so things are going good for the past couple of days. seems like once a person accept things, the whole situation turns around and becomes good.
new lunar year, so i guess it's a new start... again hahaha
man there are a few ants running around on my desk... cant find the trail ><""
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Saturday, January 28, 2006
我想通了
好了... 過了一個晚上, 睡了8個小時, 從上班到下班, 我終於想通了.
我不會強迫你, 也不會怪你. 你要怎樣選擇, 我也會支持的. 我們經歷過那嘛多年了, 難道自己喜歡啥嘛都不曉得嗎? 我知道我有多喜歡你: 跟你在網路上聊天, 跟你講電話, 我都會覺得我們曾經擁有過的感情是滿幸福的一段路.
就算我們之間真的出現了誤會, 以後會怎樣就讓我們的命運帶著我們走吧. 我知道這是業力, 所以我會好好的做好自己的本分. 反正, 如果我們有那種緣分, 我們怎嘛躲也躲不起來的.
其實是我對不起你, 我也不值得你喜歡. 聽到你的語氣, 我早就知道你是在應酬我. Sorry. 我又再打擾你了. 我以後都不會的了.
我也想跟另外一個人說對不起. 我沒有利用你, 也沒有騙過你. 那時候, 我們的感情是真的. 可是, 我們的性格和志向真的有差別. 我不想傷害你, 只是如果我們一起再走長遠一點, 我們一定會有摩擦. 我不是你所想像的那麼完美. 我還是會像以前那麼關心你的.
我不會強迫你, 也不會怪你. 你要怎樣選擇, 我也會支持的. 我們經歷過那嘛多年了, 難道自己喜歡啥嘛都不曉得嗎? 我知道我有多喜歡你: 跟你在網路上聊天, 跟你講電話, 我都會覺得我們曾經擁有過的感情是滿幸福的一段路.
就算我們之間真的出現了誤會, 以後會怎樣就讓我們的命運帶著我們走吧. 我知道這是業力, 所以我會好好的做好自己的本分. 反正, 如果我們有那種緣分, 我們怎嘛躲也躲不起來的.
其實是我對不起你, 我也不值得你喜歡. 聽到你的語氣, 我早就知道你是在應酬我. Sorry. 我又再打擾你了. 我以後都不會的了.
我也想跟另外一個人說對不起. 我沒有利用你, 也沒有騙過你. 那時候, 我們的感情是真的. 可是, 我們的性格和志向真的有差別. 我不想傷害你, 只是如果我們一起再走長遠一點, 我們一定會有摩擦. 我不是你所想像的那麼完美. 我還是會像以前那麼關心你的.
Friday, January 27, 2006
怎麼辦呢 ?
新年快到了, 我有幾件事情想快一點解決... 其中最重要的, 其實我也不知道怎麼說出口.
都那嘛多年了, 雖然我們沒有真正的相處過, 可是為啥嘛我們之間會有那嘛多事情發生呢? 再說, 我們其實可以說沒有 really 開始過. 那如果我們沒有開始過, 我們又怎嘛會有 ending 呢? 別跟我說是我先說要分手, 因為你那時候也想分開.
我想知道, 現在我們真的只是朋友嗎? 你要我等你, ok, 我等你. 那麼多年了, 我們之間好像發生了好多事情, 那你現在要我把你當作朋友? ok, 是我先說要分手的, 可是你可以說你不喜歡我了嗎? 我只是知道, 我還是很喜歡你.
我們都有聽到很多是非, 那你有相信它們嗎? 我們之間缺了溝通. 有人跟我說, * 知道自己喜歡的, 就要去爭取 *. 那我想跟你溝通, 我有很多想跟你說的. 你想聽嗎? 我們說要分手的時候, 那個氣氛也滿不好的呢. 我們兩個都很生氣: 我覺得你騙了我, 然後你好像覺得我騙了你的感情.
我想說對不起. 我想爭取跟你一起溝通的機會, 可以嗎? 你想怎樣就跟我說嘛. 別亂猜嘛... 我說過我不要我們這樣拖拖拉拉的. 那現在就講清楚嘛...
好嗎?
都那嘛多年了, 雖然我們沒有真正的相處過, 可是為啥嘛我們之間會有那嘛多事情發生呢? 再說, 我們其實可以說沒有 really 開始過. 那如果我們沒有開始過, 我們又怎嘛會有 ending 呢? 別跟我說是我先說要分手, 因為你那時候也想分開.
我想知道, 現在我們真的只是朋友嗎? 你要我等你, ok, 我等你. 那麼多年了, 我們之間好像發生了好多事情, 那你現在要我把你當作朋友? ok, 是我先說要分手的, 可是你可以說你不喜歡我了嗎? 我只是知道, 我還是很喜歡你.
我們都有聽到很多是非, 那你有相信它們嗎? 我們之間缺了溝通. 有人跟我說, * 知道自己喜歡的, 就要去爭取 *. 那我想跟你溝通, 我有很多想跟你說的. 你想聽嗎? 我們說要分手的時候, 那個氣氛也滿不好的呢. 我們兩個都很生氣: 我覺得你騙了我, 然後你好像覺得我騙了你的感情.
我想說對不起. 我想爭取跟你一起溝通的機會, 可以嗎? 你想怎樣就跟我說嘛. 別亂猜嘛... 我說過我不要我們這樣拖拖拉拉的. 那現在就講清楚嘛...
好嗎?
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
*sigh*...
It's been quite weird these few days... i havent been on the net, havent touched my computer... literally just relaxing and chilling at home.
i think a lot of things will die down and pass over as time passes, but then again, everything that happens in our lives will always leave seeds and trails behind. i know that there are things that i am willing to just let them pass over because i really have gotten over. but one thing i have realised is that the longer you leave something dragging, the deeper the trail and the deeper the roots will be planted in your mind. that, to me, is something i reckon is really dangerous because they are the things that make us worry and annoyed and confused in life.
there's one thing that basically have been dragging with me for the past YEARS of my life. i can't say there was no beginning but then i cant say nothing has happened in between. there cant be an official end because there wasnt an official beginning. things just happened over the years, things developed, things died down... now what???
someone told me to chase after the things i want in life but then, i dont even know if i want to or not... things just dont come when i ask for them to come. i guess that's a good thing. the message i am getting these days from the things that have happened to those around me, have shown me that there are more important things in life than what i used to chase after.
*sigh* the biggest hurdle with this is that there was literally no communication at all between both parties. and now, both parties are making decisions based on what other people have said. i find that really sad and the sadest thing is that i dont know how to break the ice... like for once im stuck for words. i guess this is really one thing where my heart has been for the past X amount of years. it's easy to break the ice and let go of something that has only been around for a short period of time and it's a lot easier if both parties still talk and maintain a mutual relationship as friends. but when both parties are avoiding the talk about things. *sigh*...
it's like there are things that i have packed away into a box inside my heart but then there are things that are still lit and every now and then, i'll notice the light's still burning inside... i cant just leave it, but then what else can i do???
~~
anyways, other than that, life's ok... summer school sucks... just scraped a Cr. for my *mid-sem*. i was totally lost today when the lecturer was talking about insurance... TOTALLY LOST... think i need consultation AGAIN...
~~
had lunch with 阿德 and we started to talk about random things. it's really nice to know that people can have lunch and be friends with you without other motives. i feel so much more secure.
the friends i have met recently are starting to become really cool friends. we've been shopping and talking about random things, which really helps when loneliness sets in...
~~
anyways man, enough for today. better reply my msn msgs now... hahaha
JYKW
i think a lot of things will die down and pass over as time passes, but then again, everything that happens in our lives will always leave seeds and trails behind. i know that there are things that i am willing to just let them pass over because i really have gotten over. but one thing i have realised is that the longer you leave something dragging, the deeper the trail and the deeper the roots will be planted in your mind. that, to me, is something i reckon is really dangerous because they are the things that make us worry and annoyed and confused in life.
there's one thing that basically have been dragging with me for the past YEARS of my life. i can't say there was no beginning but then i cant say nothing has happened in between. there cant be an official end because there wasnt an official beginning. things just happened over the years, things developed, things died down... now what???
someone told me to chase after the things i want in life but then, i dont even know if i want to or not... things just dont come when i ask for them to come. i guess that's a good thing. the message i am getting these days from the things that have happened to those around me, have shown me that there are more important things in life than what i used to chase after.
*sigh* the biggest hurdle with this is that there was literally no communication at all between both parties. and now, both parties are making decisions based on what other people have said. i find that really sad and the sadest thing is that i dont know how to break the ice... like for once im stuck for words. i guess this is really one thing where my heart has been for the past X amount of years. it's easy to break the ice and let go of something that has only been around for a short period of time and it's a lot easier if both parties still talk and maintain a mutual relationship as friends. but when both parties are avoiding the talk about things. *sigh*...
it's like there are things that i have packed away into a box inside my heart but then there are things that are still lit and every now and then, i'll notice the light's still burning inside... i cant just leave it, but then what else can i do???
~~
anyways, other than that, life's ok... summer school sucks... just scraped a Cr. for my *mid-sem*. i was totally lost today when the lecturer was talking about insurance... TOTALLY LOST... think i need consultation AGAIN...
~~
had lunch with 阿德 and we started to talk about random things. it's really nice to know that people can have lunch and be friends with you without other motives. i feel so much more secure.
the friends i have met recently are starting to become really cool friends. we've been shopping and talking about random things, which really helps when loneliness sets in...
~~
anyways man, enough for today. better reply my msn msgs now... hahaha
JYKW
Friday, January 20, 2006
Uni...
im at uni... ppls are studying right now and im taking a break... how boring...
just did a test... screwed it totally... think i'll get 58% max... *haii*...
hungry but i dont want to eat... gosh, who'd wanna eat after a test like that ><""" but oh well, at least im hot today... HAHAHAHAHAHA
met 2 new ppls in my class... pretty nice ppls hehe... they both have really nice hair, good thing i tied mine up today (so no one can see how yukky my hair is whoo hoo!!)
(v*^.^*v)
anyways... wonder what everyone else is doing in the library... hmm... >< ??
JYKW
just did a test... screwed it totally... think i'll get 58% max... *haii*...
hungry but i dont want to eat... gosh, who'd wanna eat after a test like that ><""" but oh well, at least im hot today... HAHAHAHAHAHA
met 2 new ppls in my class... pretty nice ppls hehe... they both have really nice hair, good thing i tied mine up today (so no one can see how yukky my hair is whoo hoo!!)
(v*^.^*v)
anyways... wonder what everyone else is doing in the library... hmm... >< ??
JYKW
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
New Shoes
yes i am addicted to pointy shoes...
i got a new pair today... they'r yellow and pointy and the heels arent that high either!! and guess how much they were?!! $15 AT CASTLE TOWERS !!!
WHAT A FRIGGIN BARGAIN!! had to spend money in that shop seriously... omg any woman would want to live there hahahhahaahah!!
check them out at my MSN SPACE PHOTOS !!! (under New Shoes)...
i've put up more pictures in my MSN SPACE so feel free to check them out, too...
feeling really tired now for some reason... i recon its hormonal hahhahaahaha
jkjk...
have fun and take care!
JYKW
i got a new pair today... they'r yellow and pointy and the heels arent that high either!! and guess how much they were?!! $15 AT CASTLE TOWERS !!!
WHAT A FRIGGIN BARGAIN!! had to spend money in that shop seriously... omg any woman would want to live there hahahhahaahah!!
check them out at my MSN SPACE PHOTOS !!! (under New Shoes)...
i've put up more pictures in my MSN SPACE so feel free to check them out, too...
feeling really tired now for some reason... i recon its hormonal hahhahaahaha
jkjk...
have fun and take care!
JYKW
Shopping... Retail Therapy... Demand Supplied...
so what did i do today?
had uni, and one thing i have realised (again) is that asians tend to warm slower to people as compared to other western cultures. i think i am used to the 鬼佬 way of meeting people that most (if not all) asians think i am really open and confident. i really dont see anything embarrassing in helping someone pick up things they have dropped or saying a hi to someone who smiles at you. (hmm...) well, today, the asians in my class have finally felt more at ease when i start conversations, like they actually do try to sustain the conversations and answer my questions. the class actually feels a lot warmer than last week's...
during my lunch break, i bought a bottle of burberry touch for women because it came with a free make up bag. IT'S PINK TOO!! whoo hoo!! with pouches and a zip pocket!! my ai-yah-sister told me not to get it last night but then i just couldnt help it ><"... the packaging is soo good!! the bottle was in a cotton pouch and that was in a really nice box with those strings u tied around these 2 circle things... i really cant decribe it but it's like a mail parcel... hmm... it's just really nice... the scent and all... even better coz it was wrapped nicely AND had a free make up bag. now all my make up's properly kept! (and yes, i finally remembered the fragrance's scent)
i tried to visist my friend at work but she was on her lunch break and when i went back to visit her after uni finished, she had just left for the day... if only i didnt hang around in the library ><""""
vivien's left for hk this arvo... i wish i could go to hk and shop with the other half of the world... *sobs*
what's with people and freaky emails??? gosh!!
anyhow~ i've had my rest for today...
SHOUT OUT TO ALICE COZ I CANT MAKE IT ON SATURDAY NIGHT!!! LOVE YOU HEAPS!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
love,
JYKW
had uni, and one thing i have realised (again) is that asians tend to warm slower to people as compared to other western cultures. i think i am used to the 鬼佬 way of meeting people that most (if not all) asians think i am really open and confident. i really dont see anything embarrassing in helping someone pick up things they have dropped or saying a hi to someone who smiles at you. (hmm...) well, today, the asians in my class have finally felt more at ease when i start conversations, like they actually do try to sustain the conversations and answer my questions. the class actually feels a lot warmer than last week's...
during my lunch break, i bought a bottle of burberry touch for women because it came with a free make up bag. IT'S PINK TOO!! whoo hoo!! with pouches and a zip pocket!! my ai-yah-sister told me not to get it last night but then i just couldnt help it ><"... the packaging is soo good!! the bottle was in a cotton pouch and that was in a really nice box with those strings u tied around these 2 circle things... i really cant decribe it but it's like a mail parcel... hmm... it's just really nice... the scent and all... even better coz it was wrapped nicely AND had a free make up bag. now all my make up's properly kept! (and yes, i finally remembered the fragrance's scent)
i tried to visist my friend at work but she was on her lunch break and when i went back to visit her after uni finished, she had just left for the day... if only i didnt hang around in the library ><""""
vivien's left for hk this arvo... i wish i could go to hk and shop with the other half of the world... *sobs*
what's with people and freaky emails??? gosh!!
anyhow~ i've had my rest for today...
SHOUT OUT TO ALICE COZ I CANT MAKE IT ON SATURDAY NIGHT!!! LOVE YOU HEAPS!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
love,
JYKW
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Ongoing Rants...
244PM
woke up over an hour ago...
tried to watch tv but nothing's on...
trying to do summer school work...
there seems to be a shortage of blue pens in my room... (???)
301PM
why is everyone vaccuming and cleaning when im trying to do work???
im hungry again... or do i mean im *still* hungry??
IE died just then, had to re-type my previous rant.
Microsoft sucks, but what can we do?
316PM
updating hotmail address book...
ok i am getting really distracted here...
326PM
just got called a promotions whore by Froozie...
QUOTE:
(l) f r o o z i e says:you're such a promotions whore, i swear! ;p
UNQUOTE.
i am going to focus on my work for the next hour...
346PM
cant stand it... i need food...
wish mum's back soon...
i need a... maid... ><""""
FOOD TIME!!!
530PM
剛剛看了 *哩咕哩咕新年財*...
now i wanna master mahjong...
647PM
i wanna get a straight perm...
ppls are coming back from overseas...
THAT'S SO GREAT!!
im not a nigel anymore, but then i still have summer school to go to... *daymn*
732PM
gonna go shower and make fried rice...
how about memoirs of a geisha on monday night?
849PM
whoo hoo!made my first PROPER-RESTRAUNT-WANNABE-FRIED-RICE!!
and it actually tastes nice!!!
1054PM
ok im gonna post this up...
nothing's happening and nothing's worth blogging right now...
raaaah!!!
JYKW
woke up over an hour ago...
tried to watch tv but nothing's on...
trying to do summer school work...
there seems to be a shortage of blue pens in my room... (???)
301PM
why is everyone vaccuming and cleaning when im trying to do work???
im hungry again... or do i mean im *still* hungry??
IE died just then, had to re-type my previous rant.
Microsoft sucks, but what can we do?
316PM
updating hotmail address book...
ok i am getting really distracted here...
326PM
just got called a promotions whore by Froozie...
QUOTE:
(l) f r o o z i e says:you're such a promotions whore, i swear! ;p
UNQUOTE.
i am going to focus on my work for the next hour...
346PM
cant stand it... i need food...
wish mum's back soon...
i need a... maid... ><""""
FOOD TIME!!!
530PM
剛剛看了 *哩咕哩咕新年財*...
now i wanna master mahjong...
647PM
i wanna get a straight perm...
ppls are coming back from overseas...
THAT'S SO GREAT!!
im not a nigel anymore, but then i still have summer school to go to... *daymn*
732PM
gonna go shower and make fried rice...
how about memoirs of a geisha on monday night?
849PM
whoo hoo!made my first PROPER-RESTRAUNT-WANNABE-FRIED-RICE!!
and it actually tastes nice!!!
1054PM
ok im gonna post this up...
nothing's happening and nothing's worth blogging right now...
raaaah!!!
JYKW
Clean Room...
it's been a while since my last post but heaps have been going through my head and man, everyday i feel like i want to post something up but i just dont have the time ><""
summer school's started and it's pretty fast i tell you. the pace is like 3wks/wk of summer school so 1 hour of summer school is 1 lecture of the semester course. yeh, we're in week 12 now... hahahha... so far i think im ok with stuff so, nothing to talk abt it here...
i got a bigger table to work on in my room now. and i was cleaning my room to make space for it and guess what? i found all these movie tickets in my desk draw...
in chronological order...
17/12/2002 - Ghost Ship
08/12/2003 - School of Rock
10/12/2003 - Texas Chainsaw Massacre
15/01/2004 - Last Samurai
16/04/2004 - The Passion Of The Christ
20/04/2004 - 50 First Dates
29/09/2004 - A Shark Tale
05/12/2004 - Saw
30/12/2004 - Incredibles
15/04/2005 - Ring 2
20/04/2005 - Amityville Horror
27/06/2005 - Madagascar
04/07/2005 - Mr & Mrs Smith
06/07/2005 - Batman: Begins
12/08/2005 - Wedding Crashers
28/09/2005 - Deuce Bigalow 2
29/11/2005 - Wolf Creek
now i am so sure i saw The Ring, Initial D, Hot Chic and many others at the movies and now i want my ticket back... hahaha... i havent seen a lot have i? oh well... i do have a dvd collection and a vcd collection! whoo hoo!!
and i also found tickets to other things i went to...
16/07/2004 - Finals 19/20th Century Concertos 1 at the Sydney Opera House (Sydney International Piano Competition)
20/08/2004 - Joey Yung Live Show Up 04 at the Sydney Entertainment Centre
22/04/2005 - Sam Hui Live In Sydney 05 at the Sydney Entertainment Centre
20/05/2005 - The Lion King at the Capitol Theatre
and i am soo sure i have been to some other concert recently too... i am going to start collecting the tickets i get... hehe...
who wants to watch memoirs of a geisha? I SO WANNA WATCH IT! but i have an exam on the 20th so i cant go and watch it when it comes out on the 19th. i really do believe that people should read the book before going to watch it because then you will be able to appreciate it more. and i want to watch it because of the actors. Zhang Ziyi is soo pretty, Ken Watanabe is soo handsome and Gong Li is just soo good at giving that bitchy look!! WHOO HOO!!
cant wait to see it!!
i'v got heaps more to go on about, but i'll do that next time...
HAVE A SAFE TRIP VIVIEN!!
JYKW
summer school's started and it's pretty fast i tell you. the pace is like 3wks/wk of summer school so 1 hour of summer school is 1 lecture of the semester course. yeh, we're in week 12 now... hahahha... so far i think im ok with stuff so, nothing to talk abt it here...
i got a bigger table to work on in my room now. and i was cleaning my room to make space for it and guess what? i found all these movie tickets in my desk draw...
in chronological order...
17/12/2002 - Ghost Ship
08/12/2003 - School of Rock
10/12/2003 - Texas Chainsaw Massacre
15/01/2004 - Last Samurai
16/04/2004 - The Passion Of The Christ
20/04/2004 - 50 First Dates
29/09/2004 - A Shark Tale
05/12/2004 - Saw
30/12/2004 - Incredibles
15/04/2005 - Ring 2
20/04/2005 - Amityville Horror
27/06/2005 - Madagascar
04/07/2005 - Mr & Mrs Smith
06/07/2005 - Batman: Begins
12/08/2005 - Wedding Crashers
28/09/2005 - Deuce Bigalow 2
29/11/2005 - Wolf Creek
now i am so sure i saw The Ring, Initial D, Hot Chic and many others at the movies and now i want my ticket back... hahaha... i havent seen a lot have i? oh well... i do have a dvd collection and a vcd collection! whoo hoo!!
and i also found tickets to other things i went to...
16/07/2004 - Finals 19/20th Century Concertos 1 at the Sydney Opera House (Sydney International Piano Competition)
20/08/2004 - Joey Yung Live Show Up 04 at the Sydney Entertainment Centre
22/04/2005 - Sam Hui Live In Sydney 05 at the Sydney Entertainment Centre
20/05/2005 - The Lion King at the Capitol Theatre
and i am soo sure i have been to some other concert recently too... i am going to start collecting the tickets i get... hehe...
who wants to watch memoirs of a geisha? I SO WANNA WATCH IT! but i have an exam on the 20th so i cant go and watch it when it comes out on the 19th. i really do believe that people should read the book before going to watch it because then you will be able to appreciate it more. and i want to watch it because of the actors. Zhang Ziyi is soo pretty, Ken Watanabe is soo handsome and Gong Li is just soo good at giving that bitchy look!! WHOO HOO!!
cant wait to see it!!
i'v got heaps more to go on about, but i'll do that next time...
HAVE A SAFE TRIP VIVIEN!!
JYKW
Saturday, December 31, 2005
The Night Before NYE... (and NYE)...
just as i wanna start, the door bell rings... hold up ppls...
~~
ok my boss and his family just came over for an hour... how nice of them... they got me a blue butterfly pin thing from cairns. man i feel so bad now if i screw up at work... ><"" but hey im still on holidays~!
so, how was christmas for everyone? i really enjoyed christmas this year, maybe it's because i didnt expect much to happen, and things happen when you least expect them to... hehe =)
one thing i've noticed with every christmas is that kids are forced to take pics with santa claus. for goodness' sakes, i recon parents with kids under the age of 5 years should all be banned from taking their kids to those santa photo stands. i really dont see the point in making a 3 year old freak out totally just because the parents wants a pic of santa claus. if they really want one, why dont they go and take one themselves? the kid is totally freaked, how would you feel if you were made to sit on a guy's lap and look happy? the guy is a total stranger who hasnt shaved for the past 15 years and he's friggin wearing a massive red coat, long trousers and boots right in the middle of summer. total pedophaelia i recon (however u spell that)...
what else? oh yes, i've finally realised what hampers are for... hahahaha after making 50 million of them at work, i've realised that hampers are actually encouraging people to use their money in other things, such as christmas presents. it's like *oh i see that you probably dont have enough money to spend on christmas presents so i'll buy you some food so u can spend those food money on presents for me*. there's a hint of goodness in hampers i guess because you are trying to help people feel like celebrating the festive season.
and oh yeh, i dont see why people dont sing the birthday song as christmas carols... i mean, it is the birth of Jesus, right? although it's been proved that His actual birthday was around april sometime, but hey, the wise men found him then, right? so basically we're having a late birthday party every year? so why arent we singing birthday songs to Him? thank God there're no birthday punches...
so basically that's a different aspect of christmas from me this year...
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i was given a link to someone's blog today and man, it's getting addictive reading this chic's blog. i mean, she has the time to write so much basically every day? and man, she sounds soo much like a freak haha... and people actually comment on her thing soo often, like one time 24 people commented... no, there's no hint of jealousy in mentioning all this, it's just that people do have a net life... i wonder what she's like in real life... yeh?
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hmm ok, now back to my life... hahaha...
i am starting to get really confused about what my parents want from me these days... they go off at my brother for staring at his computer all day, playing net games and holding forums etc. and they say to him like he's gonna lose all the communicating skills and he wont be able to have proper relationships with people etc because all he can do is communicate on the internet and not in real life. and then what do they do? they try to lock me up from going out and meeting my friends? they say they dont see a point in bumming with my friends, not even at their houses because it's useless? ok, u dont want my bro to stare at the computer screen all day, but u guys dont want me to see my friends either? im soo confused... ><"""
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so yeh, summer school's going to start soon... wish me luck ><"" far out the whole world's in hong kong right now... i wish i was there with you guys!!
until next time...
JYKW
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ok my boss and his family just came over for an hour... how nice of them... they got me a blue butterfly pin thing from cairns. man i feel so bad now if i screw up at work... ><"" but hey im still on holidays~!
so, how was christmas for everyone? i really enjoyed christmas this year, maybe it's because i didnt expect much to happen, and things happen when you least expect them to... hehe =)
one thing i've noticed with every christmas is that kids are forced to take pics with santa claus. for goodness' sakes, i recon parents with kids under the age of 5 years should all be banned from taking their kids to those santa photo stands. i really dont see the point in making a 3 year old freak out totally just because the parents wants a pic of santa claus. if they really want one, why dont they go and take one themselves? the kid is totally freaked, how would you feel if you were made to sit on a guy's lap and look happy? the guy is a total stranger who hasnt shaved for the past 15 years and he's friggin wearing a massive red coat, long trousers and boots right in the middle of summer. total pedophaelia i recon (however u spell that)...
what else? oh yes, i've finally realised what hampers are for... hahahaha after making 50 million of them at work, i've realised that hampers are actually encouraging people to use their money in other things, such as christmas presents. it's like *oh i see that you probably dont have enough money to spend on christmas presents so i'll buy you some food so u can spend those food money on presents for me*. there's a hint of goodness in hampers i guess because you are trying to help people feel like celebrating the festive season.
and oh yeh, i dont see why people dont sing the birthday song as christmas carols... i mean, it is the birth of Jesus, right? although it's been proved that His actual birthday was around april sometime, but hey, the wise men found him then, right? so basically we're having a late birthday party every year? so why arent we singing birthday songs to Him? thank God there're no birthday punches...
so basically that's a different aspect of christmas from me this year...
~
i was given a link to someone's blog today and man, it's getting addictive reading this chic's blog. i mean, she has the time to write so much basically every day? and man, she sounds soo much like a freak haha... and people actually comment on her thing soo often, like one time 24 people commented... no, there's no hint of jealousy in mentioning all this, it's just that people do have a net life... i wonder what she's like in real life... yeh?
~
hmm ok, now back to my life... hahaha...
i am starting to get really confused about what my parents want from me these days... they go off at my brother for staring at his computer all day, playing net games and holding forums etc. and they say to him like he's gonna lose all the communicating skills and he wont be able to have proper relationships with people etc because all he can do is communicate on the internet and not in real life. and then what do they do? they try to lock me up from going out and meeting my friends? they say they dont see a point in bumming with my friends, not even at their houses because it's useless? ok, u dont want my bro to stare at the computer screen all day, but u guys dont want me to see my friends either? im soo confused... ><"""
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so yeh, summer school's going to start soon... wish me luck ><"" far out the whole world's in hong kong right now... i wish i was there with you guys!!
until next time...
JYKW
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Scabbed this from a friend's blog...
Which tree did you fall from?
WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?
Dec 23 to Jan 01- Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11- Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24- Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03- Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08- Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18- Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28- Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10- Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20- Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only)- Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31- Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10- Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20- Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30- Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14- Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24- Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03- Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13- Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23- Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only)- Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04- Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14- Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25- Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04- Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13- Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23- Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02- Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12- Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22- Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only)- Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03- Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13- Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 2- Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21- Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01- Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11- Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21- Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only)- Beech Tree
TREES (in alphabetical order)
Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.
Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.
Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).
Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like any thing in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.
Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions..
Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, attractive, physically fit.
Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.
Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.
Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.
Fir Tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.
Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.
Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
Lime Tree (Doubt) -- intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.
Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.
Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.
Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, expressive, well-empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.
Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.
Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.
Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.
Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.
Weeping Willow (Melancholy) -- likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.
WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?
Dec 23 to Jan 01- Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11- Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24- Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03- Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08- Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18- Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28- Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10- Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20- Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only)- Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31- Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10- Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20- Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30- Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14- Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24- Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03- Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13- Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23- Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only)- Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04- Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14- Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25- Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04- Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13- Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23- Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02- Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12- Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22- Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only)- Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03- Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13- Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 2- Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21- Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01- Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11- Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21- Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only)- Beech Tree
TREES (in alphabetical order)
Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.
Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.
Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).
Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like any thing in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.
Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions..
Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, attractive, physically fit.
Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.
Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.
Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.
Fir Tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.
Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.
Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
Lime Tree (Doubt) -- intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.
Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.
Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.
Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, expressive, well-empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.
Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.
Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.
Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.
Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.
Weeping Willow (Melancholy) -- likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.
Monday, December 19, 2005
~Luncheon~
had lunch with my aiyah sister today. she went to get her hair trimmed and now i feel like totally chopping my hair short. heaps of ppls have had their hair trimmed lately and M said she looks like a punk now... I WANT PUNK HAIR TOO!! hahaha... maybe later when i FULLY feel like it because maybe im just peer-pressured? haha.
ooh, i wanna go shopping!! argh!! and i dont want summer school to start...
horoscopes said in 2006 heaps of gossip and rumours will spread about me... ><""" pah-leese!! and the horoscopes said i'll feel lonely in 2006 as well... someone out there help me!! i dont want to be alone... =(
JYKW
ooh, i wanna go shopping!! argh!! and i dont want summer school to start...
horoscopes said in 2006 heaps of gossip and rumours will spread about me... ><""" pah-leese!! and the horoscopes said i'll feel lonely in 2006 as well... someone out there help me!! i dont want to be alone... =(
JYKW
Appreciate What You Have...
something i've learnt recently, which made me realise and understand more of the position i have in people's eyes... obviously, it may seem subjective but then there is never one side to the story and issues dont only involve one person...
i guess this lesson has taught me how to let go because obviously there is no point in being so attached to something you have no influence over. that would only be bringing more worries and pain. there is no point for me to hope for so much because that would be giving those around me pressure to fulfil that expectation. if the expectation is not satisfied, i would be just as disappointed. then why have the expectation in the first place. this doesnt mean not to have standards and goals but i recon we should just deal with ourselves and be strict on how we are as a person ourselves rather than care and worry about how others choose to behave and act.
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ok enough reflection, my new mobile is really cool and gosh i can stay up all night personalising it hahahaha
whoo!! flip phones!!
i guess this lesson has taught me how to let go because obviously there is no point in being so attached to something you have no influence over. that would only be bringing more worries and pain. there is no point for me to hope for so much because that would be giving those around me pressure to fulfil that expectation. if the expectation is not satisfied, i would be just as disappointed. then why have the expectation in the first place. this doesnt mean not to have standards and goals but i recon we should just deal with ourselves and be strict on how we are as a person ourselves rather than care and worry about how others choose to behave and act.
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ok enough reflection, my new mobile is really cool and gosh i can stay up all night personalising it hahahaha
whoo!! flip phones!!
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Yay!!
how cool!
good things come in waves... so do bad things... but oh well!! im on a roll here!
got my uni results and i am pleased to say that i did not fail anything, not even close to failing... and i can happily say that i am a B-Grade student... hahaha... now all i need is to maintain this for the rest of my uni life... hehe...
went shopping with mum yesterday at Towers and bought her a sandwich press... then bought my *mum* 2 jurlique products... got some free samples too beause of the amount i spent there... which wasnt a lot to be honest because i normally spend more than that on myself... hehe but hey MYER ONE POINTS!! FLY BUY POINTS!! dont we all just love shopping???
i have been dreaming of a new phone... a thin, flip phone... and i finally got one with 3G upgrades... literally paid nothing, signed 2 papers and left with a free LG U880 silver, 256MB flash external memory card, sony headphones and basically a really good day... all this happened today!! yay!! hahaha...
i was so stupid... hahaha the external memory card is really tiny right? well i totally missed it in the box and i said to the chic, *where's the memory card?* and she was like *there* and i was like *where?* and THEN i realised it was the red thing... man, technology these days...
got paid today as well and finally im a rich woman again... hahaha... cant wait till Christmas...
but i am having parties dilema right now... *sigh* hope i can work it out...
anyways! the good shall outweigh the bad!!!
love
JYKW
good things come in waves... so do bad things... but oh well!! im on a roll here!
got my uni results and i am pleased to say that i did not fail anything, not even close to failing... and i can happily say that i am a B-Grade student... hahaha... now all i need is to maintain this for the rest of my uni life... hehe...
went shopping with mum yesterday at Towers and bought her a sandwich press... then bought my *mum* 2 jurlique products... got some free samples too beause of the amount i spent there... which wasnt a lot to be honest because i normally spend more than that on myself... hehe but hey MYER ONE POINTS!! FLY BUY POINTS!! dont we all just love shopping???
i have been dreaming of a new phone... a thin, flip phone... and i finally got one with 3G upgrades... literally paid nothing, signed 2 papers and left with a free LG U880 silver, 256MB flash external memory card, sony headphones and basically a really good day... all this happened today!! yay!! hahaha...
i was so stupid... hahaha the external memory card is really tiny right? well i totally missed it in the box and i said to the chic, *where's the memory card?* and she was like *there* and i was like *where?* and THEN i realised it was the red thing... man, technology these days...
got paid today as well and finally im a rich woman again... hahaha... cant wait till Christmas...
but i am having parties dilema right now... *sigh* hope i can work it out...
anyways! the good shall outweigh the bad!!!
love
JYKW
Thursday, December 15, 2005
(x) Things
( ) smoked a cigarette (from me: what about other things? but then, yes and no i guess?)
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your internet friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been skiing
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car
(x) had braces
( ) eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to the flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didnt take a shower for a week.
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others would say
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're cute by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someones name
( ) French braided someones hair
(x) been kissed by someone you didn't like
( ) gone skinny dipping in a lake
(x) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
(x) been kicked out of your house
( ) been pushed into the snow w/ shorts & a tanktop on
( ) been kissed in school
( ) had superglue in your eye
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your internet friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been skiing
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car
(x) had braces
( ) eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to the flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didnt take a shower for a week.
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others would say
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're cute by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someones name
( ) French braided someones hair
(x) been kissed by someone you didn't like
( ) gone skinny dipping in a lake
(x) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
(x) been kicked out of your house
( ) been pushed into the snow w/ shorts & a tanktop on
( ) been kissed in school
( ) had superglue in your eye
Monday, December 12, 2005
Hair Hair Hair...
hmm...
ok, im going to stress-less, not full damage my hair after i wash it and take supplements???
im not sure about the supplements bit because im kinda feeling it's got something to do with the fact that i have long hair? this didnt happen when i had short hair... and maybe it is because i used to colour my hair too often... my hair's still not totally black even though i havent coloured it for well over a year... the hairdresser said it's coz i used to colour too often... *sigh* the result of trendiness... hahaha...
so im gonna give these a try hehe...
nice!!
JYKW
ok, im going to stress-less, not full damage my hair after i wash it and take supplements???
im not sure about the supplements bit because im kinda feeling it's got something to do with the fact that i have long hair? this didnt happen when i had short hair... and maybe it is because i used to colour my hair too often... my hair's still not totally black even though i havent coloured it for well over a year... the hairdresser said it's coz i used to colour too often... *sigh* the result of trendiness... hahaha...
so im gonna give these a try hehe...
nice!!
JYKW
Friday, December 09, 2005
How Much Hair To Lose?
something came up today...
how much hair are supposed to lose each time we wash our hair? better still, how much hair are we supposed to lose in a day?
because each time i wash my hair these days, i'v been losing A LOT of hair... literally im like pully my hair out by the *jup*... in other words, like a whole bit... and everyday, i've been noticing as well, each time my hair kind of moves, a few strands fall out... and then when i wake up i see hair in my pillow...
am i sick? do i have too much salt in my diet? i know i havent been eating msg coz mum said she hasnt used anything artificial in our food... hmm...
can someone answer that question for me??
AM I SICK???
JYKW
how much hair are supposed to lose each time we wash our hair? better still, how much hair are we supposed to lose in a day?
because each time i wash my hair these days, i'v been losing A LOT of hair... literally im like pully my hair out by the *jup*... in other words, like a whole bit... and everyday, i've been noticing as well, each time my hair kind of moves, a few strands fall out... and then when i wake up i see hair in my pillow...
am i sick? do i have too much salt in my diet? i know i havent been eating msg coz mum said she hasnt used anything artificial in our food... hmm...
can someone answer that question for me??
AM I SICK???
JYKW
Monday, December 05, 2005
woah woah woah~~ 5 days!
wow it's been 5 days since my last post...
this is so gay... 2 parties are on on the SAME DAY... i so dont know how to decide which one to go to... *sigh*... one's a 21st and the other's a post-Christmas/pre-NYE party... maybe i can go to the 21st and then go to the other one??? hmmmm...
life feels a lot more fulfilling and meaningful when you're in touch with your spiritual side... which i have been trying to do for the past 2 days... hmm...
oh gosh... i really cant stand children who chuck tantrums right in the middle of a shopping centre... seriously, parents should give their children certain amounts of discipline because those kids are going to grow up with the wrong idea that they can chuck tantrums to get things to go their way... *sigh*...
im planning to turn anti-social this week... haha but if there's something on... i might think about it... far out i cant believe i still have a curfew during the holidays... but then... im sure there are somethings that i can *chuck-a-tantrum-about* (NOT) haha just to get it going my way... right?? =P
JYKW
this is so gay... 2 parties are on on the SAME DAY... i so dont know how to decide which one to go to... *sigh*... one's a 21st and the other's a post-Christmas/pre-NYE party... maybe i can go to the 21st and then go to the other one??? hmmmm...
life feels a lot more fulfilling and meaningful when you're in touch with your spiritual side... which i have been trying to do for the past 2 days... hmm...
oh gosh... i really cant stand children who chuck tantrums right in the middle of a shopping centre... seriously, parents should give their children certain amounts of discipline because those kids are going to grow up with the wrong idea that they can chuck tantrums to get things to go their way... *sigh*...
im planning to turn anti-social this week... haha but if there's something on... i might think about it... far out i cant believe i still have a curfew during the holidays... but then... im sure there are somethings that i can *chuck-a-tantrum-about* (NOT) haha just to get it going my way... right?? =P
JYKW
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