone calls and chats? what's with the sudden ignoring and sudden *im busy* attitude?
i hope you have a good life.
JYKW
~~
feeling a bit used today. last night, i was feeling a bit better from the backstabbing incidences to be able to rant on about it in a blog entry. right now?? i feel absolutely used. ><"""
~~
so much for all the things you have said. so much for all the things you said you would do for me. really, there is honestly no such thing as 天長地久. everything is 曾經擁有. yes, block me, ignore me, 敷衍 me... everything is just a 應酬, is that right?
guess what? if that's what you want, that's what you'll get. dont come around to ask me for help or favours again, because im not going to help you anymore. i really dont care about this. i was told to go for the things i want in life, i tried and it's not my fault if u turn around in the future and realise u've made the biggest mistake in your life.
go tell your mum and sister and all those aunties what you have done. i know i've been stupid enough but let's just see how people perceive you then aye?
i dont know what you want and i dont intend on finding out either, now. i wanted to know before because you were basically cold then hot then cold then hot. what's with the smses and phone calls and chats? what's with the sudden ignoring and sudden *im busy* attitude?
i hope you have a good life.
JYKW
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Well...
i've been the victim of a few backstabbing incidents lately. it doesnt feel great in the first place, and when those who you thought were close enough to you takes a step back and lets you stand there alone, it does make it worse than it should feel.
i really want to know how it really is out there in the commerical world. life as itself is already full of backstabbing, then what's going to happen when i enter the actual workforce?
another thing that has happened over the week is that i've had people telling how they so *didnt know jess can be sad, down, depressed and anti social*... i guess it's a good thing how people see me as a happy person and how i help make the atmosphere happier. but looking deeper, it is really hard to find someone who you can totally trust and release your true feelings to. i know parents just want to help, but when the people i try to confide to tell everything to their parents, an unnecessary amount of adults end up knowing. then things just spread and comes back to my parents. they feel as if i have so many things kept away from them, but to be honest, the people spreading rumours and gossip are really creative. arent they, aye??
people come to me for gossip, but they dont realise that i dont have any gossip. i really dont. then how can someone who didnt know anything be the one who spreads the gossip? if your parents talk about you to other parents, dont come to me and act as if im the one to blame for rumours because you should tell your parents not to talk to the wrong people in the first place.
get me?
i really want to know how it really is out there in the commerical world. life as itself is already full of backstabbing, then what's going to happen when i enter the actual workforce?
another thing that has happened over the week is that i've had people telling how they so *didnt know jess can be sad, down, depressed and anti social*... i guess it's a good thing how people see me as a happy person and how i help make the atmosphere happier. but looking deeper, it is really hard to find someone who you can totally trust and release your true feelings to. i know parents just want to help, but when the people i try to confide to tell everything to their parents, an unnecessary amount of adults end up knowing. then things just spread and comes back to my parents. they feel as if i have so many things kept away from them, but to be honest, the people spreading rumours and gossip are really creative. arent they, aye??
people come to me for gossip, but they dont realise that i dont have any gossip. i really dont. then how can someone who didnt know anything be the one who spreads the gossip? if your parents talk about you to other parents, dont come to me and act as if im the one to blame for rumours because you should tell your parents not to talk to the wrong people in the first place.
get me?
Saturday, February 04, 2006
心亂如麻
歌手：Janice 作曲：雷頌德
填詞：林夕 編曲：雷頌德
因初吻著你想慶賀 你卻開始疏遠我
假使你是覺得怯懦 你會不會拒絕我
你有意欲去找我 你會通電再會過
如實在認真喜歡我 或是有心敷衍我
如今只有三歲都清楚
是你不想我啦 甚至不找我啦
無非幾天變化 就像刮我幾千巴
難道你共我親吻抱擁之後竟有偏差
不想和我好 請求直說真話
很想你是愛得懶惰 至會多天不理我
心境正逐秒鐘跌墮 我哪一樣有做錯
過去你極愛惜我 快慰之後侮辱我
曾自問自私開心過 自問自卑擔心過
如今的我只要知清楚
沒有膽色纏你 心亂如麻
回去吧 回去吧 來讓我傷口結疤
是你不想我嗎 是你不找我嗎
無非幾天變化 就像刮我幾千巴
難道你共我親吻抱擁之後竟有偏差
不想和我好 不如直說真話
填詞：林夕 編曲：雷頌德
因初吻著你想慶賀 你卻開始疏遠我
假使你是覺得怯懦 你會不會拒絕我
你有意欲去找我 你會通電再會過
如實在認真喜歡我 或是有心敷衍我
如今只有三歲都清楚
是你不想我啦 甚至不找我啦
無非幾天變化 就像刮我幾千巴
難道你共我親吻抱擁之後竟有偏差
不想和我好 請求直說真話
很想你是愛得懶惰 至會多天不理我
心境正逐秒鐘跌墮 我哪一樣有做錯
過去你極愛惜我 快慰之後侮辱我
曾自問自私開心過 自問自卑擔心過
如今的我只要知清楚
沒有膽色纏你 心亂如麻
回去吧 回去吧 來讓我傷口結疤
是你不想我嗎 是你不找我嗎
無非幾天變化 就像刮我幾千巴
難道你共我親吻抱擁之後竟有偏差
不想和我好 不如直說真話
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Lists...
got this off froozie's blog...
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9 "lasts"
last cigarette: smoking sucks
last beverage: tea
last movie seen: some hkie comedy
last phone call: bryant
last cd played: havent listened to cds for ages!! i think it was a faye wong cd
last bubble bath: aaaaages ago when i was a baby hahahahahaha not that i remember...
last time you cried: saturday night
8 "have you evers"
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yeh, best thing was to stay as friends
have you ever skinny dipped: noooooooooo... eiw~ haha i cant swim anyway...
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yes... hahaha, not at the time though, but like 2 minutes afterwards...
have you ever fallen in love: yes... too deep ><""
have you ever lost someone you loved: as in relatives or as in breaking up?? either way, yes... baah~
have you ever been depressed: as a psychological disorder, no... but i've been REALLY down before...
have you ever been drunk and thrown up: no way!
7 states you've been to
1. NSW
2. VIC
3. HK (is that a state?)
4. HONSHU, JAPAN (is that a state?)
5. TAIPEI (whichever state that's in)
6. TAICH'UNG (ditto)
7. GAOH'SIONG (ditto that hahaha)
6 things you've done today
1. read lecture notes for tomorrow
2. watching vcds
3. checked out photos people put up on the net
4. read a chapter of some Chinese classic
5. slept in the arvo
6. tried to study for my test tomorrow
5 favorite things in no order.
1. food
2. my bed
3. my music
4. the people i love
5. myself (???)
3 wishes
1. to pass all my subjects and graduate on time
2. to travel around the world
3. to be a better person
2 things you want to do before you die
1. help my friends and family find spiritual peace
2. get married and have children
1 thing you regret
1. not learning how to let go when i have to
today...
1. what are you doing now: filling this out when im supposed to be studying
2. what are you wearing: tank and shorts... basically my pjs...
3. what did you eat for lunch: noodles from 2 days ago and soup from last night
4. better than yesterday?: cant compare...
tomorrow...
1. sleeping till: dunno, i might not even sleep depending on how i go with my studying ><""
2. got any plans?: call the people i was meant to call this week, start reading some more Chinese classics... haha...
3. dislikes about tomorrow: the test im having in the morning
favourite...
1. number: 1
2. song: too many... haha
3. colour: yellow... red... depending on my mood for the day i guess...
4. season: winter
~~
9 "lasts"
last cigarette: smoking sucks
last beverage: tea
last movie seen: some hkie comedy
last phone call: bryant
last cd played: havent listened to cds for ages!! i think it was a faye wong cd
last bubble bath: aaaaages ago when i was a baby hahahahahaha not that i remember...
last time you cried: saturday night
8 "have you evers"
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yeh, best thing was to stay as friends
have you ever skinny dipped: noooooooooo... eiw~ haha i cant swim anyway...
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yes... hahaha, not at the time though, but like 2 minutes afterwards...
have you ever fallen in love: yes... too deep ><""
have you ever lost someone you loved: as in relatives or as in breaking up?? either way, yes... baah~
have you ever been depressed: as a psychological disorder, no... but i've been REALLY down before...
have you ever been drunk and thrown up: no way!
7 states you've been to
1. NSW
2. VIC
3. HK (is that a state?)
4. HONSHU, JAPAN (is that a state?)
5. TAIPEI (whichever state that's in)
6. TAICH'UNG (ditto)
7. GAOH'SIONG (ditto that hahaha)
6 things you've done today
1. read lecture notes for tomorrow
2. watching vcds
3. checked out photos people put up on the net
4. read a chapter of some Chinese classic
5. slept in the arvo
6. tried to study for my test tomorrow
5 favorite things in no order.
1. food
2. my bed
3. my music
4. the people i love
5. myself (???)
3 wishes
1. to pass all my subjects and graduate on time
2. to travel around the world
3. to be a better person
2 things you want to do before you die
1. help my friends and family find spiritual peace
2. get married and have children
1 thing you regret
1. not learning how to let go when i have to
today...
1. what are you doing now: filling this out when im supposed to be studying
2. what are you wearing: tank and shorts... basically my pjs...
3. what did you eat for lunch: noodles from 2 days ago and soup from last night
4. better than yesterday?: cant compare...
tomorrow...
1. sleeping till: dunno, i might not even sleep depending on how i go with my studying ><""
2. got any plans?: call the people i was meant to call this week, start reading some more Chinese classics... haha...
3. dislikes about tomorrow: the test im having in the morning
favourite...
1. number: 1
2. song: too many... haha
3. colour: yellow... red... depending on my mood for the day i guess...
4. season: winter
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
New Year, New Hope
so things are going good for the past couple of days. seems like once a person accept things, the whole situation turns around and becomes good.
new lunar year, so i guess it's a new start... again hahaha
man there are a few ants running around on my desk... cant find the trail ><""
new lunar year, so i guess it's a new start... again hahaha
man there are a few ants running around on my desk... cant find the trail ><""
Saturday, January 28, 2006
我想通了
好了... 過了一個晚上, 睡了8個小時, 從上班到下班, 我終於想通了.
我不會強迫你, 也不會怪你. 你要怎樣選擇, 我也會支持的. 我們經歷過那嘛多年了, 難道自己喜歡啥嘛都不曉得嗎? 我知道我有多喜歡你: 跟你在網路上聊天, 跟你講電話, 我都會覺得我們曾經擁有過的感情是滿幸福的一段路.
就算我們之間真的出現了誤會, 以後會怎樣就讓我們的命運帶著我們走吧. 我知道這是業力, 所以我會好好的做好自己的本分. 反正, 如果我們有那種緣分, 我們怎嘛躲也躲不起來的.
其實是我對不起你, 我也不值得你喜歡. 聽到你的語氣, 我早就知道你是在應酬我. Sorry. 我又再打擾你了. 我以後都不會的了.
我也想跟另外一個人說對不起. 我沒有利用你, 也沒有騙過你. 那時候, 我們的感情是真的. 可是, 我們的性格和志向真的有差別. 我不想傷害你, 只是如果我們一起再走長遠一點, 我們一定會有摩擦. 我不是你所想像的那麼完美. 我還是會像以前那麼關心你的.
我不會強迫你, 也不會怪你. 你要怎樣選擇, 我也會支持的. 我們經歷過那嘛多年了, 難道自己喜歡啥嘛都不曉得嗎? 我知道我有多喜歡你: 跟你在網路上聊天, 跟你講電話, 我都會覺得我們曾經擁有過的感情是滿幸福的一段路.
就算我們之間真的出現了誤會, 以後會怎樣就讓我們的命運帶著我們走吧. 我知道這是業力, 所以我會好好的做好自己的本分. 反正, 如果我們有那種緣分, 我們怎嘛躲也躲不起來的.
其實是我對不起你, 我也不值得你喜歡. 聽到你的語氣, 我早就知道你是在應酬我. Sorry. 我又再打擾你了. 我以後都不會的了.
我也想跟另外一個人說對不起. 我沒有利用你, 也沒有騙過你. 那時候, 我們的感情是真的. 可是, 我們的性格和志向真的有差別. 我不想傷害你, 只是如果我們一起再走長遠一點, 我們一定會有摩擦. 我不是你所想像的那麼完美. 我還是會像以前那麼關心你的.
Friday, January 27, 2006
怎麼辦呢 ?
新年快到了, 我有幾件事情想快一點解決... 其中最重要的, 其實我也不知道怎麼說出口.
都那嘛多年了, 雖然我們沒有真正的相處過, 可是為啥嘛我們之間會有那嘛多事情發生呢? 再說, 我們其實可以說沒有 really 開始過. 那如果我們沒有開始過, 我們又怎嘛會有 ending 呢? 別跟我說是我先說要分手, 因為你那時候也想分開.
我想知道, 現在我們真的只是朋友嗎? 你要我等你, ok, 我等你. 那麼多年了, 我們之間好像發生了好多事情, 那你現在要我把你當作朋友? ok, 是我先說要分手的, 可是你可以說你不喜歡我了嗎? 我只是知道, 我還是很喜歡你.
我們都有聽到很多是非, 那你有相信它們嗎? 我們之間缺了溝通. 有人跟我說, * 知道自己喜歡的, 就要去爭取 *. 那我想跟你溝通, 我有很多想跟你說的. 你想聽嗎? 我們說要分手的時候, 那個氣氛也滿不好的呢. 我們兩個都很生氣: 我覺得你騙了我, 然後你好像覺得我騙了你的感情.
我想說對不起. 我想爭取跟你一起溝通的機會, 可以嗎? 你想怎樣就跟我說嘛. 別亂猜嘛... 我說過我不要我們這樣拖拖拉拉的. 那現在就講清楚嘛...
好嗎?
都那嘛多年了, 雖然我們沒有真正的相處過, 可是為啥嘛我們之間會有那嘛多事情發生呢? 再說, 我們其實可以說沒有 really 開始過. 那如果我們沒有開始過, 我們又怎嘛會有 ending 呢? 別跟我說是我先說要分手, 因為你那時候也想分開.
我想知道, 現在我們真的只是朋友嗎? 你要我等你, ok, 我等你. 那麼多年了, 我們之間好像發生了好多事情, 那你現在要我把你當作朋友? ok, 是我先說要分手的, 可是你可以說你不喜歡我了嗎? 我只是知道, 我還是很喜歡你.
我們都有聽到很多是非, 那你有相信它們嗎? 我們之間缺了溝通. 有人跟我說, * 知道自己喜歡的, 就要去爭取 *. 那我想跟你溝通, 我有很多想跟你說的. 你想聽嗎? 我們說要分手的時候, 那個氣氛也滿不好的呢. 我們兩個都很生氣: 我覺得你騙了我, 然後你好像覺得我騙了你的感情.
我想說對不起. 我想爭取跟你一起溝通的機會, 可以嗎? 你想怎樣就跟我說嘛. 別亂猜嘛... 我說過我不要我們這樣拖拖拉拉的. 那現在就講清楚嘛...
好嗎?
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
*sigh*...
It's been quite weird these few days... i havent been on the net, havent touched my computer... literally just relaxing and chilling at home.
i think a lot of things will die down and pass over as time passes, but then again, everything that happens in our lives will always leave seeds and trails behind. i know that there are things that i am willing to just let them pass over because i really have gotten over. but one thing i have realised is that the longer you leave something dragging, the deeper the trail and the deeper the roots will be planted in your mind. that, to me, is something i reckon is really dangerous because they are the things that make us worry and annoyed and confused in life.
there's one thing that basically have been dragging with me for the past YEARS of my life. i can't say there was no beginning but then i cant say nothing has happened in between. there cant be an official end because there wasnt an official beginning. things just happened over the years, things developed, things died down... now what???
someone told me to chase after the things i want in life but then, i dont even know if i want to or not... things just dont come when i ask for them to come. i guess that's a good thing. the message i am getting these days from the things that have happened to those around me, have shown me that there are more important things in life than what i used to chase after.
*sigh* the biggest hurdle with this is that there was literally no communication at all between both parties. and now, both parties are making decisions based on what other people have said. i find that really sad and the sadest thing is that i dont know how to break the ice... like for once im stuck for words. i guess this is really one thing where my heart has been for the past X amount of years. it's easy to break the ice and let go of something that has only been around for a short period of time and it's a lot easier if both parties still talk and maintain a mutual relationship as friends. but when both parties are avoiding the talk about things. *sigh*...
it's like there are things that i have packed away into a box inside my heart but then there are things that are still lit and every now and then, i'll notice the light's still burning inside... i cant just leave it, but then what else can i do???
~~
anyways, other than that, life's ok... summer school sucks... just scraped a Cr. for my *mid-sem*. i was totally lost today when the lecturer was talking about insurance... TOTALLY LOST... think i need consultation AGAIN...
~~
had lunch with 阿德 and we started to talk about random things. it's really nice to know that people can have lunch and be friends with you without other motives. i feel so much more secure.
the friends i have met recently are starting to become really cool friends. we've been shopping and talking about random things, which really helps when loneliness sets in...
~~
anyways man, enough for today. better reply my msn msgs now... hahaha
JYKW
i think a lot of things will die down and pass over as time passes, but then again, everything that happens in our lives will always leave seeds and trails behind. i know that there are things that i am willing to just let them pass over because i really have gotten over. but one thing i have realised is that the longer you leave something dragging, the deeper the trail and the deeper the roots will be planted in your mind. that, to me, is something i reckon is really dangerous because they are the things that make us worry and annoyed and confused in life.
there's one thing that basically have been dragging with me for the past YEARS of my life. i can't say there was no beginning but then i cant say nothing has happened in between. there cant be an official end because there wasnt an official beginning. things just happened over the years, things developed, things died down... now what???
someone told me to chase after the things i want in life but then, i dont even know if i want to or not... things just dont come when i ask for them to come. i guess that's a good thing. the message i am getting these days from the things that have happened to those around me, have shown me that there are more important things in life than what i used to chase after.
*sigh* the biggest hurdle with this is that there was literally no communication at all between both parties. and now, both parties are making decisions based on what other people have said. i find that really sad and the sadest thing is that i dont know how to break the ice... like for once im stuck for words. i guess this is really one thing where my heart has been for the past X amount of years. it's easy to break the ice and let go of something that has only been around for a short period of time and it's a lot easier if both parties still talk and maintain a mutual relationship as friends. but when both parties are avoiding the talk about things. *sigh*...
it's like there are things that i have packed away into a box inside my heart but then there are things that are still lit and every now and then, i'll notice the light's still burning inside... i cant just leave it, but then what else can i do???
~~
anyways, other than that, life's ok... summer school sucks... just scraped a Cr. for my *mid-sem*. i was totally lost today when the lecturer was talking about insurance... TOTALLY LOST... think i need consultation AGAIN...
~~
had lunch with 阿德 and we started to talk about random things. it's really nice to know that people can have lunch and be friends with you without other motives. i feel so much more secure.
the friends i have met recently are starting to become really cool friends. we've been shopping and talking about random things, which really helps when loneliness sets in...
~~
anyways man, enough for today. better reply my msn msgs now... hahaha
JYKW
Friday, January 20, 2006
Uni...
im at uni... ppls are studying right now and im taking a break... how boring...
just did a test... screwed it totally... think i'll get 58% max... *haii*...
hungry but i dont want to eat... gosh, who'd wanna eat after a test like that ><""" but oh well, at least im hot today... HAHAHAHAHAHA
met 2 new ppls in my class... pretty nice ppls hehe... they both have really nice hair, good thing i tied mine up today (so no one can see how yukky my hair is whoo hoo!!)
(v*^.^*v)
anyways... wonder what everyone else is doing in the library... hmm... >< ??
JYKW
just did a test... screwed it totally... think i'll get 58% max... *haii*...
hungry but i dont want to eat... gosh, who'd wanna eat after a test like that ><""" but oh well, at least im hot today... HAHAHAHAHAHA
met 2 new ppls in my class... pretty nice ppls hehe... they both have really nice hair, good thing i tied mine up today (so no one can see how yukky my hair is whoo hoo!!)
(v*^.^*v)
anyways... wonder what everyone else is doing in the library... hmm... >< ??
JYKW
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
New Shoes
yes i am addicted to pointy shoes...
i got a new pair today... they'r yellow and pointy and the heels arent that high either!! and guess how much they were?!! $15 AT CASTLE TOWERS !!!
WHAT A FRIGGIN BARGAIN!! had to spend money in that shop seriously... omg any woman would want to live there hahahhahaahah!!
check them out at my MSN SPACE PHOTOS !!! (under New Shoes)...
i've put up more pictures in my MSN SPACE so feel free to check them out, too...
feeling really tired now for some reason... i recon its hormonal hahhahaahaha
jkjk...
have fun and take care!
JYKW
i got a new pair today... they'r yellow and pointy and the heels arent that high either!! and guess how much they were?!! $15 AT CASTLE TOWERS !!!
WHAT A FRIGGIN BARGAIN!! had to spend money in that shop seriously... omg any woman would want to live there hahahhahaahah!!
check them out at my MSN SPACE PHOTOS !!! (under New Shoes)...
i've put up more pictures in my MSN SPACE so feel free to check them out, too...
feeling really tired now for some reason... i recon its hormonal hahhahaahaha
jkjk...
have fun and take care!
JYKW
Shopping... Retail Therapy... Demand Supplied...
so what did i do today?
had uni, and one thing i have realised (again) is that asians tend to warm slower to people as compared to other western cultures. i think i am used to the 鬼佬 way of meeting people that most (if not all) asians think i am really open and confident. i really dont see anything embarrassing in helping someone pick up things they have dropped or saying a hi to someone who smiles at you. (hmm...) well, today, the asians in my class have finally felt more at ease when i start conversations, like they actually do try to sustain the conversations and answer my questions. the class actually feels a lot warmer than last week's...
during my lunch break, i bought a bottle of burberry touch for women because it came with a free make up bag. IT'S PINK TOO!! whoo hoo!! with pouches and a zip pocket!! my ai-yah-sister told me not to get it last night but then i just couldnt help it ><"... the packaging is soo good!! the bottle was in a cotton pouch and that was in a really nice box with those strings u tied around these 2 circle things... i really cant decribe it but it's like a mail parcel... hmm... it's just really nice... the scent and all... even better coz it was wrapped nicely AND had a free make up bag. now all my make up's properly kept! (and yes, i finally remembered the fragrance's scent)
i tried to visist my friend at work but she was on her lunch break and when i went back to visit her after uni finished, she had just left for the day... if only i didnt hang around in the library ><""""
vivien's left for hk this arvo... i wish i could go to hk and shop with the other half of the world... *sobs*
what's with people and freaky emails??? gosh!!
anyhow~ i've had my rest for today...
SHOUT OUT TO ALICE COZ I CANT MAKE IT ON SATURDAY NIGHT!!! LOVE YOU HEAPS!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
love,
JYKW
had uni, and one thing i have realised (again) is that asians tend to warm slower to people as compared to other western cultures. i think i am used to the 鬼佬 way of meeting people that most (if not all) asians think i am really open and confident. i really dont see anything embarrassing in helping someone pick up things they have dropped or saying a hi to someone who smiles at you. (hmm...) well, today, the asians in my class have finally felt more at ease when i start conversations, like they actually do try to sustain the conversations and answer my questions. the class actually feels a lot warmer than last week's...
during my lunch break, i bought a bottle of burberry touch for women because it came with a free make up bag. IT'S PINK TOO!! whoo hoo!! with pouches and a zip pocket!! my ai-yah-sister told me not to get it last night but then i just couldnt help it ><"... the packaging is soo good!! the bottle was in a cotton pouch and that was in a really nice box with those strings u tied around these 2 circle things... i really cant decribe it but it's like a mail parcel... hmm... it's just really nice... the scent and all... even better coz it was wrapped nicely AND had a free make up bag. now all my make up's properly kept! (and yes, i finally remembered the fragrance's scent)
i tried to visist my friend at work but she was on her lunch break and when i went back to visit her after uni finished, she had just left for the day... if only i didnt hang around in the library ><""""
vivien's left for hk this arvo... i wish i could go to hk and shop with the other half of the world... *sobs*
what's with people and freaky emails??? gosh!!
anyhow~ i've had my rest for today...
SHOUT OUT TO ALICE COZ I CANT MAKE IT ON SATURDAY NIGHT!!! LOVE YOU HEAPS!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
love,
JYKW
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