i was deeply cut just then by an old friend. *sigh*
it's like when people have their own careers and life, they tend to throw away everything else they have once said, and stupid enough i actually took what they said to heart.
now that everything they have ever dreamt of have come true, what about the things they've said before? what about me? am i to just sit here and hope that things will turn out right?
well, i do wish them well. i guess that is all left for me to do? i mean, seriously, i feel used and down right stupid but at least their lives are perfect according to their dreams.
crying about it won't do anything because they'll never know... it's times like this when i really feel lonely and isolated. and all people can do is pick an argument: saying im being snobbish and not messaging people even though im online. what is there to say when no one has just gone what i have? i was totally cut at 2:30 in the morning and the first message i get when i come online is why im not chatting when im online. well, if i wasn't bawling my eyes out because i was so hurt and i felt so used, then i probably would have messaged people, yeh?
what has my msn status have to do with anything anyway? im feeling lonely and isolated from everyone else and does msn have a status for that? im not busy, away, out for lunch, be right back, on the phone or appear offline. what happened just then was uncalled for and i didnt need other people being a busy body and caring about my msn status when a quarter of my world was collapsing. i tried to be civil about it and saw the funny side of it but people just took the wrong cue and it shows how much importance you place on yourself.
it's like im half dying here, crying in pain and all you do is make a big deal on how im snobbish and ignoring you?
but then to some people, who am i to you? :( who do you think i am? a marketing strategy? *hi, im from australia* wow such broad, international market appeal! my arse, that is...
all i know is that im still deeply cut... all because i should have gotten over this ages ago.
JYKW
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Correct Punctuation
SHOUT OUT: HAPPY 20TH YE WON! WHOO HOO!! and guess what! it's the 6th of the 6th of the 6th... i mean 060606 or... 666! bahaha! nah, dont be superstious! i wish a happy birthday and all your wishes will so fully come true!
im currently taking a break from typing up notes for property law. which topic am i doing? i'm doing indefeasibility and exceptions.
so im taking a break and surfing on people's blog when i have realised something that i was meant to say A LONG TIME AGO. it is something that i believe was accidentally left off my zero tolerance list.
Ellipses are THREE fullstops NOT TWO.
i just cannot stand the amount of people who use two fullstops to indicate the trailing off when the rule is to use three. i was taught that ellipses are three fullstops and will only be three fullstops, not four, not two. this is in English and in Chinese, it is six. six and will always be six, not five, not seven.
if you do not believe me, check this out:
http://www.nyu.edu/classes/copyXediting/Punctuation.html#ell
it says:
ELLIPSES
Use for omitted material.
Use for a pause longer than a dash (but do not let a writer overuse this device).
For example, The text was trailing off ...
note how in the example, three fullstops were used instead of two. that is because ELLIPSES ARE THREE FULLSTOPS, NOT TWO.
oh gosh! i cannot stand the amount of people who do not understand this!
im going to post this entry in all my blogs! i want everyone to know this!
ARGH!
JYKW
ps. today was pretty funny... (see the ellipse?) hmm, i'll put something up about today later.
im currently taking a break from typing up notes for property law. which topic am i doing? i'm doing indefeasibility and exceptions.
so im taking a break and surfing on people's blog when i have realised something that i was meant to say A LONG TIME AGO. it is something that i believe was accidentally left off my zero tolerance list.
Ellipses are THREE fullstops NOT TWO.
i just cannot stand the amount of people who use two fullstops to indicate the trailing off when the rule is to use three. i was taught that ellipses are three fullstops and will only be three fullstops, not four, not two. this is in English and in Chinese, it is six. six and will always be six, not five, not seven.
if you do not believe me, check this out:
http://www.nyu.edu/classes/copyXediting/Punctuation.html#ell
it says:
ELLIPSES
Use for omitted material.
Use for a pause longer than a dash (but do not let a writer overuse this device).
For example, The text was trailing off ...
note how in the example, three fullstops were used instead of two. that is because ELLIPSES ARE THREE FULLSTOPS, NOT TWO.
oh gosh! i cannot stand the amount of people who do not understand this!
im going to post this entry in all my blogs! i want everyone to know this!
ARGH!
JYKW
ps. today was pretty funny... (see the ellipse?) hmm, i'll put something up about today later.
Friday, June 02, 2006
I'm here!
it's been a while since my last proper post and quite a few things has happened.
before i continue...
SHOUT OUT: TO ALL MY FRIENDS WITH BIRTHDAYS IN JUNE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! THIS GOES TO... YEWON, ZOE, CHLOE, JOANNA... hehe~!
im currently in bed haha i bought a laptop the other day and honestly, i feel slow now because this machine is so fast! and i bought an electronic dictionary as well. feldman asked why i needed one like a FOB and today, joe asked the exact same question. i wanted it because it'll make looking up a definition a lot faster. but i still encourage primary school children to use actual dictionaries.
so basically i have a massive dent in my wallet now. im so sorry chloe, yewon and zoe... i cannot make it to your birthday dinner/party.
i recon this will definitely come back to me, so that's why im planning not to have a massive 21st and just spend it with family and close family friends. i dont want to get dogged because yeh, i know how it feels. and then, i dont want people to spend money on me. it's the fact that it's a 21st that people feel they have to spend a fortune. i dont want my friends to go through a financial crisis because of me. one less 21st means one less present to buy means more money to say. =)
i got *re-united* with one of the first people i met when i came to australia in 1991. it was kinda weird because i thought she looked familiar and seriously, i was literally holding my breath when i asked her for her name. it turned out that she was really who i thought she was but too bad she has forgotten me because we moved from parra to dundas valley about 6 months later. it turns out that she left that primary school in year 4 and ended up going to baulkham hills high. such a smartie!
oh there was an awkward moment then because i asked a question that was very sensitive to the tone i use. so i asked her which degree she's doing at mac uni and she told me she goes to SIBT. out of curiosity i asked,
"what are you doing at SIBT?"
and if you really think about it, imagine how that question would have sounded if i had used the wrong tone of voice...
"what are you DOING at SIBT?"
and
"WHAT are you doing at SIBT?"
just as i was asking that question, it clicked and i had to cover myself so that i didnt sound too offensive. i didnt mean to make it sound slack, i just wanted to know which degree she was doing at SIBT. apparently she's doing arts in media or something and she's going to transfer to 2nd year mac uni next year. such a smartie. =)
im officially stressed about my finals and i know i shouldnt be complaining and i should have started to prepare for this earlier. i really dont want to fail.
i'v got my piano exam soon as well. i have finally got the hang of the pieces im playing and that is a little soothing to know haha... i hope i pass my piano exam as well.
i was planning to go to singapore and hk at the end of this year but now, the airfare is too expensive so i'm thinking of going to taiwan now. im still deciding. ><"" ross is going to singapore and malaysia next month and im so jealous! i really want to go to singapore.
didnt realise how much of my life actually revolved around money. i've noticed a few greedy thoughts have come up and it's hard to resolve them... still trying hard
well i better to go bed now. i have work tomorrow and i should sleep =P
until next time, tata la!
JYKW
before i continue...
SHOUT OUT: TO ALL MY FRIENDS WITH BIRTHDAYS IN JUNE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! THIS GOES TO... YEWON, ZOE, CHLOE, JOANNA... hehe~!
im currently in bed haha i bought a laptop the other day and honestly, i feel slow now because this machine is so fast! and i bought an electronic dictionary as well. feldman asked why i needed one like a FOB and today, joe asked the exact same question. i wanted it because it'll make looking up a definition a lot faster. but i still encourage primary school children to use actual dictionaries.
so basically i have a massive dent in my wallet now. im so sorry chloe, yewon and zoe... i cannot make it to your birthday dinner/party.
i recon this will definitely come back to me, so that's why im planning not to have a massive 21st and just spend it with family and close family friends. i dont want to get dogged because yeh, i know how it feels. and then, i dont want people to spend money on me. it's the fact that it's a 21st that people feel they have to spend a fortune. i dont want my friends to go through a financial crisis because of me. one less 21st means one less present to buy means more money to say. =)
i got *re-united* with one of the first people i met when i came to australia in 1991. it was kinda weird because i thought she looked familiar and seriously, i was literally holding my breath when i asked her for her name. it turned out that she was really who i thought she was but too bad she has forgotten me because we moved from parra to dundas valley about 6 months later. it turns out that she left that primary school in year 4 and ended up going to baulkham hills high. such a smartie!
oh there was an awkward moment then because i asked a question that was very sensitive to the tone i use. so i asked her which degree she's doing at mac uni and she told me she goes to SIBT. out of curiosity i asked,
"what are you doing at SIBT?"
and if you really think about it, imagine how that question would have sounded if i had used the wrong tone of voice...
"what are you DOING at SIBT?"
and
"WHAT are you doing at SIBT?"
just as i was asking that question, it clicked and i had to cover myself so that i didnt sound too offensive. i didnt mean to make it sound slack, i just wanted to know which degree she was doing at SIBT. apparently she's doing arts in media or something and she's going to transfer to 2nd year mac uni next year. such a smartie. =)
im officially stressed about my finals and i know i shouldnt be complaining and i should have started to prepare for this earlier. i really dont want to fail.
i'v got my piano exam soon as well. i have finally got the hang of the pieces im playing and that is a little soothing to know haha... i hope i pass my piano exam as well.
i was planning to go to singapore and hk at the end of this year but now, the airfare is too expensive so i'm thinking of going to taiwan now. im still deciding. ><"" ross is going to singapore and malaysia next month and im so jealous! i really want to go to singapore.
didnt realise how much of my life actually revolved around money. i've noticed a few greedy thoughts have come up and it's hard to resolve them... still trying hard
well i better to go bed now. i have work tomorrow and i should sleep =P
until next time, tata la!
JYKW
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Is This Really Me?
i just did a test online. my cousin sent me the link. questioning whether im really what it says now...
~~
你是個深懂權衡利害得失的人，外表看起來非常大膽，但是在行動前卻早已經過相當謹慎冷靜的思考，最後才作出決定，比如你很重視感情，注重人與人之間的關係，但也很會保護自己，在與人合作上期望做到公平，一定會算的很精明，有人侵犯到你的領域，會馬上採取行動抵制，是個功利主義者。
在事業上，雖然有時會被居於優勢的對手所圍繞，但是你能很慎重、冷靜的計劃，為超越環境限制而努力，因此你能夠針對環境的變化，很快的做出適當的因應措施，然後耐心等待下一個機運到來，結果顯示往往你能戰勝那些力量與才能都超過自己的對手。
在感情上，你很重視與每個朋友的交往關係，尤其是在選擇合作和結婚對象時，特別獨具慧眼，有選擇眼光，當發現對方不是很適合的對象，就會在不知不覺中很技巧性的遠離對方，盡量不會造成對方太過難堪，但還是會很重視這段關係，繼續維繫彼此的情誼。提醒你如果太過於高傲，會導致周圍人們的反感，造成惡劣的形象，也不要光是考量到得失與利害，要建立起讓對方打從心底的信任。
你的生命目標主要在交流、溝通、思考這些方面，個性比較孤僻，事業的起伏比較大。當你站在眾人面前的時候，可以將自己的才華發揮的淋漓盡致，很會用形容詞，講得頭頭是道，在眾人面前表現的很好，很亮麗，但是當曲終人散，一個人獨處的時候，其實是有些孤單失落的。
你的個性特徵是喜歡呈現出自己的才能，並且會設法讓自己多才多藝。個性中同時存在奇怪的一面，雖然你在與人相處時，總是能夠滔滔不絕，但其實你的所知有限，在專業的領域中學問不夠博，涉及的知識層面也不夠寬，這就是阻礙你跟別人交流最主要的原因。
你的優點是學習能力很強，能夠發揮所長，所以你喜歡慢慢學習，慢慢思索，也有豐富的才華，是個有思想也能夠充份表達的人。
你的缺點是太喜歡一個人獨處，常常是孤零零的一個人，雖然自己喜歡獨處的樂趣和享受，但會讓人感覺你是個孤僻的怪胎。
喜歡獨處的個性會防礙婚姻和一生的運勢，因為孤僻的特質不容易認識很多對象，雖然也會有機會，但是在愛情的表現上會偏向羞怯保守而拘謹，並形成一種愛批評及分析的性格，因此容易影響到彼此浪漫的氣氛，甚至會干涉或影射到對方而不自知，無形中打破和諧的氣氛而喪失機會，讓婚姻受到一些阻礙，而且在事業上也會比較晚成。
你的天賦潛能在於特殊的才藝，而且是綜合型的才藝，不是那種專心型的。比如什麼樂器都會一點，然後組合起來兼編曲，當一個編曲家。因此你可以把很多東西都學會一點，並發揮天賦潛能把這些才藝綜合起來，呈現出來另一種新的特殊才藝。
~~
hmm... im not sure about some bits...
JYKW
ps. SHOUT OUT TO ANDY! HAPPY 21ST! let's play minesweeper again! WHOO HOO!!
~~
你是個深懂權衡利害得失的人，外表看起來非常大膽，但是在行動前卻早已經過相當謹慎冷靜的思考，最後才作出決定，比如你很重視感情，注重人與人之間的關係，但也很會保護自己，在與人合作上期望做到公平，一定會算的很精明，有人侵犯到你的領域，會馬上採取行動抵制，是個功利主義者。
在事業上，雖然有時會被居於優勢的對手所圍繞，但是你能很慎重、冷靜的計劃，為超越環境限制而努力，因此你能夠針對環境的變化，很快的做出適當的因應措施，然後耐心等待下一個機運到來，結果顯示往往你能戰勝那些力量與才能都超過自己的對手。
在感情上，你很重視與每個朋友的交往關係，尤其是在選擇合作和結婚對象時，特別獨具慧眼，有選擇眼光，當發現對方不是很適合的對象，就會在不知不覺中很技巧性的遠離對方，盡量不會造成對方太過難堪，但還是會很重視這段關係，繼續維繫彼此的情誼。提醒你如果太過於高傲，會導致周圍人們的反感，造成惡劣的形象，也不要光是考量到得失與利害，要建立起讓對方打從心底的信任。
你的生命目標主要在交流、溝通、思考這些方面，個性比較孤僻，事業的起伏比較大。當你站在眾人面前的時候，可以將自己的才華發揮的淋漓盡致，很會用形容詞，講得頭頭是道，在眾人面前表現的很好，很亮麗，但是當曲終人散，一個人獨處的時候，其實是有些孤單失落的。
你的個性特徵是喜歡呈現出自己的才能，並且會設法讓自己多才多藝。個性中同時存在奇怪的一面，雖然你在與人相處時，總是能夠滔滔不絕，但其實你的所知有限，在專業的領域中學問不夠博，涉及的知識層面也不夠寬，這就是阻礙你跟別人交流最主要的原因。
你的優點是學習能力很強，能夠發揮所長，所以你喜歡慢慢學習，慢慢思索，也有豐富的才華，是個有思想也能夠充份表達的人。
你的缺點是太喜歡一個人獨處，常常是孤零零的一個人，雖然自己喜歡獨處的樂趣和享受，但會讓人感覺你是個孤僻的怪胎。
喜歡獨處的個性會防礙婚姻和一生的運勢，因為孤僻的特質不容易認識很多對象，雖然也會有機會，但是在愛情的表現上會偏向羞怯保守而拘謹，並形成一種愛批評及分析的性格，因此容易影響到彼此浪漫的氣氛，甚至會干涉或影射到對方而不自知，無形中打破和諧的氣氛而喪失機會，讓婚姻受到一些阻礙，而且在事業上也會比較晚成。
你的天賦潛能在於特殊的才藝，而且是綜合型的才藝，不是那種專心型的。比如什麼樂器都會一點，然後組合起來兼編曲，當一個編曲家。因此你可以把很多東西都學會一點，並發揮天賦潛能把這些才藝綜合起來，呈現出來另一種新的特殊才藝。
~~
hmm... im not sure about some bits...
JYKW
ps. SHOUT OUT TO ANDY! HAPPY 21ST! let's play minesweeper again! WHOO HOO!!
Saturday, May 06, 2006
JOCELYN'S 21ST
SHOUT OUT: JOCY!! HAPPY 21ST!! sorry i couldnt make it to your fantastic party/dinner... please forgive me la~ hope you LOVE the presents you got, especially from me and others hehehehe!!!
KIRUPA! totally, man, happy 20th birthday in the break! hehehehe!!
SARAH CHOI! yeh this is totally late, ur birthday was a month ago...
far out, im a loser friend...
KIRUPA! totally, man, happy 20th birthday in the break! hehehehe!!
SARAH CHOI! yeh this is totally late, ur birthday was a month ago...
far out, im a loser friend...
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Promotion Whore, I Am
here i am, promoting the funny email i got from Jenn that i have posted up on my xanga.
im such a promotion whore of my own stuff haha as afrooz would have called it. =)
and for those who blog stalk me, hey, go check it out. have you been to my xanga before? haha it's ok for you not to comment but you have to visit my other sites, right? hehe i respect people's privacy. =)
enjoy ppls~ this is the 3rd promotion i've made of the xanga entry. hahaha
JYKW
im such a promotion whore of my own stuff haha as afrooz would have called it. =)
and for those who blog stalk me, hey, go check it out. have you been to my xanga before? haha it's ok for you not to comment but you have to visit my other sites, right? hehe i respect people's privacy. =)
enjoy ppls~ this is the 3rd promotion i've made of the xanga entry. hahaha
JYKW
Friday, April 28, 2006
Gotta love what we do!
SHOUT OUT: JENN ZHOU! YOU'RE DEFO ONE OF THE COOLEST CHICS I'VE EVER MET (including myself) HAHAHAHA! LOVE YOUR LATEST MSN SPACE ENTRY!! WHOO HOO!!
Jenn just spelt a lot of things out for every guy out there in her latest blog entry. hope you guys do try to spend some time reading it because no other chic will spend (or *waste* to put it more directly) time to let you work these things out.
it kinda reminded me of my entry from ages ago about what relationships should be like and how im going to look for a guy. i hope it helped some chics out there who are still *oh, i dont know what i want* because, honey, you've seriously got to snap out of the bimbo stage believing there are *nice* guys out there who just fits in to every mould you have.
anyhow, im gonna bludge a bit more before reading the stuff i should have read a month ago to catch up on uni stuff. assignments are starting to pile up, too, so yeh~ gotta start SOMEWHERE, aye? gosh i spent like an hour last night trying to work out when im going to do what so i can somehow catch up before my finals come too close. =)
so, tata la~
JYKW
Jenn just spelt a lot of things out for every guy out there in her latest blog entry. hope you guys do try to spend some time reading it because no other chic will spend (or *waste* to put it more directly) time to let you work these things out.
it kinda reminded me of my entry from ages ago about what relationships should be like and how im going to look for a guy. i hope it helped some chics out there who are still *oh, i dont know what i want* because, honey, you've seriously got to snap out of the bimbo stage believing there are *nice* guys out there who just fits in to every mould you have.
anyhow, im gonna bludge a bit more before reading the stuff i should have read a month ago to catch up on uni stuff. assignments are starting to pile up, too, so yeh~ gotta start SOMEWHERE, aye? gosh i spent like an hour last night trying to work out when im going to do what so i can somehow catch up before my finals come too close. =)
so, tata la~
JYKW
Thursday, April 27, 2006
What happened today? NOTHING!
Feeling totally screwed over because I’ve finally realised I have so much to catch up on for uni. Assignments are gonna be due soon after this break finishes and I haven’t started them at all. Probably gonna go print the questions out on Monday.
Checked my draft exam timetable this morning when jo called. 17th, 21st, 22nd and 23rd… great. 3 consecutive days. At least I get to celebrate my 21st in freedom! Haha!!
I was gonna go out today because there’s a one day sale at MYER. But then, mum said I’ve been out too often and stuff. That’s kinda true coz I have been out nearly everyday even though I thought I’ll be stuck at home totally… hmm… carol was at work, so was karen and jo was busy. James and I were *thinking* of going for the Lindt place at martin place and then maybe catching a movie (more like I was gonna make him come with me to watch March of the Penguins) haha… I LOVE PENGUINS SOO CUTE!! (v^.^v) but then yeh, nothing happened in the end. And HE got to go out for lunch with simon! So sad. No life. =(
Hmm well, at least ive started on my property law readings catch up… but I still have a few more. I’ll probably do them on Sunday since im working tomoro and Saturday. Wow, I’m planning my next 3 days! Yay!!
Dad’s thinking of getting me a notebook and im quite excited. But he doesn’t know (probably he doesn’t) that im getting a dictionary thingie in hk and wai ho’s gonna bring it back for me! Yay!! Syrene wants one too so yeh, wai ho’s gonna bring that back for her too~ haha~~
Daniel was telling me about notebooks/laptop (gosh what’s the diff?) and I really liked one part of our msn convo when he basically summarised the brands im like totally confused with:
QUOTE:
acers generally look crap...they're big and heavy...but its affordable
sony vaio are just for spoilt brats
dells are for poor ppl
toshiba are for middle-class ppl
fujitsu are just overpriced
IBMs..forget abt them..they're too expensive
NECs look shit
MACs..are the way to go...if u wanna go thru hell
LG looks nice..thats it
and WOOOT for no-brand china things which look like laptops
UNQUOTE
and my reaction was
QUOTE:
wow let me remember these things
UNQUOTE
SHOUT OUT: THANKS DANIEL! FOR umm… ALL THE HELP! YAY! =)
Started to read Emma last night before bed. Never got to read it for leisure in the past coz it’s was for school and stuff. i’ve noticed now my high lighting in the book and note writing in the margins kind of stopped after chapter 3. hahaha what a bludger I was… STILL AM! HAHAHAHA
Does anyone still watch those forensic investigation thingies on channel 7 anymore? I was watching it last night and it was soo disgusting! Argh!! But it was still cool~ oh yeh and I watched extreme make over… got to look at breast implants HAHAHAHA liposuction! Eiw~!! ><””
2ND SHOUT OUT: HAVE A SAFE TRIP WAI HO! AFROOZ, HOPE YOU’RE FEELING BETTER NOW FROM THAT STUPID COMOTION TODAY!
Enough for now.
Tata la
JYKW
Checked my draft exam timetable this morning when jo called. 17th, 21st, 22nd and 23rd… great. 3 consecutive days. At least I get to celebrate my 21st in freedom! Haha!!
I was gonna go out today because there’s a one day sale at MYER. But then, mum said I’ve been out too often and stuff. That’s kinda true coz I have been out nearly everyday even though I thought I’ll be stuck at home totally… hmm… carol was at work, so was karen and jo was busy. James and I were *thinking* of going for the Lindt place at martin place and then maybe catching a movie (more like I was gonna make him come with me to watch March of the Penguins) haha… I LOVE PENGUINS SOO CUTE!! (v^.^v) but then yeh, nothing happened in the end. And HE got to go out for lunch with simon! So sad. No life. =(
Hmm well, at least ive started on my property law readings catch up… but I still have a few more. I’ll probably do them on Sunday since im working tomoro and Saturday. Wow, I’m planning my next 3 days! Yay!!
Dad’s thinking of getting me a notebook and im quite excited. But he doesn’t know (probably he doesn’t) that im getting a dictionary thingie in hk and wai ho’s gonna bring it back for me! Yay!! Syrene wants one too so yeh, wai ho’s gonna bring that back for her too~ haha~~
Daniel was telling me about notebooks/laptop (gosh what’s the diff?) and I really liked one part of our msn convo when he basically summarised the brands im like totally confused with:
QUOTE:
acers generally look crap...they're big and heavy...but its affordable
sony vaio are just for spoilt brats
dells are for poor ppl
toshiba are for middle-class ppl
fujitsu are just overpriced
IBMs..forget abt them..they're too expensive
NECs look shit
MACs..are the way to go...if u wanna go thru hell
LG looks nice..thats it
and WOOOT for no-brand china things which look like laptops
UNQUOTE
and my reaction was
QUOTE:
wow let me remember these things
UNQUOTE
SHOUT OUT: THANKS DANIEL! FOR umm… ALL THE HELP! YAY! =)
Started to read Emma last night before bed. Never got to read it for leisure in the past coz it’s was for school and stuff. i’ve noticed now my high lighting in the book and note writing in the margins kind of stopped after chapter 3. hahaha what a bludger I was… STILL AM! HAHAHAHA
Does anyone still watch those forensic investigation thingies on channel 7 anymore? I was watching it last night and it was soo disgusting! Argh!! But it was still cool~ oh yeh and I watched extreme make over… got to look at breast implants HAHAHAHA liposuction! Eiw~!! ><””
2ND SHOUT OUT: HAVE A SAFE TRIP WAI HO! AFROOZ, HOPE YOU’RE FEELING BETTER NOW FROM THAT STUPID COMOTION TODAY!
Enough for now.
Tata la
JYKW
Monday, April 24, 2006
Left Behind... with a night of tv...
im screwed already because it's 3 days into the new phone bill period and i've reached my cap of $49 already. it's not that i can't pay or anything, im just wow-i-fied. im such a loyal 3G customer!
im kinda surprised how one thing comes up after another in my life all the time? i thought im at a stage in life when everything's just going cruise-ie. more like, im basically indifferent about stuff these days but one thing finishes as another comes up. is everyone else like this out there?
i really dislike the feeling of how there are people in your life who you have unintentionally replaced by newer friends. it's just like what yewon was talking about in one of her blogs: falling-outs. at first, i thought yeh that happens but i do try to keep in touch with others but now, i've realised how many people i've *sort of* left behind in life? it's awkward to just call them up, is it? bryant was saying how i either make things too complicated when they're not or i think of everything as too simple when it's not. i guess i do sometimes, but i really dont want to think this falling-out issue as something that im complicating when it's just something that happens to everyone. i really dont want to leave anyone behind in life when i am capable of preventing it. who would want to leave someone who have shared a chunk of their lives with? if not for the friendship's sake, then why not for sentimental reasons?
primary school friends, high school friends. maybe it is true when they say people randomly come and go in your life and it's the footprints that they leave behind in your heart that matters because one day we'll all be together again, somehow. but it's really weird how different stages in life brings out different sides of people and you can get to know someone at totally different environments to where you met them. take uni, like i was talking to afrooz on msn the other night and we realised how we got to know each other better because of uni, we got to know such a different person as to what we expected from the other. all this, we met in high school. or how i met joe in year 11 because we caught the same bus from epping station. and after 2 years, we got to know each other because of contract law at uni. or take kirupa. met in primary school, same friendship group and all, but literally didnt see each other throughout high school. then one day, kaboom! we see each other at uni and it's like we dont need to go through the whole *get to know each other* process and we just talk. we laugh. we basically crack up and i feel pretty comfortable with it all.
uni is such a big place it's not funny. there are so many people and stuff. right now, it's like, there are people in my life right now who i dont know if i'll one day become their falling-out. even if i do become a fall-out of your life, please dont feel sorry. i totally understand how you feel when you one day think about this. i love all my friends and just like how joe used to say *im over protective of my friends*. well, who isnt?
i was watching the opening of big brother on channel 10 this evening (not for entertainment purposes but to wait for the comedy festival thing to come on at 930) and i realised how asian i am inside. it's really interesting because it was all point and laugh at the so called *house mates* until an asian chic turned up. i dont mean to be offensive but there's no other way to describe how i felt: appalled. i dont like it how there is an asian in that house playing big brother. it's bad enough to see a group of people locking themselves in a house and doing stupid things for the sake of $1 million. for goodness' sakes, $1 million dollars is not a lot of money and personally i dont have a million bucks (YET!) because honestly, if a group of people are to gather to embarrass themselves in reality tv gone bad, then obviously $1 million will not be enough.
$1 million was a lot when the news papers were10 cents. when 50 cents got you lollies and a bus trip home. when friggin icy poles were only 20 cents at the school canteen: NOT $1.20. at this rate, taking inflation and the compensation for such despicable activities as to what people on big brother do, $1 billion would do better.
that's all for tonight.
JYKW
im kinda surprised how one thing comes up after another in my life all the time? i thought im at a stage in life when everything's just going cruise-ie. more like, im basically indifferent about stuff these days but one thing finishes as another comes up. is everyone else like this out there?
i really dislike the feeling of how there are people in your life who you have unintentionally replaced by newer friends. it's just like what yewon was talking about in one of her blogs: falling-outs. at first, i thought yeh that happens but i do try to keep in touch with others but now, i've realised how many people i've *sort of* left behind in life? it's awkward to just call them up, is it? bryant was saying how i either make things too complicated when they're not or i think of everything as too simple when it's not. i guess i do sometimes, but i really dont want to think this falling-out issue as something that im complicating when it's just something that happens to everyone. i really dont want to leave anyone behind in life when i am capable of preventing it. who would want to leave someone who have shared a chunk of their lives with? if not for the friendship's sake, then why not for sentimental reasons?
primary school friends, high school friends. maybe it is true when they say people randomly come and go in your life and it's the footprints that they leave behind in your heart that matters because one day we'll all be together again, somehow. but it's really weird how different stages in life brings out different sides of people and you can get to know someone at totally different environments to where you met them. take uni, like i was talking to afrooz on msn the other night and we realised how we got to know each other better because of uni, we got to know such a different person as to what we expected from the other. all this, we met in high school. or how i met joe in year 11 because we caught the same bus from epping station. and after 2 years, we got to know each other because of contract law at uni. or take kirupa. met in primary school, same friendship group and all, but literally didnt see each other throughout high school. then one day, kaboom! we see each other at uni and it's like we dont need to go through the whole *get to know each other* process and we just talk. we laugh. we basically crack up and i feel pretty comfortable with it all.
uni is such a big place it's not funny. there are so many people and stuff. right now, it's like, there are people in my life right now who i dont know if i'll one day become their falling-out. even if i do become a fall-out of your life, please dont feel sorry. i totally understand how you feel when you one day think about this. i love all my friends and just like how joe used to say *im over protective of my friends*. well, who isnt?
i was watching the opening of big brother on channel 10 this evening (not for entertainment purposes but to wait for the comedy festival thing to come on at 930) and i realised how asian i am inside. it's really interesting because it was all point and laugh at the so called *house mates* until an asian chic turned up. i dont mean to be offensive but there's no other way to describe how i felt: appalled. i dont like it how there is an asian in that house playing big brother. it's bad enough to see a group of people locking themselves in a house and doing stupid things for the sake of $1 million. for goodness' sakes, $1 million dollars is not a lot of money and personally i dont have a million bucks (YET!) because honestly, if a group of people are to gather to embarrass themselves in reality tv gone bad, then obviously $1 million will not be enough.
$1 million was a lot when the news papers were10 cents. when 50 cents got you lollies and a bus trip home. when friggin icy poles were only 20 cents at the school canteen: NOT $1.20. at this rate, taking inflation and the compensation for such despicable activities as to what people on big brother do, $1 billion would do better.
that's all for tonight.
JYKW
Friday, April 21, 2006
Vivien's Birthday
SHOUT OUT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN! MY *AIYA* SISTER! whoo hoo!! 21!! just gotta thank me for your pretty make up on this special day!! yay!!! JAMES!! THANKS FOR BUMMING WITH US AND FOR COMING TO DINNER WITH US ON SUCH NOTICE!! hehehe
went out to parra today. met up with vivien and we basically bummed at parra from like 10 something 11 in the morning until like 3ish when we literally rushed back to her place to get ready to go out to the city coz her optom friends had organised a buffet dinner thing at star city haha. im now a star city member because i had to so i can get the discounts and stuff haha. i've even got $10 worth of credit to gamble with but i didnt use any of it coz i aint no gambler and i aint gonna try. haha i've got solitaire on my phone already HAHAHAHAHA
didnt really buy much at parra... maybe it's coz im kinda freaked out about being financially grounded. it was such a relief when mum let me out to go shopping and she didnt say much when i was in the car just then telling her how i bought only a *few* things so i could join THEFACESHOP club thingie. haha it's such a nice shop and i got 2 eye liners and a really nice pink lipstick there. the shop is so clean and white... makes me feel clean too! haha...
i was gonna buy this jacket at jeans west but the price was a bit too much for me, as yet... once im out of this grounding business, im so gonna go crazy with shopping all the stuff i've wanted! muahahahaha just wait and see peoples!
bumped into tsi wei at parra as well! we were like literally wow-i-fied. she looks kinda the same but kinda different. i wanted to ask her what she's doing at uni but she was in a hurry to get back to work. i guess next time yeh?
we were at ALLY in parra and apparently it's everywhere now. i so didnt know this ALLY shop was a franchise and we saw one in the city and one in QVB. anyways, the main thing about this shop is that when viv and i walked in, literally, the weirdest yet cutest song came on in the shop. literally, we had the song stuck in our head until i guess we either forgot or when we were on the way home on the bus. well, i've found the song on the net and i'm currently downloading it and apparently it's by akon... interesting, aye? hehe
oh yeh, on the bus, me and viv were like singing and stuff to our mp3 players. i was watching (more like staring) at the Rain MTV viv had on her mp3 player and fully man, if someone like Rain asked me out, i'd faint. hahaha... far out it's either girly guys or fully nice arms and all guys for me! whoo hoo!!
vivien's reaised (and had enlightened me on this) that i subconsciously prefer guys with tiny eyes. or the guys i've ever fully likes in my life have had *chinese eyes*. haha eyes like Rain's, Wai ho's, Bryant's, Vanness' and various other asian singers/actors. now that's interesting... i vaguely remember mum telling me about this before but then, at first i was kinda defensive over this but then i've come to accept it. because i've for single eye lids myself. ><""
met a load of optom people today and realised how small the world can be. hehe... i dont know if i should go to jocelyn's 21st because im really running outta cash and yeh... i havent replied to her email yet but in a way i really do wanna go... coz she was my roll call buddy~~~ awww... so i really need to think about this ><""
im feeling quite tired now and far out i've got work tomorrow ><""" i need the money but then i dont want to work. how gay do i sound, aye?
yay 3 minutes until the cute song finishes...
until next time, tata la
JYKW
went out to parra today. met up with vivien and we basically bummed at parra from like 10 something 11 in the morning until like 3ish when we literally rushed back to her place to get ready to go out to the city coz her optom friends had organised a buffet dinner thing at star city haha. im now a star city member because i had to so i can get the discounts and stuff haha. i've even got $10 worth of credit to gamble with but i didnt use any of it coz i aint no gambler and i aint gonna try. haha i've got solitaire on my phone already HAHAHAHAHA
didnt really buy much at parra... maybe it's coz im kinda freaked out about being financially grounded. it was such a relief when mum let me out to go shopping and she didnt say much when i was in the car just then telling her how i bought only a *few* things so i could join THEFACESHOP club thingie. haha it's such a nice shop and i got 2 eye liners and a really nice pink lipstick there. the shop is so clean and white... makes me feel clean too! haha...
i was gonna buy this jacket at jeans west but the price was a bit too much for me, as yet... once im out of this grounding business, im so gonna go crazy with shopping all the stuff i've wanted! muahahahaha just wait and see peoples!
bumped into tsi wei at parra as well! we were like literally wow-i-fied. she looks kinda the same but kinda different. i wanted to ask her what she's doing at uni but she was in a hurry to get back to work. i guess next time yeh?
we were at ALLY in parra and apparently it's everywhere now. i so didnt know this ALLY shop was a franchise and we saw one in the city and one in QVB. anyways, the main thing about this shop is that when viv and i walked in, literally, the weirdest yet cutest song came on in the shop. literally, we had the song stuck in our head until i guess we either forgot or when we were on the way home on the bus. well, i've found the song on the net and i'm currently downloading it and apparently it's by akon... interesting, aye? hehe
oh yeh, on the bus, me and viv were like singing and stuff to our mp3 players. i was watching (more like staring) at the Rain MTV viv had on her mp3 player and fully man, if someone like Rain asked me out, i'd faint. hahaha... far out it's either girly guys or fully nice arms and all guys for me! whoo hoo!!
vivien's reaised (and had enlightened me on this) that i subconsciously prefer guys with tiny eyes. or the guys i've ever fully likes in my life have had *chinese eyes*. haha eyes like Rain's, Wai ho's, Bryant's, Vanness' and various other asian singers/actors. now that's interesting... i vaguely remember mum telling me about this before but then, at first i was kinda defensive over this but then i've come to accept it. because i've for single eye lids myself. ><""
met a load of optom people today and realised how small the world can be. hehe... i dont know if i should go to jocelyn's 21st because im really running outta cash and yeh... i havent replied to her email yet but in a way i really do wanna go... coz she was my roll call buddy~~~ awww... so i really need to think about this ><""
im feeling quite tired now and far out i've got work tomorrow ><""" i need the money but then i dont want to work. how gay do i sound, aye?
yay 3 minutes until the cute song finishes...
until next time, tata la
JYKW
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Stuff About Me?
1.Copy and Paste in your blog
2. BOLD anything true
3. Leave plain anything untrue
4. anything else u wanna add it in
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I’ve tried marijuana
009. I’ve watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (from my perspective, no)
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin (umm not now...)
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I’ve been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain. I LOVE YOU, RAIN!!
024. I’m paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now. (YES!)
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning. (WHO DOES?)
030. I have semi-long hair. (WTF IS SEMI LONG?)
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside Australia
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (i hate private numbers)
038. I like the way I look. (aiya, yeh im being honest)
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty. (used to)
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I’m popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I’m obsessed with my blog!
058. I don’t hate anyone.
059. I’m a pretty good dancer.
060. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
061. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a mobile phone. (2 in fact)
063. I watch MTV on a weekly basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I’ve rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I’m allergic to anything deadly.
076. I've been with more than one person in a relationship before. (depends on how you see it... )
077. I Smoke/Used to smoke. (used to do other stuff?)
078. I've had fantasys about a significant other. (dont ask, im being honest)
079. I've been in a fight with someone before.
080. I want to get married. (not now but eventually)
081. I have annoying habits.
082. I have different personalities. (mood swings arent included)
083. I live for myself.
084. I always change my style of clothing. (coz the trend changes, DUH)
085. I sing in the shower.
086. I'm a very annoying person/I annoy others.
087. I hate being me.
088. I want to be someone else.
089. I want to be famous. (somestimes)
090. I've stuck by my friends all the time when in need. (from wat i know of)
091. I'm a very dangerous person to be with.
092. I'm a very trustworthy person.
094. I'll take a bullet for my friends and family.
095. I've fallen in love before.
096. I've had my heart broken before.
097. I want to be with someone right now.
098. I am liked for who i am.
099. I'm very talkative. (depends)
100. I'm only open to others close to me.
2. BOLD anything true
3. Leave plain anything untrue
4. anything else u wanna add it in
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I’ve tried marijuana
009. I’ve watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (from my perspective, no)
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin (umm not now...)
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I’ve been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain. I LOVE YOU, RAIN!!
024. I’m paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now. (YES!)
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning. (WHO DOES?)
030. I have semi-long hair. (WTF IS SEMI LONG?)
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside Australia
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (i hate private numbers)
038. I like the way I look. (aiya, yeh im being honest)
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty. (used to)
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I’m popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I’m obsessed with my blog!
058. I don’t hate anyone.
059. I’m a pretty good dancer.
060. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
061. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a mobile phone. (2 in fact)
063. I watch MTV on a weekly basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I’ve rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I’m allergic to anything deadly.
076. I've been with more than one person in a relationship before. (depends on how you see it... )
077. I Smoke/Used to smoke. (used to do other stuff?)
078. I've had fantasys about a significant other. (dont ask, im being honest)
079. I've been in a fight with someone before.
080. I want to get married. (not now but eventually)
081. I have annoying habits.
082. I have different personalities. (mood swings arent included)
083. I live for myself.
084. I always change my style of clothing. (coz the trend changes, DUH)
085. I sing in the shower.
086. I'm a very annoying person/I annoy others.
087. I hate being me.
088. I want to be someone else.
089. I want to be famous. (somestimes)
090. I've stuck by my friends all the time when in need. (from wat i know of)
091. I'm a very dangerous person to be with.
092. I'm a very trustworthy person.
094. I'll take a bullet for my friends and family.
095. I've fallen in love before.
096. I've had my heart broken before.
097. I want to be with someone right now.
098. I am liked for who i am.
099. I'm very talkative. (depends)
100. I'm only open to others close to me.
The Law Ass Process...
841PM
Just had dinner
Feeling a bit full
Just watched Jamie oliver on tv… I love him so much!
Julie’s done half her essay but I’ve only got my intro and 1st para…
*fark* I cant footnote properly coz I cant find where I got my stuff… ><””
Im so scared of plagiarism (whteva) *fark*
Ok no more swearing for tonight…
*breathe in breathe out*
948PM
Finally got another paragraph done
Started to format properly my footnotes (it’s such a chore I recon)
My legs are hurting coz I’ve been sitting cross legged for the past hour… better get up and take a walk or something… argh…
It’s good how this time it’s not a word count by a page count: like we can write no more than 6 pages, which is really good because I don’t have to get all anal and fully do word count with each paragraph and think of different ways to re-phrase something so I can cut the paragraph to like 156 words instead of 158 or something. I hated it how I used to have like 14 words to cut down or something. 14 words man, it’s like a friggin sentence! And in law essays, especially ones with word counts, EVERY SENTENCE is friggin IMPORTANT ><”””
Ok im gonna take a walk around the house now, hope I don’t get distracted along the way… =P
1039PM
Ok ive done 2 out of the 6 pages we’re supposed to and im pretty proud of myself because it’s only 1039 right now. Im not planning to sleep tonight so I can *sort of* so tomoro wont be a full on rush.
Drinking some tropical juice thing I found in the fridge and im thinking, gosh, how much sugar am I filling my body up with? A lot. I’ve been munching on M&Ms I got from aunty mary yesterday at her place. Got there before chris and Joanne were awake. It was just a visit though, nothing much…
I think the lemon flavoured water thing is making me sick. Kinda nice in a disgusting way… haha great I sound like an idiot…
I feel like watching girl interrupted again but then I know I should stay in my room. At least this way, I know I’ll be forced to do my law assignment.
Footnoting is still a pain in the arse.
I was just skimming through my old blogs (November 2005 in particular) and I found this:
*blah blah about my final exams, shout out to my uni friends…*
so yes, let's list the things i want to do...
1) clean my room
2) learn how to park a car
3) look for a different job
4) eat and sleep more
5) knit (i know, i have been knitting for like the past 6 months... shhhhh)
6) watch all the tv i've missed out on... hehe
7) shop
ok, from that, I’ve done: (1), (4) and (7). Great. Im a farking loser. I told vivien I’ll knit her a scarf like a year ago… or maybe 2? And I still haven’t finished. *sigh* I hope I do get to end up doing some of the other things I wanted to this sem break… =)
180406
139AM
Yeh im planning to pull an all nighter. Jo called me an hour ago to ask about footnoting. Argh!! She’s written the whole thing already, but she just needs to footnote but I’ve been footnoting and stuff along the way. Maybe next time I should just write the whole thing out and then footnote? Will that take less time? It’s too late to try now, so maybe next time la…
Kenneth has just msged me to say happy easter. I haven’t chatted with this bummer (hahaha) for AGES! But then, bad timing dude! I’ve got my law assignment to do!! Hahaha…
Wai ho’s gone off to bed. I wanna sleep too. Everyone’s sleeping now. I wanna sleep too. Actually, I want a shower… ><””
Aight back to work…
212AM
I think im procrastinating more because I know im nearly done with my essay. My footnotes are pretty aight since I’ve been doing them alone the way. Now the only problem I have with my essay is whether it answers the question or not. I’ve basically ripped the questions apart and answered it in 2 sections. I do hope she doesn’t take marks off me because she recons I wasted half my paper describing something I didn’t have to. Gosh, who’s my audience? What am I supposed to assume? The thing is, im NOT assuming anything deep, so im taking it as if my audience nows NOTHING about property law and shyte… that’s why im friggin spending half my paper farking explaining and referencing the whole farking course notes… I really cant stand this but I have to…
I hope I pass… that’s all im asking for…
Ive just picked a convo with jonno coz im bored… he’s getting busted all the time in this game… how lucky… he gets to play games…
413AM
YAY!! IM DONE!! IVE OFFICIALLY FINISHED!!! My footnotes are done, too! Whoo hoo!!
The only thing is, I don’t think my whole essay is coherent… oh well!!!
Im at a point when I really don’t care anymore. I just hope I pass…
Raaaaaaaaaaaah!!! Im so happy!! Im gonna go to bed now! Yay!!! Whoo hooo!! O m g! literally man, I feel so great!
Anyways, tata la for now!
JYKW
NB: I do apologise for the unusual amount of swearing. Blame it on the stress. I’ll be back to normal next time. =)
Monday, April 17, 2006
Crook... again ><"""
gosh, the virus that's been going around for the last few months is still here people! i was really sick again last night... guess i still had the virus in me ><"" same symptoms, same everything... threw up after watching Devdas on SBS. dont we all just LOVE bollywood?? all these pretty 印度西施 prancing around singing. i love it!
right now, im *planning* to start typing up my law assignment. i've got the structure, the ideas are in my head. i hope i pass this essay!! *fingers crossed*
the picnic was fun~~ but the wind was messing up my hair. well, everyone's hair actually hahaha vivien and i were complaining how our part was messed up haha short hair makes it harder to maintain, i recon. =) the food was nice, as usual. we were basically lazing around in the sun (and the wind) but vivien and i did get to ride the bikes around the park (yeh like twice) and we both got really tired after that. think i've had enough exercise for the rest of this year... hahaha...
had to dog a farewell party last night because i had my law assignment and there was supposed to be a house warming party over at joanne & chris' house. but then they said their house wasnt ready yet (i think they need help cleaning the house and getting it ready haha). so i thought i'll get the whole evening/night to myself right? nooo, i just had to get sick. i tend to get sick all the time when a law assignment's due. it happens everytime since 2nd year (last year, yeh yeh, same thing). joe said im sick of law. ha, ha, really funny, i want to laugh... =P
but then i'm thinking, if it happens everytime, it's *not* a coincidence, you know? if it's like, once and twice, yeh, that'll be a coincidence, but if something happens for the third and forth time, i honestly think it's got NOTHING to do with coincidence. aunty mary said im too stressed about law (yeh, probably), aunty stephanie and aunty annie said i've got really high expectations of myself (i dont think so lor...). i mean, yeh, i probably had high expectations of myself in high school, but since 1st year sem 2, no. *high expectation* is just not in my dictionary anymore...
so what's going down these holidays? pam was suggesting a movie or something... proof isnt on anymore so im kicking myself for not making myself go see it at the cinemas. i've been thinking about...
Ice Age 2 (i know wai ho's up for this, so, anyone else???)
V for Vendetta (man, i had it soo wrong, i thought kiera knightley was natalie portman, how sad, but it doesnt stop me from wanting to watch this! how funny, gangsters speaking in an english accent... i think im too used to mafias and HKie 古惑仔 movies hahaha)
Match Point (just for scarlett... just for her... she's so beautiful)
March of the Penguins (i've booked james for this haha but im sure whoever wants to come can come! yay!! PENGUINS!! I LOOOOOOOVE PENGUINS!!)
Basic Instinct 2 (i know, sharon stone is a bit, hmm, for this, i wouldnt *mind* seeing this at the movies but then i wouldnt care if i dont either... gosh, i just want to see if she does that crossing her legs thing again... hahahaha)
these arent out yet, but i still wanna see...
The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift (oh man fast cars, hot guys and pretty chics, what more do i need to say?)
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (johnny depp is hot. full stop)
In Search Of Mozart (i just want to, ok?)
i need new shoes. seriously, i NEED new shoes. yeh, and money, too.
let's just end this here, shall we?
JYKW
right now, im *planning* to start typing up my law assignment. i've got the structure, the ideas are in my head. i hope i pass this essay!! *fingers crossed*
the picnic was fun~~ but the wind was messing up my hair. well, everyone's hair actually hahaha vivien and i were complaining how our part was messed up haha short hair makes it harder to maintain, i recon. =) the food was nice, as usual. we were basically lazing around in the sun (and the wind) but vivien and i did get to ride the bikes around the park (yeh like twice) and we both got really tired after that. think i've had enough exercise for the rest of this year... hahaha...
had to dog a farewell party last night because i had my law assignment and there was supposed to be a house warming party over at joanne & chris' house. but then they said their house wasnt ready yet (i think they need help cleaning the house and getting it ready haha). so i thought i'll get the whole evening/night to myself right? nooo, i just had to get sick. i tend to get sick all the time when a law assignment's due. it happens everytime since 2nd year (last year, yeh yeh, same thing). joe said im sick of law. ha, ha, really funny, i want to laugh... =P
but then i'm thinking, if it happens everytime, it's *not* a coincidence, you know? if it's like, once and twice, yeh, that'll be a coincidence, but if something happens for the third and forth time, i honestly think it's got NOTHING to do with coincidence. aunty mary said im too stressed about law (yeh, probably), aunty stephanie and aunty annie said i've got really high expectations of myself (i dont think so lor...). i mean, yeh, i probably had high expectations of myself in high school, but since 1st year sem 2, no. *high expectation* is just not in my dictionary anymore...
so what's going down these holidays? pam was suggesting a movie or something... proof isnt on anymore so im kicking myself for not making myself go see it at the cinemas. i've been thinking about...
Ice Age 2 (i know wai ho's up for this, so, anyone else???)
V for Vendetta (man, i had it soo wrong, i thought kiera knightley was natalie portman, how sad, but it doesnt stop me from wanting to watch this! how funny, gangsters speaking in an english accent... i think im too used to mafias and HKie 古惑仔 movies hahaha)
Match Point (just for scarlett... just for her... she's so beautiful)
March of the Penguins (i've booked james for this haha but im sure whoever wants to come can come! yay!! PENGUINS!! I LOOOOOOOVE PENGUINS!!)
Basic Instinct 2 (i know, sharon stone is a bit, hmm, for this, i wouldnt *mind* seeing this at the movies but then i wouldnt care if i dont either... gosh, i just want to see if she does that crossing her legs thing again... hahahaha)
these arent out yet, but i still wanna see...
The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift (oh man fast cars, hot guys and pretty chics, what more do i need to say?)
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (johnny depp is hot. full stop)
In Search Of Mozart (i just want to, ok?)
i need new shoes. seriously, i NEED new shoes. yeh, and money, too.
let's just end this here, shall we?
JYKW
Friday, April 14, 2006
Taking My Mind Off From My Law Ass...
It’s been 2 weeks since my last entry… how’s everyone going?
I’ve had my mid sem tests and I kicked one while I basically got kicked by the other. Im currently (supposedly) rushing with my property law assignment research so I can write up a 6 pages essay by Tuesday 5pm. What this means is that im trying to cram 4 cases’ judgments, 7 essays and 3 books into my head so I can write up something substantiated. Gosh, the stuff I put myself through… mind you, every time for the past 2 years, I’ve been getting sick over the 4-5 days I cram for law assignments and law take homes. *touch wood* I don’t want to get sick right now because… like duh, who wants to get sick? Stupid Law Ass… argh!!
oh yeh, my hair's now above my shoulders. after getting kicked on tuesday evening by the mid sem, i went to eastwood to channel my frustration out by getting a new hair style. i wouldnt say it's new, coz i've had this before, but it was like during my TEENS... man, i do feel old now... carol and delanie recon my hair kinda looks like the one nicole richie had before... i've seen pictures of other famous people with hair like nicole richie, but then i dont think mine looks as perfect and nice as theirs... haha... under the light, the copper high lights i used to have are still vaguely there... yes, it's kinda disgusting to think that the colours have seeped into my scalp... (ok, im freaking myself out here now) but yeh, the colours are still vaguely visible: not full copper though, more like brown...
Went to cabra today with family for food. Man I love cabra and the cheapo shops there haha… Going to a picnic tomorrow with a few families and stuff, so I’ll keep you guys up to date next time on that…
Oooh yes, I’ve just posted a few pictures of the things I like (and wouldn’t mind having) on my msn space... But then I said I’ll dedicate this blogspot entry on the shoes I’ve been in love with since last month…
Although the ones I REALLY LOVE are in black and white, this is the closest I got with what google graphics gave me…
Balenciaga sandals by Nicolas Ghesquière
ABSOLUTELY HOTNESS!! The red seems really nice too, aye? I can soooooo wear this out… but the black and white ones are honestly really nice. I’ve taken a picture of them from a magazine with my phone so i can show u guys…
yeh, the quality’s crap… it’s a picture I took of the Autumn 2006 Time: Style & Design mag… but then, I’ve seen these sandals EVERYWHERE in magazines but I just CANT FIND THE PIC ON THE NET. Aiya!!! ><”” (the price of these sandals is $1 330... how... appropriate... ><""" *cough*) but they'r beautiful... gotta admit that!! haha
Carol and I were reading vogue during our econ350 lecture and there are soo many nice bags and shoes in the latest australian issue. But I’ve already spent my money on the latest Yen. Frankie has better clothes and articles than Yen these days, I recon (so does Carol, I think). We both recon Yen publishes good articles occasionally now. It used to be heaps better but im already stuck in the habit of buying each Yen that comes out. Hahahha… same with Frankie. I love Frankie. =D
Happy easter everyone, and have a safe long weekend…
Love,
JYKW
Ps. For those who haven’t been to my msn space, I use that to post pictures of the things I crave for… shopping makes me happy… hahahahaha
I’ve had my mid sem tests and I kicked one while I basically got kicked by the other. Im currently (supposedly) rushing with my property law assignment research so I can write up a 6 pages essay by Tuesday 5pm. What this means is that im trying to cram 4 cases’ judgments, 7 essays and 3 books into my head so I can write up something substantiated. Gosh, the stuff I put myself through… mind you, every time for the past 2 years, I’ve been getting sick over the 4-5 days I cram for law assignments and law take homes. *touch wood* I don’t want to get sick right now because… like duh, who wants to get sick? Stupid Law Ass… argh!!
oh yeh, my hair's now above my shoulders. after getting kicked on tuesday evening by the mid sem, i went to eastwood to channel my frustration out by getting a new hair style. i wouldnt say it's new, coz i've had this before, but it was like during my TEENS... man, i do feel old now... carol and delanie recon my hair kinda looks like the one nicole richie had before... i've seen pictures of other famous people with hair like nicole richie, but then i dont think mine looks as perfect and nice as theirs... haha... under the light, the copper high lights i used to have are still vaguely there... yes, it's kinda disgusting to think that the colours have seeped into my scalp... (ok, im freaking myself out here now) but yeh, the colours are still vaguely visible: not full copper though, more like brown...
Went to cabra today with family for food. Man I love cabra and the cheapo shops there haha… Going to a picnic tomorrow with a few families and stuff, so I’ll keep you guys up to date next time on that…
Oooh yes, I’ve just posted a few pictures of the things I like (and wouldn’t mind having) on my msn space... But then I said I’ll dedicate this blogspot entry on the shoes I’ve been in love with since last month…
Although the ones I REALLY LOVE are in black and white, this is the closest I got with what google graphics gave me…
Balenciaga sandals by Nicolas Ghesquière
ABSOLUTELY HOTNESS!! The red seems really nice too, aye? I can soooooo wear this out… but the black and white ones are honestly really nice. I’ve taken a picture of them from a magazine with my phone so i can show u guys…
yeh, the quality’s crap… it’s a picture I took of the Autumn 2006 Time: Style & Design mag… but then, I’ve seen these sandals EVERYWHERE in magazines but I just CANT FIND THE PIC ON THE NET. Aiya!!! ><”” (the price of these sandals is $1 330... how... appropriate... ><""" *cough*) but they'r beautiful... gotta admit that!! haha
Carol and I were reading vogue during our econ350 lecture and there are soo many nice bags and shoes in the latest australian issue. But I’ve already spent my money on the latest Yen. Frankie has better clothes and articles than Yen these days, I recon (so does Carol, I think). We both recon Yen publishes good articles occasionally now. It used to be heaps better but im already stuck in the habit of buying each Yen that comes out. Hahahha… same with Frankie. I love Frankie. =D
Happy easter everyone, and have a safe long weekend…
Love,
JYKW
Ps. For those who haven’t been to my msn space, I use that to post pictures of the things I crave for… shopping makes me happy… hahahahaha
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Froozie, READ THIS!!!
O M G
THIS IS FOR FROOZIE...
WHO'S HOT??? (please read the following para with one of those blonde *ah huh* tones)
o m g hello, froozie, how can i EVER forget KYLIE MINOGUE?!?!? like, i've been in love with her since... like, since high school!!! nerr!! yes, she'll always look pretty and hot and DUH i love her music...
hehehe omg have i ever told you how joe was gonna get tickets for me and him (duh) to go watch her concert BEFORE her whole cancer thing?? i was soo happy when he said he could get really good tickets coz he was at CBA and stuff... but then she got sick... i was sad when she was sick... awww BUT NOW SHE'S GETTING BETTER!! WHOO HOO!!
it's just that i get bagged out all the time when i talk about kylie minogue... joe keeps on telling me how she's not THAT great but since i like her, he'll just accept her (or something like that... i tend to tune out when he bags me and kylie out...)
oh lee harding is just crap. gosh, get a life lee... BUT SERIOUSLY, ROGUE TRADERS!!! ARGH!!! gosh i hate that chic when she's on neighbours... (omg i cant remember her name right now and i dont want to google her haha) but she's soo cool hahahaha... froozie, seriously, rogue traders... serious...
not lee harding... please... (ARGH [crap] I'VE IMMORTALISED LEE HARDING ON MY BLOG!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ><""" that's it im gonna go bold kylie's name...)
anyways, im outta here in like... hmm... 1 hour and 15 mins!! WHOO HOO!! so im kinda in a hurry right now, but i thought i'll make this entry just for afroooooooooooooooooooz... hehehehehe
oh yeh had a mid sem today... FULLY O M G hahaha... more on that next time...
love you heaps froozie hahahahaha and i'll see you at uni... somewhere... haha
JYKW
THIS IS FOR FROOZIE...
WHO'S HOT??? (please read the following para with one of those blonde *ah huh* tones)
o m g hello, froozie, how can i EVER forget KYLIE MINOGUE?!?!? like, i've been in love with her since... like, since high school!!! nerr!! yes, she'll always look pretty and hot and DUH i love her music...
hehehe omg have i ever told you how joe was gonna get tickets for me and him (duh) to go watch her concert BEFORE her whole cancer thing?? i was soo happy when he said he could get really good tickets coz he was at CBA and stuff... but then she got sick... i was sad when she was sick... awww BUT NOW SHE'S GETTING BETTER!! WHOO HOO!!
it's just that i get bagged out all the time when i talk about kylie minogue... joe keeps on telling me how she's not THAT great but since i like her, he'll just accept her (or something like that... i tend to tune out when he bags me and kylie out...)
oh lee harding is just crap. gosh, get a life lee... BUT SERIOUSLY, ROGUE TRADERS!!! ARGH!!! gosh i hate that chic when she's on neighbours... (omg i cant remember her name right now and i dont want to google her haha) but she's soo cool hahahaha... froozie, seriously, rogue traders... serious...
not lee harding... please... (ARGH [crap] I'VE IMMORTALISED LEE HARDING ON MY BLOG!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ><""" that's it im gonna go bold kylie's name...)
anyways, im outta here in like... hmm... 1 hour and 15 mins!! WHOO HOO!! so im kinda in a hurry right now, but i thought i'll make this entry just for afroooooooooooooooooooz... hehehehehe
oh yeh had a mid sem today... FULLY O M G hahaha... more on that next time...
love you heaps froozie hahahahaha and i'll see you at uni... somewhere... haha
JYKW
Monday, March 27, 2006
Dropping By To Say Hi
it's been a few days since my last entry here. =) im not procrastinating on the net! yay!
yeh, im over the whole depression state now. i think it really is hormonal and i should try to somehow control it? resolve it? sometimes i think if i dont control it, it kinda gets the better of me.
it's so true when they say good things come in waves (same with bad things) and i recon it's all because of our heart. it's like, we're already traumatised by the initial incident and everything else we experience will somehow be related to that initial thing. it's just a matter of observing and accepting, i recon. *sigh* it's easy for me to say all this now because im not *in* the whole hormonal state. thank God that only happens for 2-3 days every month. =)
contentment brings happiness.
right now, im just waiting for the songs to transfer into my phone so i can listen to them at uni. hkie music is really getting annoyingly crap lately, and im a little too behind in jap music to catch up... what to do?
i was at mac cen with jo on thursday and we have officially decided who's hot and who's not in terms of music/entertainment...
hot is...
PCD (!!!)
robbie williams
james blunt
rogue traders (!!!)
gwen stefani (thats just from me haha)
just nono...
maroon 5
yeh that's about it for the *not*s... hahaha it's only because our maroon 5 cd is gathering dust at home.
who do i just cant get enough of? norah jones! her songs make me feel so much better. even though i blast rock music into my ears: into my brain, during my lows of the month, i still turn to norah for that special... umm... comfort (?) i need. too bad none of my exs appreciated my special *mellow* collection of kd lang, norah jones, jewel etc etc. it would be nice if i can share my special music with my special someone... =) they've all kinda stuck to one type of music and especially one ex who has a rock band of his own...
over the past month, apart from *proof*, which i really want to see, still, i've wanted to chuck a visit to the art gallery. carol, jo and i were at SAM on thursday afternoon (after the whole evacuation thing jo and i (mainly me, i admit) started in our econ350 lecture...) and we saw these postcards advertising sam taylor-wood's *crying men* (2002-2004). carol and i were like *omg i really want to go see that* and it was like really cool because we literally said it at the same time. we both have even seen the same reviews and articles on it. =D i really hope i do get a chance to go see it at MCA... ooh ooh and i would also like to see *self portrait: renaissance to contemporary* at the NSW art gallery. *haii* it's really hard to find someone who thinks on the same wave length as ourselves and actually appreciates similar things. *i think i'll take my mum to the art gallery*... haha!!
i've spent a long time today trying to look for my tweezers. i seriously recon i had my tweezers on my table. ><""" i really need them!! aiya!!
ooh one thing that made me really happy today was when i found out *proof* is shown at this random cinema at circular quay. gosh, why didnt i read the paper before? the net sucks when it comes to random movie theatres... hehehe i hope it's still showning when i get the chance to go!
anyways, my phone's ringing~ sooo
tata la~
JYKW
yeh, im over the whole depression state now. i think it really is hormonal and i should try to somehow control it? resolve it? sometimes i think if i dont control it, it kinda gets the better of me.
it's so true when they say good things come in waves (same with bad things) and i recon it's all because of our heart. it's like, we're already traumatised by the initial incident and everything else we experience will somehow be related to that initial thing. it's just a matter of observing and accepting, i recon. *sigh* it's easy for me to say all this now because im not *in* the whole hormonal state. thank God that only happens for 2-3 days every month. =)
contentment brings happiness.
right now, im just waiting for the songs to transfer into my phone so i can listen to them at uni. hkie music is really getting annoyingly crap lately, and im a little too behind in jap music to catch up... what to do?
i was at mac cen with jo on thursday and we have officially decided who's hot and who's not in terms of music/entertainment...
hot is...
PCD (!!!)
robbie williams
james blunt
rogue traders (!!!)
gwen stefani (thats just from me haha)
just nono...
maroon 5
yeh that's about it for the *not*s... hahaha it's only because our maroon 5 cd is gathering dust at home.
who do i just cant get enough of? norah jones! her songs make me feel so much better. even though i blast rock music into my ears: into my brain, during my lows of the month, i still turn to norah for that special... umm... comfort (?) i need. too bad none of my exs appreciated my special *mellow* collection of kd lang, norah jones, jewel etc etc. it would be nice if i can share my special music with my special someone... =) they've all kinda stuck to one type of music and especially one ex who has a rock band of his own...
over the past month, apart from *proof*, which i really want to see, still, i've wanted to chuck a visit to the art gallery. carol, jo and i were at SAM on thursday afternoon (after the whole evacuation thing jo and i (mainly me, i admit) started in our econ350 lecture...) and we saw these postcards advertising sam taylor-wood's *crying men* (2002-2004). carol and i were like *omg i really want to go see that* and it was like really cool because we literally said it at the same time. we both have even seen the same reviews and articles on it. =D i really hope i do get a chance to go see it at MCA... ooh ooh and i would also like to see *self portrait: renaissance to contemporary* at the NSW art gallery. *haii* it's really hard to find someone who thinks on the same wave length as ourselves and actually appreciates similar things. *i think i'll take my mum to the art gallery*... haha!!
i've spent a long time today trying to look for my tweezers. i seriously recon i had my tweezers on my table. ><""" i really need them!! aiya!!
ooh one thing that made me really happy today was when i found out *proof* is shown at this random cinema at circular quay. gosh, why didnt i read the paper before? the net sucks when it comes to random movie theatres... hehehe i hope it's still showning when i get the chance to go!
anyways, my phone's ringing~ sooo
tata la~
JYKW
Friday, March 24, 2006
*haii AZNs...
got this off a random person's site...
http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=15733
it was funny when i was watching it, but then it doesnt really say anything...
so what's with asian chics and white guys? i dont know... oh well, im not gonna waste time thinking about these things again... hahaahahaha
hehe~~
enjoy!
JYKW
http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=15733
it was funny when i was watching it, but then it doesnt really say anything...
so what's with asian chics and white guys? i dont know... oh well, im not gonna waste time thinking about these things again... hahaahahaha
hehe~~
enjoy!
JYKW
YAY!!! THIS IS SO COOL!!!
this is so cool!! got the quiz thing off christy's xanga...
HOW COOL IS THAT!?!?!? IM GONNA BE HKIE AND FRENCH!! WHAT A DREAM COME TRUE!!! so basically, im like a french, a hkie, a chinese and a bit like a brit~~ that's seriously awesome. hehehehehehehehe i cant get over this!!!
hehehehehehehehehe!!! OUI OUI!!! hai arrrrrrrrrr!! i feel i am chiu ging lor!!
hoi sum sei lar!!! hehehehehehehehehehehehe... =D
JYKW
You scored as French. French!
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HOW COOL IS THAT!?!?!? IM GONNA BE HKIE AND FRENCH!! WHAT A DREAM COME TRUE!!! so basically, im like a french, a hkie, a chinese and a bit like a brit~~ that's seriously awesome. hehehehehehehehe i cant get over this!!!
hehehehehehehehehe!!! OUI OUI!!! hai arrrrrrrrrr!! i feel i am chiu ging lor!!
hoi sum sei lar!!! hehehehehehehehehehehehe... =D
JYKW
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Like, Don't...?
today was pretty *ok* until the last few minutes.
had breakfast at macca's with mum... wow i havent had that for AGES! maybe, like a month or something. haha. anyways what happened then isn't important.
during my property lecture, i drew a flower on jon's notes just to distract him. because seriously, when you're studying and you see like a little drawing on your notes from your friends, IT TOTALLY CHUCKS YOU OUT OF CONCENTRATION MODE. hahaha even like a little distraction like a line or like those little smiles =) hahaha. well, at first i drew a flower on jon's notes and called him gay. and then he drew a beer bottle and wrote *beer*. i was like *err*... and so i made the whole corner of his paper a massive master piece... there was a flower, a tree with an owl sitting inside, 2 birds, 2 clouds, a sun with a smiley face and grass patches... jo cracked up at us two and then jon drew a friggin drumstick ><""" i thought i was smart because i drew a massive burger on the next page of his notes. HAHAHAHA
speaking of distractions, jo was telling me how when she ws studying crim last year, she saw a flower i drew on her notes during our tut and that totally threw her off and made her think of all the shopping we did and stuff in HK... and then i remembered how last year in my crim tut, andre wrote hi on my notes when i hardly talked to him and he said he wanted to distract me when i study crim.... i told him i dont study the notes i write in my tut... HAHAHAHA IDIOT!!! sucked in loser...!!!
yeh that's law for you...
haha... then i had my weekly property law tut and it sucked totally. i hate property law. i hate law. i hate uni. i just want to go out and shop and work and get money and spend money etc etc.
jo and i have decided to meet up tomorrow for coffee before econ350 at 1. it's already a week since we jigged that lecture to go shop in the city. that was so fun last week. can't believe it's been a week, A WHOLE FRIGGIN WEEK already. it's not fair. i want my 3 months summer holidays again. i basically didnt have a holiday because i had summer school.
i hope im not going to screw up any subjects this semester. i mean, i've had my share of getting screwed over with uni results... ive totally given up on the things that distracted me from doing uni work and honestly, PLEASE dont let me fail. ><""""
totally traumatised... not funny...
what's not funny is how disgusting my presentation result was o m g it's not fair. this week's people were let off soo much lighter than last week. my tutor was so strict with us last week and then this week she gets some other tutor to come in and she's like fully nice and gave answers for everything. it's not funny. my mark is a total disgrace. i've never done so bad in ANY LAW PRESENTATION before. ><"""
yes, depression is setting in once again... uni sucks...
i mean, i was already cut enough last night when adults told me that my behaviour is *slutty* (in layman terms). i was literally *WTF?!?!* when they were being such cryptic bytches and hinted how i lead guys on by how i laugh and smile and talk and stuff... gosh, am i like totally wrong to get embarrassed? oh so im not supposed to laugh or smile anymore? or am i not allowed to blush when im embarrassed?
so basically, guys dig the way im a friggin spastic around people? to me, i honestly dont care how guys around me feel or act or whatever because if they're stupid enough to think im leading them on or think they can have a chance, then obviously it's not my problem and it's out of my reach to help them.
moving on, road rage. i admit, im one of those people with attitudes on the road who encourages others not to let people cut in front. it was totally jammed on epping road this evening and there were all these jackasses who thought they could drive on the T3 lanes just to cut into the jam. i got pissed off and told dad not to let anyone cut in front. haha interestingly enough, dad acutally listened to me. and guess what, this guy fully gave us the finger when his car was like 30cms away from our car. but then dad was so nice to let him cut in front.
my justification for not letting them in is that they shouldnt abuse the T3 lanes like that. and then dad was saying how that would increase the chance of a collision. my reasoning behind that is that people are not stupid enough to let their own car come THAT close to another car. they'll expect you to let them cut in but then if you ignore them and drive straight forward, they'll give up because they wouldnt want to scratch their car. i dont care. come close. scratch my car. i dont care... hahaha dad called me stubborn... i say im going to stick to my principles. =) i'll let them in when i feel like it.
yes, im feeling bytchy lately.
i'll get over it. it's hormonal.
JYKW
had breakfast at macca's with mum... wow i havent had that for AGES! maybe, like a month or something. haha. anyways what happened then isn't important.
during my property lecture, i drew a flower on jon's notes just to distract him. because seriously, when you're studying and you see like a little drawing on your notes from your friends, IT TOTALLY CHUCKS YOU OUT OF CONCENTRATION MODE. hahaha even like a little distraction like a line or like those little smiles =) hahaha. well, at first i drew a flower on jon's notes and called him gay. and then he drew a beer bottle and wrote *beer*. i was like *err*... and so i made the whole corner of his paper a massive master piece... there was a flower, a tree with an owl sitting inside, 2 birds, 2 clouds, a sun with a smiley face and grass patches... jo cracked up at us two and then jon drew a friggin drumstick ><""" i thought i was smart because i drew a massive burger on the next page of his notes. HAHAHAHA
speaking of distractions, jo was telling me how when she ws studying crim last year, she saw a flower i drew on her notes during our tut and that totally threw her off and made her think of all the shopping we did and stuff in HK... and then i remembered how last year in my crim tut, andre wrote hi on my notes when i hardly talked to him and he said he wanted to distract me when i study crim.... i told him i dont study the notes i write in my tut... HAHAHAHA IDIOT!!! sucked in loser...!!!
yeh that's law for you...
haha... then i had my weekly property law tut and it sucked totally. i hate property law. i hate law. i hate uni. i just want to go out and shop and work and get money and spend money etc etc.
jo and i have decided to meet up tomorrow for coffee before econ350 at 1. it's already a week since we jigged that lecture to go shop in the city. that was so fun last week. can't believe it's been a week, A WHOLE FRIGGIN WEEK already. it's not fair. i want my 3 months summer holidays again. i basically didnt have a holiday because i had summer school.
i hope im not going to screw up any subjects this semester. i mean, i've had my share of getting screwed over with uni results... ive totally given up on the things that distracted me from doing uni work and honestly, PLEASE dont let me fail. ><""""
totally traumatised... not funny...
what's not funny is how disgusting my presentation result was o m g it's not fair. this week's people were let off soo much lighter than last week. my tutor was so strict with us last week and then this week she gets some other tutor to come in and she's like fully nice and gave answers for everything. it's not funny. my mark is a total disgrace. i've never done so bad in ANY LAW PRESENTATION before. ><"""
yes, depression is setting in once again... uni sucks...
i mean, i was already cut enough last night when adults told me that my behaviour is *slutty* (in layman terms). i was literally *WTF?!?!* when they were being such cryptic bytches and hinted how i lead guys on by how i laugh and smile and talk and stuff... gosh, am i like totally wrong to get embarrassed? oh so im not supposed to laugh or smile anymore? or am i not allowed to blush when im embarrassed?
so basically, guys dig the way im a friggin spastic around people? to me, i honestly dont care how guys around me feel or act or whatever because if they're stupid enough to think im leading them on or think they can have a chance, then obviously it's not my problem and it's out of my reach to help them.
moving on, road rage. i admit, im one of those people with attitudes on the road who encourages others not to let people cut in front. it was totally jammed on epping road this evening and there were all these jackasses who thought they could drive on the T3 lanes just to cut into the jam. i got pissed off and told dad not to let anyone cut in front. haha interestingly enough, dad acutally listened to me. and guess what, this guy fully gave us the finger when his car was like 30cms away from our car. but then dad was so nice to let him cut in front.
my justification for not letting them in is that they shouldnt abuse the T3 lanes like that. and then dad was saying how that would increase the chance of a collision. my reasoning behind that is that people are not stupid enough to let their own car come THAT close to another car. they'll expect you to let them cut in but then if you ignore them and drive straight forward, they'll give up because they wouldnt want to scratch their car. i dont care. come close. scratch my car. i dont care... hahaha dad called me stubborn... i say im going to stick to my principles. =) i'll let them in when i feel like it.
yes, im feeling bytchy lately.
i'll get over it. it's hormonal.
JYKW
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Long Time No See...
im at uni right now... waiting for 5pm to come ><""
im finding these blogging moments i get at uni are getting a bit boring... it's like, im just doing this to pass time. nothign interesting to say.
oh well, so what happened today?
ooh, mum's car died again and this time, the stupid bomb's fan wasn't working properly. like it wasnt connected properly to the batteries or somethng. i've never seen a car mech. with such clean hands before. his finger nails were all white and clean. made me wonder if he knew what he was doing. haha...
and then when i was over at an aunty's house for food, this guy called me out for lunch. i was like errr when i first saw his name flashing on my phone. seriously, i've only seen him once and gosh that was last year. i dont even remember HOW he looks. i saw his name flashing and i was like thinking to myself *ummmm who the...* haha it was kidna weird because he asked if i remembered who he was and i was like *umm of course i remember, i havent deleted u from my phone yet* aiya im slack... oh well, moving on...
i was printing the notes i need for tonight's lecture when this guy LITERALLY came up behind me and was FULLY staring over my shoulders. i was sooooo annoyed. i gave him the BIGGEST *nice* DIRTY ever and he backed up like 5cms. i didnt like that at all. so i took me time clicking here and there just to waste time. i had to get my revenge. muahahahahahaha. and then i couldnt help myself and i said to him *if u want to print u can use the other computer next to me* i was trying to be nice. i tried. gosh i felt soo uncomfortable. i hate it when randoms breathe down my neck like they're watching everything i do. i so didnt care if he was in a hurry. but then i saw there was a long line behind him so i picked up my own things and went to the other computer. i was only doing that for the other people. NOT HIM.
I WANTED TO KICK HIM!!! argh!! NO ONE and i say NO ONE WILL EVER PRESSURE ME LIKE THAT!!! honetly, i wouldnt kick him, but if he stood any closer i would have told him off... not like i've never done that to a stranger giving me the creeps...
ok im a bitch.
let's end on that note.
=P
JYKW
ps. yay yesterday was the first day of my 49CAP!!! whoo hoo!! im not gonna spend that much on my phone bill anymore!! yay!! im so happy. oh yeh and i asked mum to fully explain the terms and conditions of my financial/physical grounds. im happy with the compromises... =)
im finding these blogging moments i get at uni are getting a bit boring... it's like, im just doing this to pass time. nothign interesting to say.
oh well, so what happened today?
ooh, mum's car died again and this time, the stupid bomb's fan wasn't working properly. like it wasnt connected properly to the batteries or somethng. i've never seen a car mech. with such clean hands before. his finger nails were all white and clean. made me wonder if he knew what he was doing. haha...
and then when i was over at an aunty's house for food, this guy called me out for lunch. i was like errr when i first saw his name flashing on my phone. seriously, i've only seen him once and gosh that was last year. i dont even remember HOW he looks. i saw his name flashing and i was like thinking to myself *ummmm who the...* haha it was kidna weird because he asked if i remembered who he was and i was like *umm of course i remember, i havent deleted u from my phone yet* aiya im slack... oh well, moving on...
i was printing the notes i need for tonight's lecture when this guy LITERALLY came up behind me and was FULLY staring over my shoulders. i was sooooo annoyed. i gave him the BIGGEST *nice* DIRTY ever and he backed up like 5cms. i didnt like that at all. so i took me time clicking here and there just to waste time. i had to get my revenge. muahahahahahaha. and then i couldnt help myself and i said to him *if u want to print u can use the other computer next to me* i was trying to be nice. i tried. gosh i felt soo uncomfortable. i hate it when randoms breathe down my neck like they're watching everything i do. i so didnt care if he was in a hurry. but then i saw there was a long line behind him so i picked up my own things and went to the other computer. i was only doing that for the other people. NOT HIM.
I WANTED TO KICK HIM!!! argh!! NO ONE and i say NO ONE WILL EVER PRESSURE ME LIKE THAT!!! honetly, i wouldnt kick him, but if he stood any closer i would have told him off... not like i've never done that to a stranger giving me the creeps...
ok im a bitch.
let's end on that note.
=P
JYKW
ps. yay yesterday was the first day of my 49CAP!!! whoo hoo!! im not gonna spend that much on my phone bill anymore!! yay!! im so happy. oh yeh and i asked mum to fully explain the terms and conditions of my financial/physical grounds. im happy with the compromises... =)
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