SHOUT OUT: JOCY!! HAPPY 21ST!! sorry i couldnt make it to your fantastic party/dinner... please forgive me la~ hope you LOVE the presents you got, especially from me and others hehehehe!!!
KIRUPA! totally, man, happy 20th birthday in the break! hehehehe!!
SARAH CHOI! yeh this is totally late, ur birthday was a month ago...
far out, im a loser friend...
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Promotion Whore, I Am
here i am, promoting the funny email i got from Jenn that i have posted up on my xanga.
im such a promotion whore of my own stuff haha as afrooz would have called it. =)
and for those who blog stalk me, hey, go check it out. have you been to my xanga before? haha it's ok for you not to comment but you have to visit my other sites, right? hehe i respect people's privacy. =)
enjoy ppls~ this is the 3rd promotion i've made of the xanga entry. hahaha
JYKW
im such a promotion whore of my own stuff haha as afrooz would have called it. =)
and for those who blog stalk me, hey, go check it out. have you been to my xanga before? haha it's ok for you not to comment but you have to visit my other sites, right? hehe i respect people's privacy. =)
enjoy ppls~ this is the 3rd promotion i've made of the xanga entry. hahaha
JYKW
Friday, April 28, 2006
Gotta love what we do!
SHOUT OUT: JENN ZHOU! YOU'RE DEFO ONE OF THE COOLEST CHICS I'VE EVER MET (including myself) HAHAHAHA! LOVE YOUR LATEST MSN SPACE ENTRY!! WHOO HOO!!
Jenn just spelt a lot of things out for every guy out there in her latest blog entry. hope you guys do try to spend some time reading it because no other chic will spend (or *waste* to put it more directly) time to let you work these things out.
it kinda reminded me of my entry from ages ago about what relationships should be like and how im going to look for a guy. i hope it helped some chics out there who are still *oh, i dont know what i want* because, honey, you've seriously got to snap out of the bimbo stage believing there are *nice* guys out there who just fits in to every mould you have.
anyhow, im gonna bludge a bit more before reading the stuff i should have read a month ago to catch up on uni stuff. assignments are starting to pile up, too, so yeh~ gotta start SOMEWHERE, aye? gosh i spent like an hour last night trying to work out when im going to do what so i can somehow catch up before my finals come too close. =)
so, tata la~
JYKW
Jenn just spelt a lot of things out for every guy out there in her latest blog entry. hope you guys do try to spend some time reading it because no other chic will spend (or *waste* to put it more directly) time to let you work these things out.
it kinda reminded me of my entry from ages ago about what relationships should be like and how im going to look for a guy. i hope it helped some chics out there who are still *oh, i dont know what i want* because, honey, you've seriously got to snap out of the bimbo stage believing there are *nice* guys out there who just fits in to every mould you have.
anyhow, im gonna bludge a bit more before reading the stuff i should have read a month ago to catch up on uni stuff. assignments are starting to pile up, too, so yeh~ gotta start SOMEWHERE, aye? gosh i spent like an hour last night trying to work out when im going to do what so i can somehow catch up before my finals come too close. =)
so, tata la~
JYKW
Thursday, April 27, 2006
What happened today? NOTHING!
Feeling totally screwed over because I’ve finally realised I have so much to catch up on for uni. Assignments are gonna be due soon after this break finishes and I haven’t started them at all. Probably gonna go print the questions out on Monday.
Checked my draft exam timetable this morning when jo called. 17th, 21st, 22nd and 23rd… great. 3 consecutive days. At least I get to celebrate my 21st in freedom! Haha!!
I was gonna go out today because there’s a one day sale at MYER. But then, mum said I’ve been out too often and stuff. That’s kinda true coz I have been out nearly everyday even though I thought I’ll be stuck at home totally… hmm… carol was at work, so was karen and jo was busy. James and I were *thinking* of going for the Lindt place at martin place and then maybe catching a movie (more like I was gonna make him come with me to watch March of the Penguins) haha… I LOVE PENGUINS SOO CUTE!! (v^.^v) but then yeh, nothing happened in the end. And HE got to go out for lunch with simon! So sad. No life. =(
Hmm well, at least ive started on my property law readings catch up… but I still have a few more. I’ll probably do them on Sunday since im working tomoro and Saturday. Wow, I’m planning my next 3 days! Yay!!
Dad’s thinking of getting me a notebook and im quite excited. But he doesn’t know (probably he doesn’t) that im getting a dictionary thingie in hk and wai ho’s gonna bring it back for me! Yay!! Syrene wants one too so yeh, wai ho’s gonna bring that back for her too~ haha~~
Daniel was telling me about notebooks/laptop (gosh what’s the diff?) and I really liked one part of our msn convo when he basically summarised the brands im like totally confused with:
QUOTE:
acers generally look crap...they're big and heavy...but its affordable
sony vaio are just for spoilt brats
dells are for poor ppl
toshiba are for middle-class ppl
fujitsu are just overpriced
IBMs..forget abt them..they're too expensive
NECs look shit
MACs..are the way to go...if u wanna go thru hell
LG looks nice..thats it
and WOOOT for no-brand china things which look like laptops
UNQUOTE
and my reaction was
QUOTE:
wow let me remember these things
UNQUOTE
SHOUT OUT: THANKS DANIEL! FOR umm… ALL THE HELP! YAY! =)
Started to read Emma last night before bed. Never got to read it for leisure in the past coz it’s was for school and stuff. i’ve noticed now my high lighting in the book and note writing in the margins kind of stopped after chapter 3. hahaha what a bludger I was… STILL AM! HAHAHAHA
Does anyone still watch those forensic investigation thingies on channel 7 anymore? I was watching it last night and it was soo disgusting! Argh!! But it was still cool~ oh yeh and I watched extreme make over… got to look at breast implants HAHAHAHA liposuction! Eiw~!! ><””
2ND SHOUT OUT: HAVE A SAFE TRIP WAI HO! AFROOZ, HOPE YOU’RE FEELING BETTER NOW FROM THAT STUPID COMOTION TODAY!
Enough for now.
Tata la
JYKW
Checked my draft exam timetable this morning when jo called. 17th, 21st, 22nd and 23rd… great. 3 consecutive days. At least I get to celebrate my 21st in freedom! Haha!!
I was gonna go out today because there’s a one day sale at MYER. But then, mum said I’ve been out too often and stuff. That’s kinda true coz I have been out nearly everyday even though I thought I’ll be stuck at home totally… hmm… carol was at work, so was karen and jo was busy. James and I were *thinking* of going for the Lindt place at martin place and then maybe catching a movie (more like I was gonna make him come with me to watch March of the Penguins) haha… I LOVE PENGUINS SOO CUTE!! (v^.^v) but then yeh, nothing happened in the end. And HE got to go out for lunch with simon! So sad. No life. =(
Hmm well, at least ive started on my property law readings catch up… but I still have a few more. I’ll probably do them on Sunday since im working tomoro and Saturday. Wow, I’m planning my next 3 days! Yay!!
Dad’s thinking of getting me a notebook and im quite excited. But he doesn’t know (probably he doesn’t) that im getting a dictionary thingie in hk and wai ho’s gonna bring it back for me! Yay!! Syrene wants one too so yeh, wai ho’s gonna bring that back for her too~ haha~~
Daniel was telling me about notebooks/laptop (gosh what’s the diff?) and I really liked one part of our msn convo when he basically summarised the brands im like totally confused with:
QUOTE:
acers generally look crap...they're big and heavy...but its affordable
sony vaio are just for spoilt brats
dells are for poor ppl
toshiba are for middle-class ppl
fujitsu are just overpriced
IBMs..forget abt them..they're too expensive
NECs look shit
MACs..are the way to go...if u wanna go thru hell
LG looks nice..thats it
and WOOOT for no-brand china things which look like laptops
UNQUOTE
and my reaction was
QUOTE:
wow let me remember these things
UNQUOTE
SHOUT OUT: THANKS DANIEL! FOR umm… ALL THE HELP! YAY! =)
Started to read Emma last night before bed. Never got to read it for leisure in the past coz it’s was for school and stuff. i’ve noticed now my high lighting in the book and note writing in the margins kind of stopped after chapter 3. hahaha what a bludger I was… STILL AM! HAHAHAHA
Does anyone still watch those forensic investigation thingies on channel 7 anymore? I was watching it last night and it was soo disgusting! Argh!! But it was still cool~ oh yeh and I watched extreme make over… got to look at breast implants HAHAHAHA liposuction! Eiw~!! ><””
2ND SHOUT OUT: HAVE A SAFE TRIP WAI HO! AFROOZ, HOPE YOU’RE FEELING BETTER NOW FROM THAT STUPID COMOTION TODAY!
Enough for now.
Tata la
JYKW
Monday, April 24, 2006
Left Behind... with a night of tv...
im screwed already because it's 3 days into the new phone bill period and i've reached my cap of $49 already. it's not that i can't pay or anything, im just wow-i-fied. im such a loyal 3G customer!
im kinda surprised how one thing comes up after another in my life all the time? i thought im at a stage in life when everything's just going cruise-ie. more like, im basically indifferent about stuff these days but one thing finishes as another comes up. is everyone else like this out there?
i really dislike the feeling of how there are people in your life who you have unintentionally replaced by newer friends. it's just like what yewon was talking about in one of her blogs: falling-outs. at first, i thought yeh that happens but i do try to keep in touch with others but now, i've realised how many people i've *sort of* left behind in life? it's awkward to just call them up, is it? bryant was saying how i either make things too complicated when they're not or i think of everything as too simple when it's not. i guess i do sometimes, but i really dont want to think this falling-out issue as something that im complicating when it's just something that happens to everyone. i really dont want to leave anyone behind in life when i am capable of preventing it. who would want to leave someone who have shared a chunk of their lives with? if not for the friendship's sake, then why not for sentimental reasons?
primary school friends, high school friends. maybe it is true when they say people randomly come and go in your life and it's the footprints that they leave behind in your heart that matters because one day we'll all be together again, somehow. but it's really weird how different stages in life brings out different sides of people and you can get to know someone at totally different environments to where you met them. take uni, like i was talking to afrooz on msn the other night and we realised how we got to know each other better because of uni, we got to know such a different person as to what we expected from the other. all this, we met in high school. or how i met joe in year 11 because we caught the same bus from epping station. and after 2 years, we got to know each other because of contract law at uni. or take kirupa. met in primary school, same friendship group and all, but literally didnt see each other throughout high school. then one day, kaboom! we see each other at uni and it's like we dont need to go through the whole *get to know each other* process and we just talk. we laugh. we basically crack up and i feel pretty comfortable with it all.
uni is such a big place it's not funny. there are so many people and stuff. right now, it's like, there are people in my life right now who i dont know if i'll one day become their falling-out. even if i do become a fall-out of your life, please dont feel sorry. i totally understand how you feel when you one day think about this. i love all my friends and just like how joe used to say *im over protective of my friends*. well, who isnt?
i was watching the opening of big brother on channel 10 this evening (not for entertainment purposes but to wait for the comedy festival thing to come on at 930) and i realised how asian i am inside. it's really interesting because it was all point and laugh at the so called *house mates* until an asian chic turned up. i dont mean to be offensive but there's no other way to describe how i felt: appalled. i dont like it how there is an asian in that house playing big brother. it's bad enough to see a group of people locking themselves in a house and doing stupid things for the sake of $1 million. for goodness' sakes, $1 million dollars is not a lot of money and personally i dont have a million bucks (YET!) because honestly, if a group of people are to gather to embarrass themselves in reality tv gone bad, then obviously $1 million will not be enough.
$1 million was a lot when the news papers were10 cents. when 50 cents got you lollies and a bus trip home. when friggin icy poles were only 20 cents at the school canteen: NOT $1.20. at this rate, taking inflation and the compensation for such despicable activities as to what people on big brother do, $1 billion would do better.
that's all for tonight.
JYKW
im kinda surprised how one thing comes up after another in my life all the time? i thought im at a stage in life when everything's just going cruise-ie. more like, im basically indifferent about stuff these days but one thing finishes as another comes up. is everyone else like this out there?
i really dislike the feeling of how there are people in your life who you have unintentionally replaced by newer friends. it's just like what yewon was talking about in one of her blogs: falling-outs. at first, i thought yeh that happens but i do try to keep in touch with others but now, i've realised how many people i've *sort of* left behind in life? it's awkward to just call them up, is it? bryant was saying how i either make things too complicated when they're not or i think of everything as too simple when it's not. i guess i do sometimes, but i really dont want to think this falling-out issue as something that im complicating when it's just something that happens to everyone. i really dont want to leave anyone behind in life when i am capable of preventing it. who would want to leave someone who have shared a chunk of their lives with? if not for the friendship's sake, then why not for sentimental reasons?
primary school friends, high school friends. maybe it is true when they say people randomly come and go in your life and it's the footprints that they leave behind in your heart that matters because one day we'll all be together again, somehow. but it's really weird how different stages in life brings out different sides of people and you can get to know someone at totally different environments to where you met them. take uni, like i was talking to afrooz on msn the other night and we realised how we got to know each other better because of uni, we got to know such a different person as to what we expected from the other. all this, we met in high school. or how i met joe in year 11 because we caught the same bus from epping station. and after 2 years, we got to know each other because of contract law at uni. or take kirupa. met in primary school, same friendship group and all, but literally didnt see each other throughout high school. then one day, kaboom! we see each other at uni and it's like we dont need to go through the whole *get to know each other* process and we just talk. we laugh. we basically crack up and i feel pretty comfortable with it all.
uni is such a big place it's not funny. there are so many people and stuff. right now, it's like, there are people in my life right now who i dont know if i'll one day become their falling-out. even if i do become a fall-out of your life, please dont feel sorry. i totally understand how you feel when you one day think about this. i love all my friends and just like how joe used to say *im over protective of my friends*. well, who isnt?
i was watching the opening of big brother on channel 10 this evening (not for entertainment purposes but to wait for the comedy festival thing to come on at 930) and i realised how asian i am inside. it's really interesting because it was all point and laugh at the so called *house mates* until an asian chic turned up. i dont mean to be offensive but there's no other way to describe how i felt: appalled. i dont like it how there is an asian in that house playing big brother. it's bad enough to see a group of people locking themselves in a house and doing stupid things for the sake of $1 million. for goodness' sakes, $1 million dollars is not a lot of money and personally i dont have a million bucks (YET!) because honestly, if a group of people are to gather to embarrass themselves in reality tv gone bad, then obviously $1 million will not be enough.
$1 million was a lot when the news papers were10 cents. when 50 cents got you lollies and a bus trip home. when friggin icy poles were only 20 cents at the school canteen: NOT $1.20. at this rate, taking inflation and the compensation for such despicable activities as to what people on big brother do, $1 billion would do better.
that's all for tonight.
JYKW
Friday, April 21, 2006
Vivien's Birthday
SHOUT OUT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN! MY *AIYA* SISTER! whoo hoo!! 21!! just gotta thank me for your pretty make up on this special day!! yay!!! JAMES!! THANKS FOR BUMMING WITH US AND FOR COMING TO DINNER WITH US ON SUCH NOTICE!! hehehe
went out to parra today. met up with vivien and we basically bummed at parra from like 10 something 11 in the morning until like 3ish when we literally rushed back to her place to get ready to go out to the city coz her optom friends had organised a buffet dinner thing at star city haha. im now a star city member because i had to so i can get the discounts and stuff haha. i've even got $10 worth of credit to gamble with but i didnt use any of it coz i aint no gambler and i aint gonna try. haha i've got solitaire on my phone already HAHAHAHAHA
didnt really buy much at parra... maybe it's coz im kinda freaked out about being financially grounded. it was such a relief when mum let me out to go shopping and she didnt say much when i was in the car just then telling her how i bought only a *few* things so i could join THEFACESHOP club thingie. haha it's such a nice shop and i got 2 eye liners and a really nice pink lipstick there. the shop is so clean and white... makes me feel clean too! haha...
i was gonna buy this jacket at jeans west but the price was a bit too much for me, as yet... once im out of this grounding business, im so gonna go crazy with shopping all the stuff i've wanted! muahahahaha just wait and see peoples!
bumped into tsi wei at parra as well! we were like literally wow-i-fied. she looks kinda the same but kinda different. i wanted to ask her what she's doing at uni but she was in a hurry to get back to work. i guess next time yeh?
we were at ALLY in parra and apparently it's everywhere now. i so didnt know this ALLY shop was a franchise and we saw one in the city and one in QVB. anyways, the main thing about this shop is that when viv and i walked in, literally, the weirdest yet cutest song came on in the shop. literally, we had the song stuck in our head until i guess we either forgot or when we were on the way home on the bus. well, i've found the song on the net and i'm currently downloading it and apparently it's by akon... interesting, aye? hehe
oh yeh, on the bus, me and viv were like singing and stuff to our mp3 players. i was watching (more like staring) at the Rain MTV viv had on her mp3 player and fully man, if someone like Rain asked me out, i'd faint. hahaha... far out it's either girly guys or fully nice arms and all guys for me! whoo hoo!!
vivien's reaised (and had enlightened me on this) that i subconsciously prefer guys with tiny eyes. or the guys i've ever fully likes in my life have had *chinese eyes*. haha eyes like Rain's, Wai ho's, Bryant's, Vanness' and various other asian singers/actors. now that's interesting... i vaguely remember mum telling me about this before but then, at first i was kinda defensive over this but then i've come to accept it. because i've for single eye lids myself. ><""
met a load of optom people today and realised how small the world can be. hehe... i dont know if i should go to jocelyn's 21st because im really running outta cash and yeh... i havent replied to her email yet but in a way i really do wanna go... coz she was my roll call buddy~~~ awww... so i really need to think about this ><""
im feeling quite tired now and far out i've got work tomorrow ><""" i need the money but then i dont want to work. how gay do i sound, aye?
yay 3 minutes until the cute song finishes...
until next time, tata la
JYKW
went out to parra today. met up with vivien and we basically bummed at parra from like 10 something 11 in the morning until like 3ish when we literally rushed back to her place to get ready to go out to the city coz her optom friends had organised a buffet dinner thing at star city haha. im now a star city member because i had to so i can get the discounts and stuff haha. i've even got $10 worth of credit to gamble with but i didnt use any of it coz i aint no gambler and i aint gonna try. haha i've got solitaire on my phone already HAHAHAHAHA
didnt really buy much at parra... maybe it's coz im kinda freaked out about being financially grounded. it was such a relief when mum let me out to go shopping and she didnt say much when i was in the car just then telling her how i bought only a *few* things so i could join THEFACESHOP club thingie. haha it's such a nice shop and i got 2 eye liners and a really nice pink lipstick there. the shop is so clean and white... makes me feel clean too! haha...
i was gonna buy this jacket at jeans west but the price was a bit too much for me, as yet... once im out of this grounding business, im so gonna go crazy with shopping all the stuff i've wanted! muahahahaha just wait and see peoples!
bumped into tsi wei at parra as well! we were like literally wow-i-fied. she looks kinda the same but kinda different. i wanted to ask her what she's doing at uni but she was in a hurry to get back to work. i guess next time yeh?
we were at ALLY in parra and apparently it's everywhere now. i so didnt know this ALLY shop was a franchise and we saw one in the city and one in QVB. anyways, the main thing about this shop is that when viv and i walked in, literally, the weirdest yet cutest song came on in the shop. literally, we had the song stuck in our head until i guess we either forgot or when we were on the way home on the bus. well, i've found the song on the net and i'm currently downloading it and apparently it's by akon... interesting, aye? hehe
oh yeh, on the bus, me and viv were like singing and stuff to our mp3 players. i was watching (more like staring) at the Rain MTV viv had on her mp3 player and fully man, if someone like Rain asked me out, i'd faint. hahaha... far out it's either girly guys or fully nice arms and all guys for me! whoo hoo!!
vivien's reaised (and had enlightened me on this) that i subconsciously prefer guys with tiny eyes. or the guys i've ever fully likes in my life have had *chinese eyes*. haha eyes like Rain's, Wai ho's, Bryant's, Vanness' and various other asian singers/actors. now that's interesting... i vaguely remember mum telling me about this before but then, at first i was kinda defensive over this but then i've come to accept it. because i've for single eye lids myself. ><""
met a load of optom people today and realised how small the world can be. hehe... i dont know if i should go to jocelyn's 21st because im really running outta cash and yeh... i havent replied to her email yet but in a way i really do wanna go... coz she was my roll call buddy~~~ awww... so i really need to think about this ><""
im feeling quite tired now and far out i've got work tomorrow ><""" i need the money but then i dont want to work. how gay do i sound, aye?
yay 3 minutes until the cute song finishes...
until next time, tata la
JYKW
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Stuff About Me?
1.Copy and Paste in your blog
2. BOLD anything true
3. Leave plain anything untrue
4. anything else u wanna add it in
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I’ve tried marijuana
009. I’ve watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (from my perspective, no)
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin (umm not now...)
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I’ve been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain. I LOVE YOU, RAIN!!
024. I’m paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now. (YES!)
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning. (WHO DOES?)
030. I have semi-long hair. (WTF IS SEMI LONG?)
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside Australia
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (i hate private numbers)
038. I like the way I look. (aiya, yeh im being honest)
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty. (used to)
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I’m popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I’m obsessed with my blog!
058. I don’t hate anyone.
059. I’m a pretty good dancer.
060. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
061. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a mobile phone. (2 in fact)
063. I watch MTV on a weekly basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I’ve rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I’m allergic to anything deadly.
076. I've been with more than one person in a relationship before. (depends on how you see it... )
077. I Smoke/Used to smoke. (used to do other stuff?)
078. I've had fantasys about a significant other. (dont ask, im being honest)
079. I've been in a fight with someone before.
080. I want to get married. (not now but eventually)
081. I have annoying habits.
082. I have different personalities. (mood swings arent included)
083. I live for myself.
084. I always change my style of clothing. (coz the trend changes, DUH)
085. I sing in the shower.
086. I'm a very annoying person/I annoy others.
087. I hate being me.
088. I want to be someone else.
089. I want to be famous. (somestimes)
090. I've stuck by my friends all the time when in need. (from wat i know of)
091. I'm a very dangerous person to be with.
092. I'm a very trustworthy person.
094. I'll take a bullet for my friends and family.
095. I've fallen in love before.
096. I've had my heart broken before.
097. I want to be with someone right now.
098. I am liked for who i am.
099. I'm very talkative. (depends)
100. I'm only open to others close to me.
2. BOLD anything true
3. Leave plain anything untrue
4. anything else u wanna add it in
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I’ve tried marijuana
009. I’ve watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (from my perspective, no)
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin (umm not now...)
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I’ve been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain. I LOVE YOU, RAIN!!
024. I’m paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now. (YES!)
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning. (WHO DOES?)
030. I have semi-long hair. (WTF IS SEMI LONG?)
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside Australia
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (i hate private numbers)
038. I like the way I look. (aiya, yeh im being honest)
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty. (used to)
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I’m popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I’m obsessed with my blog!
058. I don’t hate anyone.
059. I’m a pretty good dancer.
060. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
061. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a mobile phone. (2 in fact)
063. I watch MTV on a weekly basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I’ve rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I’m allergic to anything deadly.
076. I've been with more than one person in a relationship before. (depends on how you see it... )
077. I Smoke/Used to smoke. (used to do other stuff?)
078. I've had fantasys about a significant other. (dont ask, im being honest)
079. I've been in a fight with someone before.
080. I want to get married. (not now but eventually)
081. I have annoying habits.
082. I have different personalities. (mood swings arent included)
083. I live for myself.
084. I always change my style of clothing. (coz the trend changes, DUH)
085. I sing in the shower.
086. I'm a very annoying person/I annoy others.
087. I hate being me.
088. I want to be someone else.
089. I want to be famous. (somestimes)
090. I've stuck by my friends all the time when in need. (from wat i know of)
091. I'm a very dangerous person to be with.
092. I'm a very trustworthy person.
094. I'll take a bullet for my friends and family.
095. I've fallen in love before.
096. I've had my heart broken before.
097. I want to be with someone right now.
098. I am liked for who i am.
099. I'm very talkative. (depends)
100. I'm only open to others close to me.
The Law Ass Process...
841PM
Just had dinner
Feeling a bit full
Just watched Jamie oliver on tv… I love him so much!
Julie’s done half her essay but I’ve only got my intro and 1st para…
*fark* I cant footnote properly coz I cant find where I got my stuff… ><””
Im so scared of plagiarism (whteva) *fark*
Ok no more swearing for tonight…
*breathe in breathe out*
948PM
Finally got another paragraph done
Started to format properly my footnotes (it’s such a chore I recon)
My legs are hurting coz I’ve been sitting cross legged for the past hour… better get up and take a walk or something… argh…
It’s good how this time it’s not a word count by a page count: like we can write no more than 6 pages, which is really good because I don’t have to get all anal and fully do word count with each paragraph and think of different ways to re-phrase something so I can cut the paragraph to like 156 words instead of 158 or something. I hated it how I used to have like 14 words to cut down or something. 14 words man, it’s like a friggin sentence! And in law essays, especially ones with word counts, EVERY SENTENCE is friggin IMPORTANT ><”””
Ok im gonna take a walk around the house now, hope I don’t get distracted along the way… =P
1039PM
Ok ive done 2 out of the 6 pages we’re supposed to and im pretty proud of myself because it’s only 1039 right now. Im not planning to sleep tonight so I can *sort of* so tomoro wont be a full on rush.
Drinking some tropical juice thing I found in the fridge and im thinking, gosh, how much sugar am I filling my body up with? A lot. I’ve been munching on M&Ms I got from aunty mary yesterday at her place. Got there before chris and Joanne were awake. It was just a visit though, nothing much…
I think the lemon flavoured water thing is making me sick. Kinda nice in a disgusting way… haha great I sound like an idiot…
I feel like watching girl interrupted again but then I know I should stay in my room. At least this way, I know I’ll be forced to do my law assignment.
Footnoting is still a pain in the arse.
I was just skimming through my old blogs (November 2005 in particular) and I found this:
*blah blah about my final exams, shout out to my uni friends…*
so yes, let's list the things i want to do...
1) clean my room
2) learn how to park a car
3) look for a different job
4) eat and sleep more
5) knit (i know, i have been knitting for like the past 6 months... shhhhh)
6) watch all the tv i've missed out on... hehe
7) shop
ok, from that, I’ve done: (1), (4) and (7). Great. Im a farking loser. I told vivien I’ll knit her a scarf like a year ago… or maybe 2? And I still haven’t finished. *sigh* I hope I do get to end up doing some of the other things I wanted to this sem break… =)
180406
139AM
Yeh im planning to pull an all nighter. Jo called me an hour ago to ask about footnoting. Argh!! She’s written the whole thing already, but she just needs to footnote but I’ve been footnoting and stuff along the way. Maybe next time I should just write the whole thing out and then footnote? Will that take less time? It’s too late to try now, so maybe next time la…
Kenneth has just msged me to say happy easter. I haven’t chatted with this bummer (hahaha) for AGES! But then, bad timing dude! I’ve got my law assignment to do!! Hahaha…
Wai ho’s gone off to bed. I wanna sleep too. Everyone’s sleeping now. I wanna sleep too. Actually, I want a shower… ><””
Aight back to work…
212AM
I think im procrastinating more because I know im nearly done with my essay. My footnotes are pretty aight since I’ve been doing them alone the way. Now the only problem I have with my essay is whether it answers the question or not. I’ve basically ripped the questions apart and answered it in 2 sections. I do hope she doesn’t take marks off me because she recons I wasted half my paper describing something I didn’t have to. Gosh, who’s my audience? What am I supposed to assume? The thing is, im NOT assuming anything deep, so im taking it as if my audience nows NOTHING about property law and shyte… that’s why im friggin spending half my paper farking explaining and referencing the whole farking course notes… I really cant stand this but I have to…
I hope I pass… that’s all im asking for…
Ive just picked a convo with jonno coz im bored… he’s getting busted all the time in this game… how lucky… he gets to play games…
413AM
YAY!! IM DONE!! IVE OFFICIALLY FINISHED!!! My footnotes are done, too! Whoo hoo!!
The only thing is, I don’t think my whole essay is coherent… oh well!!!
Im at a point when I really don’t care anymore. I just hope I pass…
Raaaaaaaaaaaah!!! Im so happy!! Im gonna go to bed now! Yay!!! Whoo hooo!! O m g! literally man, I feel so great!
Anyways, tata la for now!
JYKW
NB: I do apologise for the unusual amount of swearing. Blame it on the stress. I’ll be back to normal next time. =)
Monday, April 17, 2006
Crook... again ><"""
gosh, the virus that's been going around for the last few months is still here people! i was really sick again last night... guess i still had the virus in me ><"" same symptoms, same everything... threw up after watching Devdas on SBS. dont we all just LOVE bollywood?? all these pretty 印度西施 prancing around singing. i love it!
right now, im *planning* to start typing up my law assignment. i've got the structure, the ideas are in my head. i hope i pass this essay!! *fingers crossed*
the picnic was fun~~ but the wind was messing up my hair. well, everyone's hair actually hahaha vivien and i were complaining how our part was messed up haha short hair makes it harder to maintain, i recon. =) the food was nice, as usual. we were basically lazing around in the sun (and the wind) but vivien and i did get to ride the bikes around the park (yeh like twice) and we both got really tired after that. think i've had enough exercise for the rest of this year... hahaha...
had to dog a farewell party last night because i had my law assignment and there was supposed to be a house warming party over at joanne & chris' house. but then they said their house wasnt ready yet (i think they need help cleaning the house and getting it ready haha). so i thought i'll get the whole evening/night to myself right? nooo, i just had to get sick. i tend to get sick all the time when a law assignment's due. it happens everytime since 2nd year (last year, yeh yeh, same thing). joe said im sick of law. ha, ha, really funny, i want to laugh... =P
but then i'm thinking, if it happens everytime, it's *not* a coincidence, you know? if it's like, once and twice, yeh, that'll be a coincidence, but if something happens for the third and forth time, i honestly think it's got NOTHING to do with coincidence. aunty mary said im too stressed about law (yeh, probably), aunty stephanie and aunty annie said i've got really high expectations of myself (i dont think so lor...). i mean, yeh, i probably had high expectations of myself in high school, but since 1st year sem 2, no. *high expectation* is just not in my dictionary anymore...
so what's going down these holidays? pam was suggesting a movie or something... proof isnt on anymore so im kicking myself for not making myself go see it at the cinemas. i've been thinking about...
Ice Age 2 (i know wai ho's up for this, so, anyone else???)
V for Vendetta (man, i had it soo wrong, i thought kiera knightley was natalie portman, how sad, but it doesnt stop me from wanting to watch this! how funny, gangsters speaking in an english accent... i think im too used to mafias and HKie 古惑仔 movies hahaha)
Match Point (just for scarlett... just for her... she's so beautiful)
March of the Penguins (i've booked james for this haha but im sure whoever wants to come can come! yay!! PENGUINS!! I LOOOOOOOVE PENGUINS!!)
Basic Instinct 2 (i know, sharon stone is a bit, hmm, for this, i wouldnt *mind* seeing this at the movies but then i wouldnt care if i dont either... gosh, i just want to see if she does that crossing her legs thing again... hahahaha)
these arent out yet, but i still wanna see...
The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift (oh man fast cars, hot guys and pretty chics, what more do i need to say?)
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (johnny depp is hot. full stop)
In Search Of Mozart (i just want to, ok?)
i need new shoes. seriously, i NEED new shoes. yeh, and money, too.
let's just end this here, shall we?
JYKW
right now, im *planning* to start typing up my law assignment. i've got the structure, the ideas are in my head. i hope i pass this essay!! *fingers crossed*
the picnic was fun~~ but the wind was messing up my hair. well, everyone's hair actually hahaha vivien and i were complaining how our part was messed up haha short hair makes it harder to maintain, i recon. =) the food was nice, as usual. we were basically lazing around in the sun (and the wind) but vivien and i did get to ride the bikes around the park (yeh like twice) and we both got really tired after that. think i've had enough exercise for the rest of this year... hahaha...
had to dog a farewell party last night because i had my law assignment and there was supposed to be a house warming party over at joanne & chris' house. but then they said their house wasnt ready yet (i think they need help cleaning the house and getting it ready haha). so i thought i'll get the whole evening/night to myself right? nooo, i just had to get sick. i tend to get sick all the time when a law assignment's due. it happens everytime since 2nd year (last year, yeh yeh, same thing). joe said im sick of law. ha, ha, really funny, i want to laugh... =P
but then i'm thinking, if it happens everytime, it's *not* a coincidence, you know? if it's like, once and twice, yeh, that'll be a coincidence, but if something happens for the third and forth time, i honestly think it's got NOTHING to do with coincidence. aunty mary said im too stressed about law (yeh, probably), aunty stephanie and aunty annie said i've got really high expectations of myself (i dont think so lor...). i mean, yeh, i probably had high expectations of myself in high school, but since 1st year sem 2, no. *high expectation* is just not in my dictionary anymore...
so what's going down these holidays? pam was suggesting a movie or something... proof isnt on anymore so im kicking myself for not making myself go see it at the cinemas. i've been thinking about...
Ice Age 2 (i know wai ho's up for this, so, anyone else???)
V for Vendetta (man, i had it soo wrong, i thought kiera knightley was natalie portman, how sad, but it doesnt stop me from wanting to watch this! how funny, gangsters speaking in an english accent... i think im too used to mafias and HKie 古惑仔 movies hahaha)
Match Point (just for scarlett... just for her... she's so beautiful)
March of the Penguins (i've booked james for this haha but im sure whoever wants to come can come! yay!! PENGUINS!! I LOOOOOOOVE PENGUINS!!)
Basic Instinct 2 (i know, sharon stone is a bit, hmm, for this, i wouldnt *mind* seeing this at the movies but then i wouldnt care if i dont either... gosh, i just want to see if she does that crossing her legs thing again... hahahaha)
these arent out yet, but i still wanna see...
The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift (oh man fast cars, hot guys and pretty chics, what more do i need to say?)
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (johnny depp is hot. full stop)
In Search Of Mozart (i just want to, ok?)
i need new shoes. seriously, i NEED new shoes. yeh, and money, too.
let's just end this here, shall we?
JYKW
Friday, April 14, 2006
Taking My Mind Off From My Law Ass...
It’s been 2 weeks since my last entry… how’s everyone going?
I’ve had my mid sem tests and I kicked one while I basically got kicked by the other. Im currently (supposedly) rushing with my property law assignment research so I can write up a 6 pages essay by Tuesday 5pm. What this means is that im trying to cram 4 cases’ judgments, 7 essays and 3 books into my head so I can write up something substantiated. Gosh, the stuff I put myself through… mind you, every time for the past 2 years, I’ve been getting sick over the 4-5 days I cram for law assignments and law take homes. *touch wood* I don’t want to get sick right now because… like duh, who wants to get sick? Stupid Law Ass… argh!!
oh yeh, my hair's now above my shoulders. after getting kicked on tuesday evening by the mid sem, i went to eastwood to channel my frustration out by getting a new hair style. i wouldnt say it's new, coz i've had this before, but it was like during my TEENS... man, i do feel old now... carol and delanie recon my hair kinda looks like the one nicole richie had before... i've seen pictures of other famous people with hair like nicole richie, but then i dont think mine looks as perfect and nice as theirs... haha... under the light, the copper high lights i used to have are still vaguely there... yes, it's kinda disgusting to think that the colours have seeped into my scalp... (ok, im freaking myself out here now) but yeh, the colours are still vaguely visible: not full copper though, more like brown...
Went to cabra today with family for food. Man I love cabra and the cheapo shops there haha… Going to a picnic tomorrow with a few families and stuff, so I’ll keep you guys up to date next time on that…
Oooh yes, I’ve just posted a few pictures of the things I like (and wouldn’t mind having) on my msn space... But then I said I’ll dedicate this blogspot entry on the shoes I’ve been in love with since last month…
Although the ones I REALLY LOVE are in black and white, this is the closest I got with what google graphics gave me…
Balenciaga sandals by Nicolas Ghesquière
ABSOLUTELY HOTNESS!! The red seems really nice too, aye? I can soooooo wear this out… but the black and white ones are honestly really nice. I’ve taken a picture of them from a magazine with my phone so i can show u guys…
yeh, the quality’s crap… it’s a picture I took of the Autumn 2006 Time: Style & Design mag… but then, I’ve seen these sandals EVERYWHERE in magazines but I just CANT FIND THE PIC ON THE NET. Aiya!!! ><”” (the price of these sandals is $1 330... how... appropriate... ><""" *cough*) but they'r beautiful... gotta admit that!! haha
Carol and I were reading vogue during our econ350 lecture and there are soo many nice bags and shoes in the latest australian issue. But I’ve already spent my money on the latest Yen. Frankie has better clothes and articles than Yen these days, I recon (so does Carol, I think). We both recon Yen publishes good articles occasionally now. It used to be heaps better but im already stuck in the habit of buying each Yen that comes out. Hahahha… same with Frankie. I love Frankie. =D
Happy easter everyone, and have a safe long weekend…
Love,
JYKW
Ps. For those who haven’t been to my msn space, I use that to post pictures of the things I crave for… shopping makes me happy… hahahahaha
I’ve had my mid sem tests and I kicked one while I basically got kicked by the other. Im currently (supposedly) rushing with my property law assignment research so I can write up a 6 pages essay by Tuesday 5pm. What this means is that im trying to cram 4 cases’ judgments, 7 essays and 3 books into my head so I can write up something substantiated. Gosh, the stuff I put myself through… mind you, every time for the past 2 years, I’ve been getting sick over the 4-5 days I cram for law assignments and law take homes. *touch wood* I don’t want to get sick right now because… like duh, who wants to get sick? Stupid Law Ass… argh!!
oh yeh, my hair's now above my shoulders. after getting kicked on tuesday evening by the mid sem, i went to eastwood to channel my frustration out by getting a new hair style. i wouldnt say it's new, coz i've had this before, but it was like during my TEENS... man, i do feel old now... carol and delanie recon my hair kinda looks like the one nicole richie had before... i've seen pictures of other famous people with hair like nicole richie, but then i dont think mine looks as perfect and nice as theirs... haha... under the light, the copper high lights i used to have are still vaguely there... yes, it's kinda disgusting to think that the colours have seeped into my scalp... (ok, im freaking myself out here now) but yeh, the colours are still vaguely visible: not full copper though, more like brown...
Went to cabra today with family for food. Man I love cabra and the cheapo shops there haha… Going to a picnic tomorrow with a few families and stuff, so I’ll keep you guys up to date next time on that…
Oooh yes, I’ve just posted a few pictures of the things I like (and wouldn’t mind having) on my msn space... But then I said I’ll dedicate this blogspot entry on the shoes I’ve been in love with since last month…
Although the ones I REALLY LOVE are in black and white, this is the closest I got with what google graphics gave me…
Balenciaga sandals by Nicolas Ghesquière
ABSOLUTELY HOTNESS!! The red seems really nice too, aye? I can soooooo wear this out… but the black and white ones are honestly really nice. I’ve taken a picture of them from a magazine with my phone so i can show u guys…
yeh, the quality’s crap… it’s a picture I took of the Autumn 2006 Time: Style & Design mag… but then, I’ve seen these sandals EVERYWHERE in magazines but I just CANT FIND THE PIC ON THE NET. Aiya!!! ><”” (the price of these sandals is $1 330... how... appropriate... ><""" *cough*) but they'r beautiful... gotta admit that!! haha
Carol and I were reading vogue during our econ350 lecture and there are soo many nice bags and shoes in the latest australian issue. But I’ve already spent my money on the latest Yen. Frankie has better clothes and articles than Yen these days, I recon (so does Carol, I think). We both recon Yen publishes good articles occasionally now. It used to be heaps better but im already stuck in the habit of buying each Yen that comes out. Hahahha… same with Frankie. I love Frankie. =D
Happy easter everyone, and have a safe long weekend…
Love,
JYKW
Ps. For those who haven’t been to my msn space, I use that to post pictures of the things I crave for… shopping makes me happy… hahahahaha
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Froozie, READ THIS!!!
O M G
THIS IS FOR FROOZIE...
WHO'S HOT??? (please read the following para with one of those blonde *ah huh* tones)
o m g hello, froozie, how can i EVER forget KYLIE MINOGUE?!?!? like, i've been in love with her since... like, since high school!!! nerr!! yes, she'll always look pretty and hot and DUH i love her music...
hehehe omg have i ever told you how joe was gonna get tickets for me and him (duh) to go watch her concert BEFORE her whole cancer thing?? i was soo happy when he said he could get really good tickets coz he was at CBA and stuff... but then she got sick... i was sad when she was sick... awww BUT NOW SHE'S GETTING BETTER!! WHOO HOO!!
it's just that i get bagged out all the time when i talk about kylie minogue... joe keeps on telling me how she's not THAT great but since i like her, he'll just accept her (or something like that... i tend to tune out when he bags me and kylie out...)
oh lee harding is just crap. gosh, get a life lee... BUT SERIOUSLY, ROGUE TRADERS!!! ARGH!!! gosh i hate that chic when she's on neighbours... (omg i cant remember her name right now and i dont want to google her haha) but she's soo cool hahahaha... froozie, seriously, rogue traders... serious...
not lee harding... please... (ARGH [crap] I'VE IMMORTALISED LEE HARDING ON MY BLOG!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ><""" that's it im gonna go bold kylie's name...)
anyways, im outta here in like... hmm... 1 hour and 15 mins!! WHOO HOO!! so im kinda in a hurry right now, but i thought i'll make this entry just for afroooooooooooooooooooz... hehehehehe
oh yeh had a mid sem today... FULLY O M G hahaha... more on that next time...
love you heaps froozie hahahahaha and i'll see you at uni... somewhere... haha
JYKW
THIS IS FOR FROOZIE...
WHO'S HOT??? (please read the following para with one of those blonde *ah huh* tones)
o m g hello, froozie, how can i EVER forget KYLIE MINOGUE?!?!? like, i've been in love with her since... like, since high school!!! nerr!! yes, she'll always look pretty and hot and DUH i love her music...
hehehe omg have i ever told you how joe was gonna get tickets for me and him (duh) to go watch her concert BEFORE her whole cancer thing?? i was soo happy when he said he could get really good tickets coz he was at CBA and stuff... but then she got sick... i was sad when she was sick... awww BUT NOW SHE'S GETTING BETTER!! WHOO HOO!!
it's just that i get bagged out all the time when i talk about kylie minogue... joe keeps on telling me how she's not THAT great but since i like her, he'll just accept her (or something like that... i tend to tune out when he bags me and kylie out...)
oh lee harding is just crap. gosh, get a life lee... BUT SERIOUSLY, ROGUE TRADERS!!! ARGH!!! gosh i hate that chic when she's on neighbours... (omg i cant remember her name right now and i dont want to google her haha) but she's soo cool hahahaha... froozie, seriously, rogue traders... serious...
not lee harding... please... (ARGH [crap] I'VE IMMORTALISED LEE HARDING ON MY BLOG!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ><""" that's it im gonna go bold kylie's name...)
anyways, im outta here in like... hmm... 1 hour and 15 mins!! WHOO HOO!! so im kinda in a hurry right now, but i thought i'll make this entry just for afroooooooooooooooooooz... hehehehehe
oh yeh had a mid sem today... FULLY O M G hahaha... more on that next time...
love you heaps froozie hahahahaha and i'll see you at uni... somewhere... haha
JYKW
Monday, March 27, 2006
Dropping By To Say Hi
it's been a few days since my last entry here. =) im not procrastinating on the net! yay!
yeh, im over the whole depression state now. i think it really is hormonal and i should try to somehow control it? resolve it? sometimes i think if i dont control it, it kinda gets the better of me.
it's so true when they say good things come in waves (same with bad things) and i recon it's all because of our heart. it's like, we're already traumatised by the initial incident and everything else we experience will somehow be related to that initial thing. it's just a matter of observing and accepting, i recon. *sigh* it's easy for me to say all this now because im not *in* the whole hormonal state. thank God that only happens for 2-3 days every month. =)
contentment brings happiness.
right now, im just waiting for the songs to transfer into my phone so i can listen to them at uni. hkie music is really getting annoyingly crap lately, and im a little too behind in jap music to catch up... what to do?
i was at mac cen with jo on thursday and we have officially decided who's hot and who's not in terms of music/entertainment...
hot is...
PCD (!!!)
robbie williams
james blunt
rogue traders (!!!)
gwen stefani (thats just from me haha)
just nono...
maroon 5
yeh that's about it for the *not*s... hahaha it's only because our maroon 5 cd is gathering dust at home.
who do i just cant get enough of? norah jones! her songs make me feel so much better. even though i blast rock music into my ears: into my brain, during my lows of the month, i still turn to norah for that special... umm... comfort (?) i need. too bad none of my exs appreciated my special *mellow* collection of kd lang, norah jones, jewel etc etc. it would be nice if i can share my special music with my special someone... =) they've all kinda stuck to one type of music and especially one ex who has a rock band of his own...
over the past month, apart from *proof*, which i really want to see, still, i've wanted to chuck a visit to the art gallery. carol, jo and i were at SAM on thursday afternoon (after the whole evacuation thing jo and i (mainly me, i admit) started in our econ350 lecture...) and we saw these postcards advertising sam taylor-wood's *crying men* (2002-2004). carol and i were like *omg i really want to go see that* and it was like really cool because we literally said it at the same time. we both have even seen the same reviews and articles on it. =D i really hope i do get a chance to go see it at MCA... ooh ooh and i would also like to see *self portrait: renaissance to contemporary* at the NSW art gallery. *haii* it's really hard to find someone who thinks on the same wave length as ourselves and actually appreciates similar things. *i think i'll take my mum to the art gallery*... haha!!
i've spent a long time today trying to look for my tweezers. i seriously recon i had my tweezers on my table. ><""" i really need them!! aiya!!
ooh one thing that made me really happy today was when i found out *proof* is shown at this random cinema at circular quay. gosh, why didnt i read the paper before? the net sucks when it comes to random movie theatres... hehehe i hope it's still showning when i get the chance to go!
anyways, my phone's ringing~ sooo
tata la~
JYKW
yeh, im over the whole depression state now. i think it really is hormonal and i should try to somehow control it? resolve it? sometimes i think if i dont control it, it kinda gets the better of me.
it's so true when they say good things come in waves (same with bad things) and i recon it's all because of our heart. it's like, we're already traumatised by the initial incident and everything else we experience will somehow be related to that initial thing. it's just a matter of observing and accepting, i recon. *sigh* it's easy for me to say all this now because im not *in* the whole hormonal state. thank God that only happens for 2-3 days every month. =)
contentment brings happiness.
right now, im just waiting for the songs to transfer into my phone so i can listen to them at uni. hkie music is really getting annoyingly crap lately, and im a little too behind in jap music to catch up... what to do?
i was at mac cen with jo on thursday and we have officially decided who's hot and who's not in terms of music/entertainment...
hot is...
PCD (!!!)
robbie williams
james blunt
rogue traders (!!!)
gwen stefani (thats just from me haha)
just nono...
maroon 5
yeh that's about it for the *not*s... hahaha it's only because our maroon 5 cd is gathering dust at home.
who do i just cant get enough of? norah jones! her songs make me feel so much better. even though i blast rock music into my ears: into my brain, during my lows of the month, i still turn to norah for that special... umm... comfort (?) i need. too bad none of my exs appreciated my special *mellow* collection of kd lang, norah jones, jewel etc etc. it would be nice if i can share my special music with my special someone... =) they've all kinda stuck to one type of music and especially one ex who has a rock band of his own...
over the past month, apart from *proof*, which i really want to see, still, i've wanted to chuck a visit to the art gallery. carol, jo and i were at SAM on thursday afternoon (after the whole evacuation thing jo and i (mainly me, i admit) started in our econ350 lecture...) and we saw these postcards advertising sam taylor-wood's *crying men* (2002-2004). carol and i were like *omg i really want to go see that* and it was like really cool because we literally said it at the same time. we both have even seen the same reviews and articles on it. =D i really hope i do get a chance to go see it at MCA... ooh ooh and i would also like to see *self portrait: renaissance to contemporary* at the NSW art gallery. *haii* it's really hard to find someone who thinks on the same wave length as ourselves and actually appreciates similar things. *i think i'll take my mum to the art gallery*... haha!!
i've spent a long time today trying to look for my tweezers. i seriously recon i had my tweezers on my table. ><""" i really need them!! aiya!!
ooh one thing that made me really happy today was when i found out *proof* is shown at this random cinema at circular quay. gosh, why didnt i read the paper before? the net sucks when it comes to random movie theatres... hehehe i hope it's still showning when i get the chance to go!
anyways, my phone's ringing~ sooo
tata la~
JYKW
Friday, March 24, 2006
*haii AZNs...
got this off a random person's site...
http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=15733
it was funny when i was watching it, but then it doesnt really say anything...
so what's with asian chics and white guys? i dont know... oh well, im not gonna waste time thinking about these things again... hahaahahaha
hehe~~
enjoy!
JYKW
http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=15733
it was funny when i was watching it, but then it doesnt really say anything...
so what's with asian chics and white guys? i dont know... oh well, im not gonna waste time thinking about these things again... hahaahahaha
hehe~~
enjoy!
JYKW
YAY!!! THIS IS SO COOL!!!
this is so cool!! got the quiz thing off christy's xanga...
HOW COOL IS THAT!?!?!? IM GONNA BE HKIE AND FRENCH!! WHAT A DREAM COME TRUE!!! so basically, im like a french, a hkie, a chinese and a bit like a brit~~ that's seriously awesome. hehehehehehehehe i cant get over this!!!
hehehehehehehehehe!!! OUI OUI!!! hai arrrrrrrrrr!! i feel i am chiu ging lor!!
hoi sum sei lar!!! hehehehehehehehehehehehe... =D
JYKW
You scored as French. French!
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HOW COOL IS THAT!?!?!? IM GONNA BE HKIE AND FRENCH!! WHAT A DREAM COME TRUE!!! so basically, im like a french, a hkie, a chinese and a bit like a brit~~ that's seriously awesome. hehehehehehehehe i cant get over this!!!
hehehehehehehehehe!!! OUI OUI!!! hai arrrrrrrrrr!! i feel i am chiu ging lor!!
hoi sum sei lar!!! hehehehehehehehehehehehe... =D
JYKW
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Like, Don't...?
today was pretty *ok* until the last few minutes.
had breakfast at macca's with mum... wow i havent had that for AGES! maybe, like a month or something. haha. anyways what happened then isn't important.
during my property lecture, i drew a flower on jon's notes just to distract him. because seriously, when you're studying and you see like a little drawing on your notes from your friends, IT TOTALLY CHUCKS YOU OUT OF CONCENTRATION MODE. hahaha even like a little distraction like a line or like those little smiles =) hahaha. well, at first i drew a flower on jon's notes and called him gay. and then he drew a beer bottle and wrote *beer*. i was like *err*... and so i made the whole corner of his paper a massive master piece... there was a flower, a tree with an owl sitting inside, 2 birds, 2 clouds, a sun with a smiley face and grass patches... jo cracked up at us two and then jon drew a friggin drumstick ><""" i thought i was smart because i drew a massive burger on the next page of his notes. HAHAHAHA
speaking of distractions, jo was telling me how when she ws studying crim last year, she saw a flower i drew on her notes during our tut and that totally threw her off and made her think of all the shopping we did and stuff in HK... and then i remembered how last year in my crim tut, andre wrote hi on my notes when i hardly talked to him and he said he wanted to distract me when i study crim.... i told him i dont study the notes i write in my tut... HAHAHAHA IDIOT!!! sucked in loser...!!!
yeh that's law for you...
haha... then i had my weekly property law tut and it sucked totally. i hate property law. i hate law. i hate uni. i just want to go out and shop and work and get money and spend money etc etc.
jo and i have decided to meet up tomorrow for coffee before econ350 at 1. it's already a week since we jigged that lecture to go shop in the city. that was so fun last week. can't believe it's been a week, A WHOLE FRIGGIN WEEK already. it's not fair. i want my 3 months summer holidays again. i basically didnt have a holiday because i had summer school.
i hope im not going to screw up any subjects this semester. i mean, i've had my share of getting screwed over with uni results... ive totally given up on the things that distracted me from doing uni work and honestly, PLEASE dont let me fail. ><""""
totally traumatised... not funny...
what's not funny is how disgusting my presentation result was o m g it's not fair. this week's people were let off soo much lighter than last week. my tutor was so strict with us last week and then this week she gets some other tutor to come in and she's like fully nice and gave answers for everything. it's not funny. my mark is a total disgrace. i've never done so bad in ANY LAW PRESENTATION before. ><"""
yes, depression is setting in once again... uni sucks...
i mean, i was already cut enough last night when adults told me that my behaviour is *slutty* (in layman terms). i was literally *WTF?!?!* when they were being such cryptic bytches and hinted how i lead guys on by how i laugh and smile and talk and stuff... gosh, am i like totally wrong to get embarrassed? oh so im not supposed to laugh or smile anymore? or am i not allowed to blush when im embarrassed?
so basically, guys dig the way im a friggin spastic around people? to me, i honestly dont care how guys around me feel or act or whatever because if they're stupid enough to think im leading them on or think they can have a chance, then obviously it's not my problem and it's out of my reach to help them.
moving on, road rage. i admit, im one of those people with attitudes on the road who encourages others not to let people cut in front. it was totally jammed on epping road this evening and there were all these jackasses who thought they could drive on the T3 lanes just to cut into the jam. i got pissed off and told dad not to let anyone cut in front. haha interestingly enough, dad acutally listened to me. and guess what, this guy fully gave us the finger when his car was like 30cms away from our car. but then dad was so nice to let him cut in front.
my justification for not letting them in is that they shouldnt abuse the T3 lanes like that. and then dad was saying how that would increase the chance of a collision. my reasoning behind that is that people are not stupid enough to let their own car come THAT close to another car. they'll expect you to let them cut in but then if you ignore them and drive straight forward, they'll give up because they wouldnt want to scratch their car. i dont care. come close. scratch my car. i dont care... hahaha dad called me stubborn... i say im going to stick to my principles. =) i'll let them in when i feel like it.
yes, im feeling bytchy lately.
i'll get over it. it's hormonal.
JYKW
had breakfast at macca's with mum... wow i havent had that for AGES! maybe, like a month or something. haha. anyways what happened then isn't important.
during my property lecture, i drew a flower on jon's notes just to distract him. because seriously, when you're studying and you see like a little drawing on your notes from your friends, IT TOTALLY CHUCKS YOU OUT OF CONCENTRATION MODE. hahaha even like a little distraction like a line or like those little smiles =) hahaha. well, at first i drew a flower on jon's notes and called him gay. and then he drew a beer bottle and wrote *beer*. i was like *err*... and so i made the whole corner of his paper a massive master piece... there was a flower, a tree with an owl sitting inside, 2 birds, 2 clouds, a sun with a smiley face and grass patches... jo cracked up at us two and then jon drew a friggin drumstick ><""" i thought i was smart because i drew a massive burger on the next page of his notes. HAHAHAHA
speaking of distractions, jo was telling me how when she ws studying crim last year, she saw a flower i drew on her notes during our tut and that totally threw her off and made her think of all the shopping we did and stuff in HK... and then i remembered how last year in my crim tut, andre wrote hi on my notes when i hardly talked to him and he said he wanted to distract me when i study crim.... i told him i dont study the notes i write in my tut... HAHAHAHA IDIOT!!! sucked in loser...!!!
yeh that's law for you...
haha... then i had my weekly property law tut and it sucked totally. i hate property law. i hate law. i hate uni. i just want to go out and shop and work and get money and spend money etc etc.
jo and i have decided to meet up tomorrow for coffee before econ350 at 1. it's already a week since we jigged that lecture to go shop in the city. that was so fun last week. can't believe it's been a week, A WHOLE FRIGGIN WEEK already. it's not fair. i want my 3 months summer holidays again. i basically didnt have a holiday because i had summer school.
i hope im not going to screw up any subjects this semester. i mean, i've had my share of getting screwed over with uni results... ive totally given up on the things that distracted me from doing uni work and honestly, PLEASE dont let me fail. ><""""
totally traumatised... not funny...
what's not funny is how disgusting my presentation result was o m g it's not fair. this week's people were let off soo much lighter than last week. my tutor was so strict with us last week and then this week she gets some other tutor to come in and she's like fully nice and gave answers for everything. it's not funny. my mark is a total disgrace. i've never done so bad in ANY LAW PRESENTATION before. ><"""
yes, depression is setting in once again... uni sucks...
i mean, i was already cut enough last night when adults told me that my behaviour is *slutty* (in layman terms). i was literally *WTF?!?!* when they were being such cryptic bytches and hinted how i lead guys on by how i laugh and smile and talk and stuff... gosh, am i like totally wrong to get embarrassed? oh so im not supposed to laugh or smile anymore? or am i not allowed to blush when im embarrassed?
so basically, guys dig the way im a friggin spastic around people? to me, i honestly dont care how guys around me feel or act or whatever because if they're stupid enough to think im leading them on or think they can have a chance, then obviously it's not my problem and it's out of my reach to help them.
moving on, road rage. i admit, im one of those people with attitudes on the road who encourages others not to let people cut in front. it was totally jammed on epping road this evening and there were all these jackasses who thought they could drive on the T3 lanes just to cut into the jam. i got pissed off and told dad not to let anyone cut in front. haha interestingly enough, dad acutally listened to me. and guess what, this guy fully gave us the finger when his car was like 30cms away from our car. but then dad was so nice to let him cut in front.
my justification for not letting them in is that they shouldnt abuse the T3 lanes like that. and then dad was saying how that would increase the chance of a collision. my reasoning behind that is that people are not stupid enough to let their own car come THAT close to another car. they'll expect you to let them cut in but then if you ignore them and drive straight forward, they'll give up because they wouldnt want to scratch their car. i dont care. come close. scratch my car. i dont care... hahaha dad called me stubborn... i say im going to stick to my principles. =) i'll let them in when i feel like it.
yes, im feeling bytchy lately.
i'll get over it. it's hormonal.
JYKW
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Long Time No See...
im at uni right now... waiting for 5pm to come ><""
im finding these blogging moments i get at uni are getting a bit boring... it's like, im just doing this to pass time. nothign interesting to say.
oh well, so what happened today?
ooh, mum's car died again and this time, the stupid bomb's fan wasn't working properly. like it wasnt connected properly to the batteries or somethng. i've never seen a car mech. with such clean hands before. his finger nails were all white and clean. made me wonder if he knew what he was doing. haha...
and then when i was over at an aunty's house for food, this guy called me out for lunch. i was like errr when i first saw his name flashing on my phone. seriously, i've only seen him once and gosh that was last year. i dont even remember HOW he looks. i saw his name flashing and i was like thinking to myself *ummmm who the...* haha it was kidna weird because he asked if i remembered who he was and i was like *umm of course i remember, i havent deleted u from my phone yet* aiya im slack... oh well, moving on...
i was printing the notes i need for tonight's lecture when this guy LITERALLY came up behind me and was FULLY staring over my shoulders. i was sooooo annoyed. i gave him the BIGGEST *nice* DIRTY ever and he backed up like 5cms. i didnt like that at all. so i took me time clicking here and there just to waste time. i had to get my revenge. muahahahahahaha. and then i couldnt help myself and i said to him *if u want to print u can use the other computer next to me* i was trying to be nice. i tried. gosh i felt soo uncomfortable. i hate it when randoms breathe down my neck like they're watching everything i do. i so didnt care if he was in a hurry. but then i saw there was a long line behind him so i picked up my own things and went to the other computer. i was only doing that for the other people. NOT HIM.
I WANTED TO KICK HIM!!! argh!! NO ONE and i say NO ONE WILL EVER PRESSURE ME LIKE THAT!!! honetly, i wouldnt kick him, but if he stood any closer i would have told him off... not like i've never done that to a stranger giving me the creeps...
ok im a bitch.
let's end on that note.
=P
JYKW
ps. yay yesterday was the first day of my 49CAP!!! whoo hoo!! im not gonna spend that much on my phone bill anymore!! yay!! im so happy. oh yeh and i asked mum to fully explain the terms and conditions of my financial/physical grounds. im happy with the compromises... =)
im finding these blogging moments i get at uni are getting a bit boring... it's like, im just doing this to pass time. nothign interesting to say.
oh well, so what happened today?
ooh, mum's car died again and this time, the stupid bomb's fan wasn't working properly. like it wasnt connected properly to the batteries or somethng. i've never seen a car mech. with such clean hands before. his finger nails were all white and clean. made me wonder if he knew what he was doing. haha...
and then when i was over at an aunty's house for food, this guy called me out for lunch. i was like errr when i first saw his name flashing on my phone. seriously, i've only seen him once and gosh that was last year. i dont even remember HOW he looks. i saw his name flashing and i was like thinking to myself *ummmm who the...* haha it was kidna weird because he asked if i remembered who he was and i was like *umm of course i remember, i havent deleted u from my phone yet* aiya im slack... oh well, moving on...
i was printing the notes i need for tonight's lecture when this guy LITERALLY came up behind me and was FULLY staring over my shoulders. i was sooooo annoyed. i gave him the BIGGEST *nice* DIRTY ever and he backed up like 5cms. i didnt like that at all. so i took me time clicking here and there just to waste time. i had to get my revenge. muahahahahahaha. and then i couldnt help myself and i said to him *if u want to print u can use the other computer next to me* i was trying to be nice. i tried. gosh i felt soo uncomfortable. i hate it when randoms breathe down my neck like they're watching everything i do. i so didnt care if he was in a hurry. but then i saw there was a long line behind him so i picked up my own things and went to the other computer. i was only doing that for the other people. NOT HIM.
I WANTED TO KICK HIM!!! argh!! NO ONE and i say NO ONE WILL EVER PRESSURE ME LIKE THAT!!! honetly, i wouldnt kick him, but if he stood any closer i would have told him off... not like i've never done that to a stranger giving me the creeps...
ok im a bitch.
let's end on that note.
=P
JYKW
ps. yay yesterday was the first day of my 49CAP!!! whoo hoo!! im not gonna spend that much on my phone bill anymore!! yay!! im so happy. oh yeh and i asked mum to fully explain the terms and conditions of my financial/physical grounds. im happy with the compromises... =)
Monday, March 20, 2006
Why???
this is so not fair. the movie i really want to see isnt shown at the cinemas near me. ><""
i really want to see Proof but then it's just not shown ANYWHERE close to me. that's such a bytch. ><""
~~
im at uni right now, waiting for pam and carol to get here. gosh im feeling cold coz the air con is literally, directly above me. *shivers*.
oooh, shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. dont tell anyone. I SPENT MONEY TODAY!!! whoo hoo!! i got new eye shadow from chanel. hahaha okok, it's not that bad because i was going to get it last week. so from today, im totally serious with this financial grounding business. ooh yeh, just to add to the list, i got a new top from jayjays on saturday. IT WAS $5, OK??? bargain. cheap. there you go. and it had a really good message on it... REALLY GOOD... im not gonna post it up coz then it wouldnt be funny when you readers see it.
mum's not gonna know. muahahahahahahahahahaha *evil laughs harder* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
i was at borders bookshop this arvo when i was waiting for chris and jo, and i saw the lost in translation soundtrack. hahaha i guess there is another copy out there!! but then when i was about to take it to the counter, i remembered... i had to get the pink eye shadow from chanel. =) oh how cheap was i today??!! i stood in front of the tv at borders just to watch pride and prejudice. hahaha keira knightley is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty. and and who's the guy from bridget jones?? umm umm, colin firth? *let me google that frist*... yeh omg colin firth is SOOOOOOOOOOO handsome. seriously, if i was bridget jones, i'd be like omg who cares about hugh grant... ><"" i think it's the english accent... gosh, Renée Zellweger does it soooooooo well. i wish i can, too... =S
hmm there's this guy sitting at my 10 o'clock... o m g wht's his problem? every now and then when i look up to think, he's like staring at me. do i have something on my face? crap... let me check... ERR NOOOO... that's it, im leaving this place...
tata la~~
SHOUT OUT: JIEUN... I HOPE THE ARTICLE I POSTED ON MY XANGA HELPED YOUR FRIENDS =)
JYKW
i really want to see Proof but then it's just not shown ANYWHERE close to me. that's such a bytch. ><""
~~
im at uni right now, waiting for pam and carol to get here. gosh im feeling cold coz the air con is literally, directly above me. *shivers*.
oooh, shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. dont tell anyone. I SPENT MONEY TODAY!!! whoo hoo!! i got new eye shadow from chanel. hahaha okok, it's not that bad because i was going to get it last week. so from today, im totally serious with this financial grounding business. ooh yeh, just to add to the list, i got a new top from jayjays on saturday. IT WAS $5, OK??? bargain. cheap. there you go. and it had a really good message on it... REALLY GOOD... im not gonna post it up coz then it wouldnt be funny when you readers see it.
mum's not gonna know. muahahahahahahahahahaha *evil laughs harder* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
i was at borders bookshop this arvo when i was waiting for chris and jo, and i saw the lost in translation soundtrack. hahaha i guess there is another copy out there!! but then when i was about to take it to the counter, i remembered... i had to get the pink eye shadow from chanel. =) oh how cheap was i today??!! i stood in front of the tv at borders just to watch pride and prejudice. hahaha keira knightley is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty. and and who's the guy from bridget jones?? umm umm, colin firth? *let me google that frist*... yeh omg colin firth is SOOOOOOOOOOO handsome. seriously, if i was bridget jones, i'd be like omg who cares about hugh grant... ><"" i think it's the english accent... gosh, Renée Zellweger does it soooooooo well. i wish i can, too... =S
hmm there's this guy sitting at my 10 o'clock... o m g wht's his problem? every now and then when i look up to think, he's like staring at me. do i have something on my face? crap... let me check... ERR NOOOO... that's it, im leaving this place...
tata la~~
SHOUT OUT: JIEUN... I HOPE THE ARTICLE I POSTED ON MY XANGA HELPED YOUR FRIENDS =)
JYKW
Anal
SHOUT OUT: TO YEWON FOR KICK STARTING MY FEMINISM THINGIE IN HER BLOG. TO *BON* FROM YEWON'S BLOG FOR BLOG-STALKING ME (am i supposed to know you?). BOBBIE FOR CHEERING ME ON WHEN I WAS WRITING THE OTHER *CONTROVERSIAL* JANE AUSTEN WANNABE ENTRY.
last time i made an entry FULLY on zero tolerances: when i first started to blog on my xanga. that was literally my first blog entry and yes, i was already so full on opinionated about petty things in life. HEY!! im a chic. GET OVER IT.
now, i shall start with what i am FULLY ANAL with.
how my money is organised in my wallet. all windows must be aligned. all notes must be put in ascending order. all notes will be straight: no creases, no folds. i really do hate it when my money's upside-down or when the clear bits (hence windows) arent aligned. or when a corner is folded in and when i take that note out, im like *errr ARGH!* that is why im not into those small wallets because i like to lay my note money straight in my wallet. hate it when customers come in and pay for flowers or something with scrunched up money. IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. ok?
punctuation. i hate it when people misplace apostrophes and commas. it's really irritating. makes me want to scream and tell them to re-write the whole thing.
yeh these 2 things are really important to me. gives me the shytes if someone violates any of my laws.
are you anal, too?
JYKW
last time i made an entry FULLY on zero tolerances: when i first started to blog on my xanga. that was literally my first blog entry and yes, i was already so full on opinionated about petty things in life. HEY!! im a chic. GET OVER IT.
now, i shall start with what i am FULLY ANAL with.
how my money is organised in my wallet. all windows must be aligned. all notes must be put in ascending order. all notes will be straight: no creases, no folds. i really do hate it when my money's upside-down or when the clear bits (hence windows) arent aligned. or when a corner is folded in and when i take that note out, im like *errr ARGH!* that is why im not into those small wallets because i like to lay my note money straight in my wallet. hate it when customers come in and pay for flowers or something with scrunched up money. IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. ok?
punctuation. i hate it when people misplace apostrophes and commas. it's really irritating. makes me want to scream and tell them to re-write the whole thing.
yeh these 2 things are really important to me. gives me the shytes if someone violates any of my laws.
are you anal, too?
JYKW
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Solitare (and the sound of my own thoughts...)
What are you doing now?
blogging
No, i meant before...
i was playing solitare on my computer and before that i was playing solitare on my phone...
Why?
because im bored
Why?
because i have nothing to do(?)
Oh really?
no, i actually do have a lot to do
Then why dont u do those things?
because im procrastinating
Gosh, just stop it!
well, tell me to stop talking to myself in my head then i will...
oh well, too bad, you're crazy...
but solitare is so fun! (fark, i am hearing voices in my head...)
JYKW
ps. and yes, that seriously was what i was thinking before. ><""" better get on with the stuff due tomoro now.
tata la~
blogging
No, i meant before...
i was playing solitare on my computer and before that i was playing solitare on my phone...
Why?
because im bored
Why?
because i have nothing to do(?)
Oh really?
no, i actually do have a lot to do
Then why dont u do those things?
because im procrastinating
Gosh, just stop it!
well, tell me to stop talking to myself in my head then i will...
oh well, too bad, you're crazy...
but solitare is so fun! (fark, i am hearing voices in my head...)
JYKW
ps. and yes, that seriously was what i was thinking before. ><""" better get on with the stuff due tomoro now.
tata la~
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Back to work, with Jane Austen...
before anything happens, check out the break up article ive posted on my xanga!!!
ok continuing on...
~~
wow, it's the first day back at work after nearly 2 weeks of dole-bludging. im feeling quite relieved actually because i didnt realise how much i missed work. apart from the money i get (CA$H!!), it's the incredibly long periods of time i get to myself at work, when i can contemplate different issues in life: mainly just *stuff* that happens in *my* life.
im starting to appreciate work.
i've just rejected an invitation to a monthly meet up thing, which i have been waiting for since the beginning of the month, purely because im grounded, both physically and financially. im kicking myself for the huge amounts i have spent, but i must admit, a big chunk of my money went to 3G.
im a loyal customer.
had my last taste of freedom yesterday when i (shh dont tell mum), jigged a 3 hour-lecture, just to go shopping and hang out with jo in the city and then met up with ross for a movie/dinner. i did try to invite more people to the movie but then i got dogged. not the first time, and it aint the last.
i can resist from spending. i CAN!
i havent enjoyed myself like yesterday for a long long time. possibly because i knew im going to get incarcerated as from today: I am financially grounded and physically grounded… so who wouldnt make the most out of their last day? i did control myself from leaking funds from my wallet, or injecting useless crap into my collection of freebies, whichever way you want to look at it. the shiseido ladies were really pushy but the YSL guy was really nice. i havent smelt the concoction of so many eau de parfum, eau de toilette, creams, lotions, whatever fragrances, for so long. yet, i have not felt so stingy literally like an asian for so long.
it's in my blood to be a tight-ass.
the body shop was fun. REALLY FUN! sting-i-ness has never been so great in my life before. jo and i tried on so many bronzers, eye shadows, lip glosses etc etc that our arms and the back of our hands were covered with different shades of foundation, concealers, whatever make up a girl can buy. the best part was when jo wanted to take these bronzers off her cheeks because they LOOKED CRAP (seriously, the body shop should not have them on the shelves) so what did TIGHT-JESS do??? i got the cleansing cotton pads, squirted tester aloe vera cleansing milk on, and helped jo cleanse her face. i even got her tea-tree refreshening toner as well. HAHAHAHA TRUST ME TO MILK THE JUICES OUT OF TESTERS!!!
must admit: im still cool, even when im tight.
met up with ross after that. watched *when a stranger calls* instead of *proof* because george street cinema was TOO CRAP to show it. i still REALLY WANT TO watch *proof* but i guess i'll have to wait for next time.
JYKW is now a movie critic.
i shall give the movie a 6/10, max, 6.5/10. ross gave it a 4.5/10. HE FAILED IT!! i recon it's because of the chic's brows. GET OVER THEM. hahaha but it was funny that you mentioned them... especially when i was freaking out to the max. comic relief, yes thanks. the movie was literally 1.5 hours of scary cliches, and i must say, i am still TOTALLY susceptible to those kind of cliches. there was a point in the movie when i thought i'd break because i was literally freaked. WHAT A PSYCHO??!?!?! AND I'VE BEEN MISSING NO CALLER ID PHONE CALLS LATELY, TOO!!! *sigh* i have decided to watch scary movies with my family and no one else. im kinda feeling bad now because i was blocking ross' blood circulation...
all guys should wear striped tops.
one of my criteria for guys to look remotely hot is to wear my beloved(?), fetish you may call it, striped tops. be it horizontal or vertical, preferbaly horizontal, all guys will look AMAZINGLY HOT in those tops: even if they are only *mediocre*. =) one of the deepest impression i had of my great companion, ross, was his striped cotton on top. it was the first thing i saw and the main thing i looked at throughout the afternoon/evening/night. i did notice some other things like his eye lashes and ears, but the top was nice. ahh... stripes...
answers will only be given to those who observe.
I don’t know why, but heaps of people have been asking me what kind of guy im looking for. I guess it’s time for me to publicly announce what I appreciate and what gives me the shits in a guy, aye?
Practicality is superior to ideals: even in a relationship.
There was one time when jess L blogged a list of things that she wants in a guy. and my comment was this:
At 12:17 AM, January 16, 2006, JYKW said…
hmm i recon the final 2 are probably the MAIN ones that u'd HAVE TO HAVE right? hahahahmm some practical points to think about...
- does he have money?
- does his personality stinks around other people other than me?
- does his family understand and look after me like a family member or like some *outsider* who got married into the family and they recon they can use me like a maid?
- are our aspirations in life similar?
- i can stand his bad stuff now coz we're in love, but once we live together and get married and have children, will i still be able to *over look* his stupidity?
- is he gonna work me like a maid?
- how does he define *cheating*?
i'v been thinking abt stuff like this too... and then i've realised a lot of guys our age are really massive retards...
better look for someone at least 3-4 years older i recon...
good luck jess!!!
JYKW
right now, I shall list what I want and don’t want in a guy, even though im starting to feel asexual these days. Guys will really have to convince me hard they’re good enough… *sigh*… why can't two people of different gender, be good friends with no *other* intentions?
character is really important. A person who’s nice to me but not others is crap. If he can be a prick to others, he can be a prick to me. what really SHITS me, and i mean TOTALLY, ABSOLUTELY PISSES THE CRAP OUT OF ME, is when a guy deliberately changes or temporarily adapts to things you like in order to get your attention. it really irritates me when i end up discovering that he's a superficial bastard who has NO OPINION of his own and lives in what other GIRLS have in their minds. if you're not into what a chic is, SO BE IT. you dont have to *try it out* and seem like you have heaps in common with her. if you have a great personality, you can get on with EVERYONE. that is one other thing i have zero tolerance for. ZERO TOLERANCE.
Aspirations in life, both material and spiritual, must be really similar. Well, in my case, hopefully identical. It would be hard and stupid to let religion or our careers’ aspirations to get in the way of a relationship. If I want to be a massive CFA and he wanted to fix someone’s water pipes, I don’t think it’ll work. Im not going to have a husband who cant appreciate and empathise with the stress I have at work.
Education and career must be on par. The guy obviously, has to earn more than me, which would be pretty easy. But education wise, and likewise to the above said, if our careers are totally different, it’s only difficult for the other half to understand and make you feel better. On the other hand, say if I was with a doctor or a brain surgeon, then it would be fine because both parties would have had a similar amount of education. I am not going to lower myself for love: I am not going to be with a guy who is half as educated as me. How am I supposed to take him out to social gatherings? If the only thing he can talk about is mahjong and cars, and the people at the social gathering are there to talk about say the latest research results in cancer cures or the absurdities in the Australian tax system, or the relationship an economy has with the legal system, it would only be EMBARRASSING for the guy. Such male-ego decimation will only lead to uncalled for arguments. The relationship would be impractical.
Income MUST be on par or the guy must be earning more than me, during EVERY STAGE in life. I am not going to be the one paying for the phone bill (I’ve had enough with my own already), im not going to pay off the mortgage myself, I am not raising my 6 children (at this rate, hopefully 3-4) alone. The guy is the breadwinner, great! Let’s leave it that way.
Physical appearance DOES matter… A LOT.
I admit im not hot. I admit im not pretty. I admit im not the best looking person. I’d be Jessica alba if I were hot. I’d be kylie minogue if I were sexy. I’d be Angelina jolie if I were hot AND sexy. I’d be zhang ziyi if I were pretty. I wouldn’t be Jessica wong if I were cute.
After all the confessions, the only reason why anyone would want to take the next step after *meeting* a person, would be to check them out. The whole personality crap only kicks in when you start to observe the person as a potential. Why go out with someone who you cant even look at for 2 minutes without a break? Who cares what other people thinks, if you cant look at him straight into his eyes and be comfortable, then forget about him. However, it does occur, quite often as well, when the affinity comes and you feel attracted to someone who you’ve NEVER thought of before. Good for you then. But for those who's time hasn’t come, just check out the eye candies you have around you. When demand is high for a commodity, in BASIC ECONOMIC THEORY, supply would naturally increase to stabilise the imbalance and hence, equilibrium will be met. So if everyone only cared for the eye candies, then naturally all guys would pursue a hotter/better physical appearance. Simple.
Age is very important to me. So far, it has, due to personal experiences, been the point of decision for me, as to whether I should feed the infatuation, or whether I should just let it pass. I know that a few strong friendships I have with people of the opposite gender are only there because I did not allow the otherwise to occur. Going out with those guys, who happened to be younger than me: be it a year or 2 months, would have totally jeopardised the strong friendship bonding I have with those guys. And it would have added to the list of failures I have had. Either way, older men is the way. I am not going to celebrate my 56th birthday BEFORE HIS 56th birthday.
The rest: height, weight etc etc. is purely up to the individual. But to be honest, why would a girl go out with a guy who looks thinner than herself??? Why would a girl be with a guy who is barely taller than herself??? Any intellectuals would understand that.
Oooooooooooh, one of the latest HOT HOT HOT debates I’ve been having with different groups of friends at uni and with a few high school friends, has been revolving around the issue of culture. In layman terms, should a person’s skin colour restrict the number of partner choices they have in life? Im not talking about minor differences like say, a Burmese with a Cambodian, or a hkie with a shangie. Im speaking of TOTAL differences like the parents of the hottest eur-asians around. Oz+chink, French+jap, Italian+indian. Personally, I don’t care about other people. But I have realised how bigoted I have been. White guys, although they cant jump, they can be nice, too. Great companions, great friends to talk to. Maybe it’s just because I can chat with practically anyone? Maybe im just easily entertained? But my bottom line is still the same: unless I really cant help falling in love with a non-asian, then it wouldn’t even cross my mind: the idea of spending my life in 2 different cultures. Our own culture’s dinner shall be served on alternate days and Sundays will be the day when the left overs are eaten: Sunday is the Holy Sabbath Day and also Multicultural Day in the family. i cant commit. not now.
My children will speak cantonese, mandarin, english and hopefully japanese. But for the sake of my children’s appearance, I will let them have a European father, since I already have the hot asian genes. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
If I can be picky, so can others. But my point is: I DON’T CARE IF THEY ARE PICKY.
Anyone can be my friend. I will be nice to everyone. But it does not mean I wont be picky with who im planning to spend the rest of my life with. One of the biggest mistake for a girl is to get married too early or too impetuously. One of the biggest mistake for a married couple is to divorce on the drop of a hat. So divorce is seriously, NOT an option. It’s a mistake.
The number one reason for divorce is marriage.
Got that from Pam. Pretty true. Basically, once you’re married, forget about the option of divorce. You made the decision. You stick to it. If it’s torture, you are the only person to kick: not your husband, because he’s done nothing bad. You failed to notice the unbearable flaws in his character and habits. You cope with it like you did when you guys were going out. Tough luck.
If there is one thing I cant stand in life, then it’s anything with 6 legs or more.
After the whole *spider in my room* ordeal, I am finally back in my own comfort zone. Within the security of these four walls, I can nearly taste freedom in the air.
Nearly.
I will live through this financial-slash-physical grounding.
I can.
JYKW
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