got my test results back... barely made a D... what a great boarderline student i am... *sigh*... wonder how i'll go in my finals?
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feeling a bit used today. last night, i was feeling a bit better from the backstabbing incidences to be able to rant on about it in a blog entry. right now?? i feel absolutely used. ><"""
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so much for all the things you have said. so much for all the things you said you would do for me. really, there is honestly no such thing as 天長地久. everything is 曾經擁有. yes, block me, ignore me, 敷衍 me... everything is just a 應酬, is that right?
guess what? if that's what you want, that's what you'll get. dont come around to ask me for help or favours again, because im not going to help you anymore. i really dont care about this. i was told to go for the things i want in life, i tried and it's not my fault if u turn around in the future and realise u've made the biggest mistake in your life.
go tell your mum and sister and all those aunties what you have done. i know i've been stupid enough but let's just see how people perceive you then aye?
i dont know what you want and i dont intend on finding out either, now. i wanted to know before because you were basically cold then hot then cold then hot. what's with the smses and phone calls and chats? what's with the sudden ignoring and sudden *im busy* attitude?
i hope you have a good life.
JYKW
... because words can do so much ...
About Me
- JYKW
- There is someone out there for everyone. Each day that passes, is a day closer to each other. It is not because of love. It is because, you were meant for me.
4 comments:
thanks froozie~~
it's really nice to know that you actually understand that im not just angry... more like im beyond angry to the point that im actually really sad about this.
totally unhappy...
love you heaps afrooz~~
Whilst this entry was most likely written when you were angry, I can't help but feel the amount of sadness in this post :( I'm sorry Jess for what this person has caused you ..
I think it's brave of you to post this on a public site especially considering what a personal issue it is to you.
Cold-then-hot-then-cold-then-hot people frustrate me then plain cold, mean people .. because at least mean people stay mean. Those that alternate between friendliness and cruelty are the worst kind .. they get your hopes up in terms of everything being in ok but they also have the ability to make you doubt yourself and the friendship.
Wish you all the best and hope you do something for *yourself* this time. Sometimes we spend so much effort trying to please those around us that we forget how to respect ourselves.
heey !! JESS!! ><"" are you ok?? poo poo.. aiya.. cheer up laa ho mo? Sorry I've been out a bit recently and haven't really had the time to chat with you.. cheer up man! think of my stupid face trying to sing "Justin" haha, bet u'll smile :) hehe
anyways la, don't worry too much yeh? Things usually fix themselves, the more you worry the more you'll just see the faults that lies within.~
why r u sorry?
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