Thursday, March 30, 2006
Froozie, READ THIS!!!
THIS IS FOR FROOZIE...
WHO'S HOT??? (please read the following para with one of those blonde *ah huh* tones)
o m g hello, froozie, how can i EVER forget KYLIE MINOGUE?!?!? like, i've been in love with her since... like, since high school!!! nerr!! yes, she'll always look pretty and hot and DUH i love her music...
hehehe omg have i ever told you how joe was gonna get tickets for me and him (duh) to go watch her concert BEFORE her whole cancer thing?? i was soo happy when he said he could get really good tickets coz he was at CBA and stuff... but then she got sick... i was sad when she was sick... awww BUT NOW SHE'S GETTING BETTER!! WHOO HOO!!
it's just that i get bagged out all the time when i talk about kylie minogue... joe keeps on telling me how she's not THAT great but since i like her, he'll just accept her (or something like that... i tend to tune out when he bags me and kylie out...)
oh lee harding is just crap. gosh, get a life lee... BUT SERIOUSLY, ROGUE TRADERS!!! ARGH!!! gosh i hate that chic when she's on neighbours... (omg i cant remember her name right now and i dont want to google her haha) but she's soo cool hahahaha... froozie, seriously, rogue traders... serious...
not lee harding... please... (ARGH [crap] I'VE IMMORTALISED LEE HARDING ON MY BLOG!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ><""" that's it im gonna go bold kylie's name...)
anyways, im outta here in like... hmm... 1 hour and 15 mins!! WHOO HOO!! so im kinda in a hurry right now, but i thought i'll make this entry just for afroooooooooooooooooooz... hehehehehe
oh yeh had a mid sem today... FULLY O M G hahaha... more on that next time...
love you heaps froozie hahahahaha and i'll see you at uni... somewhere... haha
JYKW
Monday, March 27, 2006
Dropping By To Say Hi
yeh, im over the whole depression state now. i think it really is hormonal and i should try to somehow control it? resolve it? sometimes i think if i dont control it, it kinda gets the better of me.
it's so true when they say good things come in waves (same with bad things) and i recon it's all because of our heart. it's like, we're already traumatised by the initial incident and everything else we experience will somehow be related to that initial thing. it's just a matter of observing and accepting, i recon. *sigh* it's easy for me to say all this now because im not *in* the whole hormonal state. thank God that only happens for 2-3 days every month. =)
contentment brings happiness.
right now, im just waiting for the songs to transfer into my phone so i can listen to them at uni. hkie music is really getting annoyingly crap lately, and im a little too behind in jap music to catch up... what to do?
i was at mac cen with jo on thursday and we have officially decided who's hot and who's not in terms of music/entertainment...
hot is...
PCD (!!!)
robbie williams
james blunt
rogue traders (!!!)
gwen stefani (thats just from me haha)
just nono...
maroon 5
yeh that's about it for the *not*s... hahaha it's only because our maroon 5 cd is gathering dust at home.
who do i just cant get enough of? norah jones! her songs make me feel so much better. even though i blast rock music into my ears: into my brain, during my lows of the month, i still turn to norah for that special... umm... comfort (?) i need. too bad none of my exs appreciated my special *mellow* collection of kd lang, norah jones, jewel etc etc. it would be nice if i can share my special music with my special someone... =) they've all kinda stuck to one type of music and especially one ex who has a rock band of his own...
over the past month, apart from *proof*, which i really want to see, still, i've wanted to chuck a visit to the art gallery. carol, jo and i were at SAM on thursday afternoon (after the whole evacuation thing jo and i (mainly me, i admit) started in our econ350 lecture...) and we saw these postcards advertising sam taylor-wood's *crying men* (2002-2004). carol and i were like *omg i really want to go see that* and it was like really cool because we literally said it at the same time. we both have even seen the same reviews and articles on it. =D i really hope i do get a chance to go see it at MCA... ooh ooh and i would also like to see *self portrait: renaissance to contemporary* at the NSW art gallery. *haii* it's really hard to find someone who thinks on the same wave length as ourselves and actually appreciates similar things. *i think i'll take my mum to the art gallery*... haha!!
i've spent a long time today trying to look for my tweezers. i seriously recon i had my tweezers on my table. ><""" i really need them!! aiya!!
ooh one thing that made me really happy today was when i found out *proof* is shown at this random cinema at circular quay. gosh, why didnt i read the paper before? the net sucks when it comes to random movie theatres... hehehe i hope it's still showning when i get the chance to go!
anyways, my phone's ringing~ sooo
tata la~
JYKW
Friday, March 24, 2006
*haii AZNs...
http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=15733
it was funny when i was watching it, but then it doesnt really say anything...
so what's with asian chics and white guys? i dont know... oh well, im not gonna waste time thinking about these things again... hahaahahaha
hehe~~
enjoy!
JYKW
YAY!!! THIS IS SO COOL!!!
You scored as French. French!
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HOW COOL IS THAT!?!?!? IM GONNA BE HKIE AND FRENCH!! WHAT A DREAM COME TRUE!!! so basically, im like a french, a hkie, a chinese and a bit like a brit~~ that's seriously awesome. hehehehehehehehe i cant get over this!!!
hehehehehehehehehe!!! OUI OUI!!! hai arrrrrrrrrr!! i feel i am chiu ging lor!!
hoi sum sei lar!!! hehehehehehehehehehehehe... =D
JYKW
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Like, Don't...?
had breakfast at macca's with mum... wow i havent had that for AGES! maybe, like a month or something. haha. anyways what happened then isn't important.
during my property lecture, i drew a flower on jon's notes just to distract him. because seriously, when you're studying and you see like a little drawing on your notes from your friends, IT TOTALLY CHUCKS YOU OUT OF CONCENTRATION MODE. hahaha even like a little distraction like a line or like those little smiles =) hahaha. well, at first i drew a flower on jon's notes and called him gay. and then he drew a beer bottle and wrote *beer*. i was like *err*... and so i made the whole corner of his paper a massive master piece... there was a flower, a tree with an owl sitting inside, 2 birds, 2 clouds, a sun with a smiley face and grass patches... jo cracked up at us two and then jon drew a friggin drumstick ><""" i thought i was smart because i drew a massive burger on the next page of his notes. HAHAHAHA
speaking of distractions, jo was telling me how when she ws studying crim last year, she saw a flower i drew on her notes during our tut and that totally threw her off and made her think of all the shopping we did and stuff in HK... and then i remembered how last year in my crim tut, andre wrote hi on my notes when i hardly talked to him and he said he wanted to distract me when i study crim.... i told him i dont study the notes i write in my tut... HAHAHAHA IDIOT!!! sucked in loser...!!!
yeh that's law for you...
haha... then i had my weekly property law tut and it sucked totally. i hate property law. i hate law. i hate uni. i just want to go out and shop and work and get money and spend money etc etc.
jo and i have decided to meet up tomorrow for coffee before econ350 at 1. it's already a week since we jigged that lecture to go shop in the city. that was so fun last week. can't believe it's been a week, A WHOLE FRIGGIN WEEK already. it's not fair. i want my 3 months summer holidays again. i basically didnt have a holiday because i had summer school.
i hope im not going to screw up any subjects this semester. i mean, i've had my share of getting screwed over with uni results... ive totally given up on the things that distracted me from doing uni work and honestly, PLEASE dont let me fail. ><""""
totally traumatised... not funny...
what's not funny is how disgusting my presentation result was o m g it's not fair. this week's people were let off soo much lighter than last week. my tutor was so strict with us last week and then this week she gets some other tutor to come in and she's like fully nice and gave answers for everything. it's not funny. my mark is a total disgrace. i've never done so bad in ANY LAW PRESENTATION before. ><"""
yes, depression is setting in once again... uni sucks...
i mean, i was already cut enough last night when adults told me that my behaviour is *slutty* (in layman terms). i was literally *WTF?!?!* when they were being such cryptic bytches and hinted how i lead guys on by how i laugh and smile and talk and stuff... gosh, am i like totally wrong to get embarrassed? oh so im not supposed to laugh or smile anymore? or am i not allowed to blush when im embarrassed?
so basically, guys dig the way im a friggin spastic around people? to me, i honestly dont care how guys around me feel or act or whatever because if they're stupid enough to think im leading them on or think they can have a chance, then obviously it's not my problem and it's out of my reach to help them.
moving on, road rage. i admit, im one of those people with attitudes on the road who encourages others not to let people cut in front. it was totally jammed on epping road this evening and there were all these jackasses who thought they could drive on the T3 lanes just to cut into the jam. i got pissed off and told dad not to let anyone cut in front. haha interestingly enough, dad acutally listened to me. and guess what, this guy fully gave us the finger when his car was like 30cms away from our car. but then dad was so nice to let him cut in front.
my justification for not letting them in is that they shouldnt abuse the T3 lanes like that. and then dad was saying how that would increase the chance of a collision. my reasoning behind that is that people are not stupid enough to let their own car come THAT close to another car. they'll expect you to let them cut in but then if you ignore them and drive straight forward, they'll give up because they wouldnt want to scratch their car. i dont care. come close. scratch my car. i dont care... hahaha dad called me stubborn... i say im going to stick to my principles. =) i'll let them in when i feel like it.
yes, im feeling bytchy lately.
i'll get over it. it's hormonal.
JYKW
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Long Time No See...
im finding these blogging moments i get at uni are getting a bit boring... it's like, im just doing this to pass time. nothign interesting to say.
oh well, so what happened today?
ooh, mum's car died again and this time, the stupid bomb's fan wasn't working properly. like it wasnt connected properly to the batteries or somethng. i've never seen a car mech. with such clean hands before. his finger nails were all white and clean. made me wonder if he knew what he was doing. haha...
and then when i was over at an aunty's house for food, this guy called me out for lunch. i was like errr when i first saw his name flashing on my phone. seriously, i've only seen him once and gosh that was last year. i dont even remember HOW he looks. i saw his name flashing and i was like thinking to myself *ummmm who the...* haha it was kidna weird because he asked if i remembered who he was and i was like *umm of course i remember, i havent deleted u from my phone yet* aiya im slack... oh well, moving on...
i was printing the notes i need for tonight's lecture when this guy LITERALLY came up behind me and was FULLY staring over my shoulders. i was sooooo annoyed. i gave him the BIGGEST *nice* DIRTY ever and he backed up like 5cms. i didnt like that at all. so i took me time clicking here and there just to waste time. i had to get my revenge. muahahahahahaha. and then i couldnt help myself and i said to him *if u want to print u can use the other computer next to me* i was trying to be nice. i tried. gosh i felt soo uncomfortable. i hate it when randoms breathe down my neck like they're watching everything i do. i so didnt care if he was in a hurry. but then i saw there was a long line behind him so i picked up my own things and went to the other computer. i was only doing that for the other people. NOT HIM.
I WANTED TO KICK HIM!!! argh!! NO ONE and i say NO ONE WILL EVER PRESSURE ME LIKE THAT!!! honetly, i wouldnt kick him, but if he stood any closer i would have told him off... not like i've never done that to a stranger giving me the creeps...
ok im a bitch.
let's end on that note.
=P
JYKW
ps. yay yesterday was the first day of my 49CAP!!! whoo hoo!! im not gonna spend that much on my phone bill anymore!! yay!! im so happy. oh yeh and i asked mum to fully explain the terms and conditions of my financial/physical grounds. im happy with the compromises... =)
Monday, March 20, 2006
Why???
i really want to see Proof but then it's just not shown ANYWHERE close to me. that's such a bytch. ><""
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im at uni right now, waiting for pam and carol to get here. gosh im feeling cold coz the air con is literally, directly above me. *shivers*.
oooh, shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. dont tell anyone. I SPENT MONEY TODAY!!! whoo hoo!! i got new eye shadow from chanel. hahaha okok, it's not that bad because i was going to get it last week. so from today, im totally serious with this financial grounding business. ooh yeh, just to add to the list, i got a new top from jayjays on saturday. IT WAS $5, OK??? bargain. cheap. there you go. and it had a really good message on it... REALLY GOOD... im not gonna post it up coz then it wouldnt be funny when you readers see it.
mum's not gonna know. muahahahahahahahahahaha *evil laughs harder* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
i was at borders bookshop this arvo when i was waiting for chris and jo, and i saw the lost in translation soundtrack. hahaha i guess there is another copy out there!! but then when i was about to take it to the counter, i remembered... i had to get the pink eye shadow from chanel. =) oh how cheap was i today??!! i stood in front of the tv at borders just to watch pride and prejudice. hahaha keira knightley is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty. and and who's the guy from bridget jones?? umm umm, colin firth? *let me google that frist*... yeh omg colin firth is SOOOOOOOOOOO handsome. seriously, if i was bridget jones, i'd be like omg who cares about hugh grant... ><"" i think it's the english accent... gosh, Renée Zellweger does it soooooooo well. i wish i can, too... =S
hmm there's this guy sitting at my 10 o'clock... o m g wht's his problem? every now and then when i look up to think, he's like staring at me. do i have something on my face? crap... let me check... ERR NOOOO... that's it, im leaving this place...
tata la~~
SHOUT OUT: JIEUN... I HOPE THE ARTICLE I POSTED ON MY XANGA HELPED YOUR FRIENDS =)
JYKW
Anal
last time i made an entry FULLY on zero tolerances: when i first started to blog on my xanga. that was literally my first blog entry and yes, i was already so full on opinionated about petty things in life. HEY!! im a chic. GET OVER IT.
now, i shall start with what i am FULLY ANAL with.
how my money is organised in my wallet. all windows must be aligned. all notes must be put in ascending order. all notes will be straight: no creases, no folds. i really do hate it when my money's upside-down or when the clear bits (hence windows) arent aligned. or when a corner is folded in and when i take that note out, im like *errr ARGH!* that is why im not into those small wallets because i like to lay my note money straight in my wallet. hate it when customers come in and pay for flowers or something with scrunched up money. IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. ok?
punctuation. i hate it when people misplace apostrophes and commas. it's really irritating. makes me want to scream and tell them to re-write the whole thing.
yeh these 2 things are really important to me. gives me the shytes if someone violates any of my laws.
are you anal, too?
JYKW
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Solitare (and the sound of my own thoughts...)
blogging
No, i meant before...
i was playing solitare on my computer and before that i was playing solitare on my phone...
Why?
because im bored
Why?
because i have nothing to do(?)
Oh really?
no, i actually do have a lot to do
Then why dont u do those things?
because im procrastinating
Gosh, just stop it!
well, tell me to stop talking to myself in my head then i will...
oh well, too bad, you're crazy...
but solitare is so fun! (fark, i am hearing voices in my head...)
JYKW
ps. and yes, that seriously was what i was thinking before. ><""" better get on with the stuff due tomoro now.
tata la~
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Back to work, with Jane Austen...
before anything happens, check out the break up article ive posted on my xanga!!!
ok continuing on...
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wow, it's the first day back at work after nearly 2 weeks of dole-bludging. im feeling quite relieved actually because i didnt realise how much i missed work. apart from the money i get (CA$H!!), it's the incredibly long periods of time i get to myself at work, when i can contemplate different issues in life: mainly just *stuff* that happens in *my* life.
im starting to appreciate work.
i've just rejected an invitation to a monthly meet up thing, which i have been waiting for since the beginning of the month, purely because im grounded, both physically and financially. im kicking myself for the huge amounts i have spent, but i must admit, a big chunk of my money went to 3G.
im a loyal customer.
had my last taste of freedom yesterday when i (shh dont tell mum), jigged a 3 hour-lecture, just to go shopping and hang out with jo in the city and then met up with ross for a movie/dinner. i did try to invite more people to the movie but then i got dogged. not the first time, and it aint the last.
i can resist from spending. i CAN!
i havent enjoyed myself like yesterday for a long long time. possibly because i knew im going to get incarcerated as from today: I am financially grounded and physically grounded… so who wouldnt make the most out of their last day? i did control myself from leaking funds from my wallet, or injecting useless crap into my collection of freebies, whichever way you want to look at it. the shiseido ladies were really pushy but the YSL guy was really nice. i havent smelt the concoction of so many eau de parfum, eau de toilette, creams, lotions, whatever fragrances, for so long. yet, i have not felt so stingy literally like an asian for so long.
it's in my blood to be a tight-ass.
the body shop was fun. REALLY FUN! sting-i-ness has never been so great in my life before. jo and i tried on so many bronzers, eye shadows, lip glosses etc etc that our arms and the back of our hands were covered with different shades of foundation, concealers, whatever make up a girl can buy. the best part was when jo wanted to take these bronzers off her cheeks because they LOOKED CRAP (seriously, the body shop should not have them on the shelves) so what did TIGHT-JESS do??? i got the cleansing cotton pads, squirted tester aloe vera cleansing milk on, and helped jo cleanse her face. i even got her tea-tree refreshening toner as well. HAHAHAHA TRUST ME TO MILK THE JUICES OUT OF TESTERS!!!
must admit: im still cool, even when im tight.
met up with ross after that. watched *when a stranger calls* instead of *proof* because george street cinema was TOO CRAP to show it. i still REALLY WANT TO watch *proof* but i guess i'll have to wait for next time.
JYKW is now a movie critic.
i shall give the movie a 6/10, max, 6.5/10. ross gave it a 4.5/10. HE FAILED IT!! i recon it's because of the chic's brows. GET OVER THEM. hahaha but it was funny that you mentioned them... especially when i was freaking out to the max. comic relief, yes thanks. the movie was literally 1.5 hours of scary cliches, and i must say, i am still TOTALLY susceptible to those kind of cliches. there was a point in the movie when i thought i'd break because i was literally freaked. WHAT A PSYCHO??!?!?! AND I'VE BEEN MISSING NO CALLER ID PHONE CALLS LATELY, TOO!!! *sigh* i have decided to watch scary movies with my family and no one else. im kinda feeling bad now because i was blocking ross' blood circulation...
all guys should wear striped tops.
one of my criteria for guys to look remotely hot is to wear my beloved(?), fetish you may call it, striped tops. be it horizontal or vertical, preferbaly horizontal, all guys will look AMAZINGLY HOT in those tops: even if they are only *mediocre*. =) one of the deepest impression i had of my great companion, ross, was his striped cotton on top. it was the first thing i saw and the main thing i looked at throughout the afternoon/evening/night. i did notice some other things like his eye lashes and ears, but the top was nice. ahh... stripes...
answers will only be given to those who observe.
I don’t know why, but heaps of people have been asking me what kind of guy im looking for. I guess it’s time for me to publicly announce what I appreciate and what gives me the shits in a guy, aye?
Practicality is superior to ideals: even in a relationship.
There was one time when jess L blogged a list of things that she wants in a guy. and my comment was this:
At 12:17 AM, January 16, 2006, JYKW said…
hmm i recon the final 2 are probably the MAIN ones that u'd HAVE TO HAVE right? hahahahmm some practical points to think about...
- does he have money?
- does his personality stinks around other people other than me?
- does his family understand and look after me like a family member or like some *outsider* who got married into the family and they recon they can use me like a maid?
- are our aspirations in life similar?
- i can stand his bad stuff now coz we're in love, but once we live together and get married and have children, will i still be able to *over look* his stupidity?
- is he gonna work me like a maid?
- how does he define *cheating*?
i'v been thinking abt stuff like this too... and then i've realised a lot of guys our age are really massive retards...
better look for someone at least 3-4 years older i recon...
good luck jess!!!
JYKW
right now, I shall list what I want and don’t want in a guy, even though im starting to feel asexual these days. Guys will really have to convince me hard they’re good enough… *sigh*… why can't two people of different gender, be good friends with no *other* intentions?
character is really important. A person who’s nice to me but not others is crap. If he can be a prick to others, he can be a prick to me. what really SHITS me, and i mean TOTALLY, ABSOLUTELY PISSES THE CRAP OUT OF ME, is when a guy deliberately changes or temporarily adapts to things you like in order to get your attention. it really irritates me when i end up discovering that he's a superficial bastard who has NO OPINION of his own and lives in what other GIRLS have in their minds. if you're not into what a chic is, SO BE IT. you dont have to *try it out* and seem like you have heaps in common with her. if you have a great personality, you can get on with EVERYONE. that is one other thing i have zero tolerance for. ZERO TOLERANCE.
Aspirations in life, both material and spiritual, must be really similar. Well, in my case, hopefully identical. It would be hard and stupid to let religion or our careers’ aspirations to get in the way of a relationship. If I want to be a massive CFA and he wanted to fix someone’s water pipes, I don’t think it’ll work. Im not going to have a husband who cant appreciate and empathise with the stress I have at work.
Education and career must be on par. The guy obviously, has to earn more than me, which would be pretty easy. But education wise, and likewise to the above said, if our careers are totally different, it’s only difficult for the other half to understand and make you feel better. On the other hand, say if I was with a doctor or a brain surgeon, then it would be fine because both parties would have had a similar amount of education. I am not going to lower myself for love: I am not going to be with a guy who is half as educated as me. How am I supposed to take him out to social gatherings? If the only thing he can talk about is mahjong and cars, and the people at the social gathering are there to talk about say the latest research results in cancer cures or the absurdities in the Australian tax system, or the relationship an economy has with the legal system, it would only be EMBARRASSING for the guy. Such male-ego decimation will only lead to uncalled for arguments. The relationship would be impractical.
Income MUST be on par or the guy must be earning more than me, during EVERY STAGE in life. I am not going to be the one paying for the phone bill (I’ve had enough with my own already), im not going to pay off the mortgage myself, I am not raising my 6 children (at this rate, hopefully 3-4) alone. The guy is the breadwinner, great! Let’s leave it that way.
Physical appearance DOES matter… A LOT.
I admit im not hot. I admit im not pretty. I admit im not the best looking person. I’d be Jessica alba if I were hot. I’d be kylie minogue if I were sexy. I’d be Angelina jolie if I were hot AND sexy. I’d be zhang ziyi if I were pretty. I wouldn’t be Jessica wong if I were cute.
After all the confessions, the only reason why anyone would want to take the next step after *meeting* a person, would be to check them out. The whole personality crap only kicks in when you start to observe the person as a potential. Why go out with someone who you cant even look at for 2 minutes without a break? Who cares what other people thinks, if you cant look at him straight into his eyes and be comfortable, then forget about him. However, it does occur, quite often as well, when the affinity comes and you feel attracted to someone who you’ve NEVER thought of before. Good for you then. But for those who's time hasn’t come, just check out the eye candies you have around you. When demand is high for a commodity, in BASIC ECONOMIC THEORY, supply would naturally increase to stabilise the imbalance and hence, equilibrium will be met. So if everyone only cared for the eye candies, then naturally all guys would pursue a hotter/better physical appearance. Simple.
Age is very important to me. So far, it has, due to personal experiences, been the point of decision for me, as to whether I should feed the infatuation, or whether I should just let it pass. I know that a few strong friendships I have with people of the opposite gender are only there because I did not allow the otherwise to occur. Going out with those guys, who happened to be younger than me: be it a year or 2 months, would have totally jeopardised the strong friendship bonding I have with those guys. And it would have added to the list of failures I have had. Either way, older men is the way. I am not going to celebrate my 56th birthday BEFORE HIS 56th birthday.
The rest: height, weight etc etc. is purely up to the individual. But to be honest, why would a girl go out with a guy who looks thinner than herself??? Why would a girl be with a guy who is barely taller than herself??? Any intellectuals would understand that.
Oooooooooooh, one of the latest HOT HOT HOT debates I’ve been having with different groups of friends at uni and with a few high school friends, has been revolving around the issue of culture. In layman terms, should a person’s skin colour restrict the number of partner choices they have in life? Im not talking about minor differences like say, a Burmese with a Cambodian, or a hkie with a shangie. Im speaking of TOTAL differences like the parents of the hottest eur-asians around. Oz+chink, French+jap, Italian+indian. Personally, I don’t care about other people. But I have realised how bigoted I have been. White guys, although they cant jump, they can be nice, too. Great companions, great friends to talk to. Maybe it’s just because I can chat with practically anyone? Maybe im just easily entertained? But my bottom line is still the same: unless I really cant help falling in love with a non-asian, then it wouldn’t even cross my mind: the idea of spending my life in 2 different cultures. Our own culture’s dinner shall be served on alternate days and Sundays will be the day when the left overs are eaten: Sunday is the Holy Sabbath Day and also Multicultural Day in the family. i cant commit. not now.
My children will speak cantonese, mandarin, english and hopefully japanese. But for the sake of my children’s appearance, I will let them have a European father, since I already have the hot asian genes. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
If I can be picky, so can others. But my point is: I DON’T CARE IF THEY ARE PICKY.
Anyone can be my friend. I will be nice to everyone. But it does not mean I wont be picky with who im planning to spend the rest of my life with. One of the biggest mistake for a girl is to get married too early or too impetuously. One of the biggest mistake for a married couple is to divorce on the drop of a hat. So divorce is seriously, NOT an option. It’s a mistake.
The number one reason for divorce is marriage.
Got that from Pam. Pretty true. Basically, once you’re married, forget about the option of divorce. You made the decision. You stick to it. If it’s torture, you are the only person to kick: not your husband, because he’s done nothing bad. You failed to notice the unbearable flaws in his character and habits. You cope with it like you did when you guys were going out. Tough luck.
If there is one thing I cant stand in life, then it’s anything with 6 legs or more.
After the whole *spider in my room* ordeal, I am finally back in my own comfort zone. Within the security of these four walls, I can nearly taste freedom in the air.
Nearly.
I will live through this financial-slash-physical grounding.
I can.
JYKW
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Confessions of A Big Spender
there you go, a confession... hahahaha...
my bank a/c keycard is going to migrate to a nice, little box on top of my shelves tomorrow, which means i'll have an extra card space in my wallet. next week, my credit card is going to migrate over to the box, too, meaning there'll be 2 empty card slots in my wallet.
why?
because i really need to cut down on my spending. haha it's not funny, i see shops, i spend. i see a skirt in my size (not telling what that is... wakakaka), i spend. i see whatever, i spend. so, if i dont have the cash, nor the cards, then i CANT spend. i was planning to go cold turkey, but then that'll be just totally immoral and i'll be just squirming in pain... *sigh*
what about my phone bill?
it's a lot better these days from the $X00 i used to spend monthly... now, it's only like $100+. BUT!! in order to show my sincerity of this... umm... *cut-my-spending-enthusiasm*, i have changed from my 99CAP to a 49CAP. this means, once i spend $50, i'll only pay $49 and i get $230 worth of cap service. that's heaps better because then i can still call people like close uni friends and other significant randoms of my life and just talk on the phone... hahahaha... significant randoms... *no offence. but hey, at least u got mentioned in my blog, yeh? maybe... NO MAYBE*. basically, my aim is the 29CAP, but then i know im not the type to be able to withstand the tortures of going cold turkey. ><""" *so help me God...*
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today, i was like ||-----------------------------|| this close to bumping into joe at uni. but then, nah, didnt happen in the end. woah!! had a full on rally of sms-es with him and in the end, i caught a lift home and he caught the bus, which i would have caught if i wasnt so slow. hahahaha... mondays are sooo stuffed up for me. ><"""
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it's like the wee hours of the so called *morning* but it's still VERY DARK.. PITCH BLACK to be honest, which is why i have half a million lights on in my room. *sigh* i better get back to bed...
tata la
JYKW
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!! (as Rain would say... ahh Rain... he's so hot... *fans self*)
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Movies
im munching on some lollies right now... not a healthy sign of studying... gosh im on the net blogging, how can i be studying? *gee*...
there are a few movies i want to watch...
brokeback mountain (maybe i should read the book first?? hmm... jake is so hot...)
match point (scarlett is SOOOOOOOOO PRETTY!! literally fell in love with her since lost in translation. best movie EVER!! whoo hoo i downloaded the trailer onto my phone for free from 3G!! yay!!)
proof (jake is so hot (i repeat, jake is so hot) and anthony hopkins is cool, gwyneth paltrow is pretty good... the whole story line sounds really great... maths, relationships, mental illness... IT'S SOOO MY TYPE OF MOVIE!!)
anyone up for a movie during the week... like... next week maybe? hehehehehehe
JYKW
ps. does anyone have last week's sunday paper? i havent finished one of the articles but my mum's recycled it coz she thought i have ><""" argh!!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
plastic...
my phone is now very naked indeed... totally vulnerable to cracks and scratches...
im dogging work again... trying to prepare for my property law tut presentation...
OBVIOUSLY im NOT getting anywhere ><""
better turn my computer off...
*FOINE!*
JYKW
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELINE!!
SHOUT OUT: GRACE, CELINE, YOONG... AND EVERY OTHER *MARCH-IAN* HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! VIVIEN, THANKS FOR YOUR GIFTS!!!
just had dinner with celine for her 21st. it was really great to see a few of my high school friends, for a massive catching up session.
what really fascinates me (yeh, i've caught that word off you, oh french teacher ><"") is that everyone is like FULLY PRETTY AND HOT AND GOOD LOOKING!! like wow, I HAVE REALLY HOT FRIENDS WHO DRESS NICE!!! yay!!! and they're all MINE MINE MINE!!! hahahaha... it's just that i've realised how people do become pretty as they age. it's a different type of prettiness, i mean, i've always known i have pretty friends (because people with similarities hang around each other right?) well, now everyone's literally prett-i-fied. im impressed... and feeling pretty, too because im REALLY HAPPY TO SEE MY HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS!! WHOO HOO!!
and vivien got me a new fragrance... secret wish by anna sui... basically we got that for denise for her 20th birthday and we both fell in love with it and just cant get enough of it hahahahaha... ohohOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH vivien, my AIYA sister, got me a mini make up case with a lolly and a few fake, really tiny and cute make up equipments from HK!! it's soo cute!! she said she remembered how i wanted a make up case before she went to hk and so she got me a toy one O M G IT'S SOO CUTE I CANT GET OVER IT!! THANKS VIVIEN!!
now, to the story of public transport... AGAIN...
on my journey TO chatswood, i missed the bus i wanted to catch by like... |-----| this much which also measures out to be about 20metres in distance... yes, i missed my bus by like a dot of a second because the bus driver was too ANAL to let me get on just because i was 20metres away from the bus stop curb... i mean, i was already jumping up and down like an idiot and i was running as well! gosh!! and then he shrugs his shoulders at me when he drove past... HOW ANNOYING!!
ok that's fine... all cool, who cares about that... the scary thing happened (well not scary scary... not spooky scary) was when i totally forgot about my 1030PM curfew and FULLY forgot to leave at 9PM to catch the bus back to eastwood station. mum called me at like 921PM to ask where the bus was and i was like *O M G IS IT 9 ALREADY?* and mum was like *aiya what are you doing? dont you know what you're supposed to be doing?* and so, i basically fled the restraunt (sorry celine for leaving so fast and sorry vivien for not giving you the rest of the money). ok, so now im like *omgomg where's the bus stop again?!?!?* because chatswood all different now esp when im not in a car and getting driven around... seriously, ants see things different to us humans, so it's like the roads and crossings are so complicated when you're walking as compared to when you're in a car... hahaha... stupid analogy there... anyways, so im like trying to get to the bus stop and so i asked this bus driver where's the 545 parra bus stop. i check the timetable and it said i had JUST missed the 922PM bus and the next one comes at 1022PM (WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?!???!!?!? WHY WHY WHY!?!?!?!)... and so i freak out inside coz i cant get home (and it's dark and im alone and it's getting cold... oh and im pretty and hot so it's dangerous for a chic like me to hang around... blah blah yeh yeh) so i asked the bus driver where the TAXIS are and he's basically like *oh u need to get home, aye?* and i was like *yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh* ...
anyways, so im on the taxi now and im like *ahhhh safety*... so im at eastwood station and mum comes and im home... YAY!!
so now, im thinking, in the near future, i can do whatever i want because my parents cant say jack about me anymore since im literally following their demands and stuff... im giving them everything they want now, so yeh!! whoo hoo...!! conform and you shall be salvaged... freedom will be granted!! yay!! ok i'll shut up... haha
i was just re-motivated and was given hope that i will graduate by froozie over msn...
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(l) f r o o z i e . says:
see, you dont have to be the bestest person in the world to graduate
jessica wong | Jessica wonG | jessiCA wong http://vfpxt.vodafone.com.au/events/pxtwall14/20060301/1141171722-0.html says:
YAY
jessica wong | Jessica wonG | jessiCA wong http://vfpxt.vodafone.com.au/events/pxtwall14/20060301/1141171722-0.html says:
I'VE GOT HOPE
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i really cant get over this make up set thing my sister got me... wow... haha...
oh yeh!! guess what!!! i've totally finished the bubble game i downloaded onto my phone this morning... the whole 50 levels were soo hard to bust BUT I DID IT!! YAY!! and the end credits of the game came up too!! and it was like *thank you for playing* and *congratulations* or something...
today was fun...
JYKW
Thursday, March 09, 2006
procrastinating BIG TIME
yes im procrastinating AGAIN and checking out ppl's blogs... hehehe
is this really me?
JYKW
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You are a Mild Mama |
![]() You don't have to be screaming at the top of your lungs to have a good time You rather chill, soak in the moment, and appreciate life for what it is Guys appreciate your "take life as it comes" approach... (Though they wouldn't mind if you got a little wild from time to time!) |
Today...
i just got my palm read by a friend... wow, what's his name again? haha i remember in 1st year when i TOTALLY forgot his name and intro-ed him to someone else with a wrong name... haha im DEFINITE his name is JON... ><"" but then again, i'll clarify next time... hahaha but then again, aiya, wouldn't it be TOTALLY embarrassing to ask again esp. when i've had embarrassed myself before... how offensive of me to do that to him ><"" im an idiot... yes...
oh yeh, my palm... im gonna be DAYMN RICH... (as if...) because of the 2 moles i have on my palm... and then i have a really short and shallow love line, meaning im not gonna be that great with anyone in my life... (great...) and i've got really short and shallow branches stemming out of my love line meaning i've only had relationships that lasted months, or really short lived relationships~ and with the big bubble i have on my love line, it means i'll have or have had a traumatic relationship... what else... my life line... haha i told him not to tell me when im gonna die... hehehe... and then he felt my fingers and he said im not adaptive to change or i dont like change at all (totally true there i must say) and then he pulled my thumb and said im an efficient person... (now im not sure about that hahaha)... ooh and he felt how fat my hand, right hand by the way..., was and said im a sensitive person who's the type to take things to heart and stay up at night in bed just thinking of what happened during the day or something... wow... totally... but then again, im not supersticious (is that how you spell that?!?!?) but it's pretty interesting, yeh???
oh how cool, victor came over and he's using his laptop next to me... hahahaha yeh victor just said *ok* oh yeh and victor says *hi (with a wave) to everybody... i love you all* umm yes victor, whatever... HAHAHAHAHAHA...
oh yeh, what did i buy today? i got a loofah back scrub from the body shop and a tank from cotton on... YAY!! im gonna be clean and pretty hehe... *sigh* i need to stop spending money like that... ><""
there are so many people in the library omg, and heaps of people are fully studying... W... O... W... just checked my mail and posted something on my xanga, so you guys are free to visit it and read the funny emails or interesting emails i get from my friends...
OMGOMGOMGOMOGMOMGOMOGMOMGOMG... GUESS WHO JUST CAME?!!?!?!?!?!??! JOE!! YAY~!! oh and he said *hi* omg i sound like a nigel now great ><"" aaaanyways im gonna go talk to joe~ aiya but he wants to sleep ><"" lalalalalalalala
tata la!! yay im so happy! awww i miss joe~
JYKW
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Ahh...
waking up early is good, as i've realised recently, because time seems to pass by slower during the AM hours, especially between 7AM and 11AM, and time tends to speed up after 11AM... so yeh, i recon if everyone woke up a bit earlier, and slowly, woke up before 9AM, they'd be able to get HEAPS MORE done before the sun sets... yeh? i shall lead by example... muahahaha
property law is hectic, gosh, UNI IS HECTIC... like, omg im a 3rd year now... far out, heaps of people are gonna grad. soon and i'll be stuck at uni (with jo and a few others) finishing our law degree... (assuming we all finish our 1st degree by the end of this year... omg touch wood for hinting the F word...) i wonder where i'll be in 5 year's time... i bet you i'll still live here with my parents (not that there's anything wrong with that... i quite like the whole idea of having a maid-slash-servant who's not making a living from the cleaning and cooking she does for me... hehe) wonder what job i'll have... omg im fully hoping that it'll be something good enough to satisfy my shopping needs... hahaha...
im feeling a bit *out of touch* with the whole society, kinda... i dont listen to the radio, i hardly watch tv, i dont even chat on the internet... omg what have i been doing!!?!?!?!? uni, work, ahh at least i get to meet up with my *spiritual* friends more often (omg did i just sound like a freak? or like a 3 year old with a WHOLE BUNCH of invisible friends?!?!) i guess staying in touch with my spiritual side keeps me balanced from all the, so to say, falsities of this physical world... (and no, my spiritual friends are actual people i see... ok, i better stop digging further down...)
piano is screwed because i literally dont have time to practice, and being a 7th grade, that's a pretty bad sign... i cant say i hate piano, but then i really do feel the candle's burning out... even though when i do get the random chance to sit down and play something, i feel kinda good but then... oh well, bottom line, im lacking motivation...
i didnt join anything new this year during O week, because i know how gay i can get and im like a typical chinese (or AZNs?) when it comes to being *active* with stuff like societies and stuff... i'd like to go to a cruise though, but then i dont drink and i'm starting to turn into an introvert (bad bad bad... *sigh*) so yeh...
im gay...
somehow i feel like there's not much time left... no time left in terms of what? i cant explain...
maybe i should just quit piano once and for all and just move on? but then it'll turn into something that's left unfinished in life and like when im 80 or something, i'd be like, omg i cant die yet, i havent even finished piano properly until 8th grade... *sigh*...
i've realised im really sensitive to what people say about me... be it to me or behind my back, aka gossip and rumours... and being the anti-social me (wow, how does that sound?) it seems to be turning into a vicious cycle ><""" i need to find out what's making me anti-social... argh!!
omg i dont even know the name of NSW's premier... i cant say his name... omg how gay... but then i know nicole kidman's engaged to that singer guy who (to me) looks like an aragorn-wannabe... ahh LOTR... i miss the faze...
far out i miss high school...
okok, enough depression, better snap out of this and move on... shower time!
yeh yeh, until next time
tata la~
JYKW
Thursday, March 02, 2006
where's my mother?
i think im starting to revert to my *pocrastinating mode* already and the first week of uni is about to end. yeh, at this rate, im not going to get anything done until the last minute ><"""
i was in my econ350 lecture just then and carol, jo and i all had this sudden craving for baked dinner... i wanted my boiled vegies and they all wanted lamb ><"" haha... i literally slept through the first hour of the lecture: far out! i was absolutely bored off my arse~ hahaha
so what happened? i got my pocky out of my bag and stuffed my self with pocky haha (yeh i shared with others, too. im slack but not THAT slack la!) and then i remembered i still had those pre-peeled chestnuts in my bag i got this morning with mum but they were all squashed: BUT STILL NICE~! haha someone once told me too much carbos will make you fart... is that true?? chestnuts are full of carbos, right? sooo, is that why...? (HAHAHAHA JKJKJK)
right now, the library is totally freezing and my fingers are feeling a bit numb, it's cool (note double meaning here) how they have this constant temperature thing going on throughout the WHOLE year...
so what am i doing here? waiting for mum, duh... and rather than reading the new law study guide i bought today, im blogging ><"" ooh, im watching the people around me, too... gosh there are so many people randomly using the computer like me... it's not like they're all doing work... which kinda helps because i was starting to feel bad for hogging this computer for so long...
some people are so funny to watch... their facial expressions and stuff... you can sooo tell when someone's doing work and someone's bumming/hogging the uni computers... this guy to my left is FULLY reading emails i recon, or reading something really funny because his face is sooo funny!! like fully O.O with a *hahahahahahaahaha* smile on his face. maybe he's chatting hmm i should download msn on this comp too, aye?
ok i am really cold now...
oh yeh, we were watching russell peters on my phone during the lecture... hmm what else did we do today in the lecture? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA OH YEH~ carol and i were thinking how a bank teller would react if someone wanted to withdraw $5 million... carol asked if it would be in yen... hahahahaha... and i was saying how it would be even funnier if that person asked for the $5 mil. to be all in 5s... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA so it would be like:
*hi, i would like to withdraw five million dollars (not yen)... oh and may i have them all in fives please because i need to catch the bus home...*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
yeh we were bored... O.o
anyways
tata la!
JYKW
What my pinky says about me...
so here goes...
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指節頭最長,此人充滿吸引力,而且語言同表達能力極佳,觀察力亦強,不容易為人所騙。
(having the top section of your pinky as the longest segment, this person is very attractive/appealing, and is very skilled at expressing themselves with words. this person has strong observation skills and will not be easily cheated/conned by others) -- a VERY FOBBISH translation of what it means... i dont think this is very accurate...
中間指節最短,代表為人忠心耿耿,處事態度經常維持一致,立場不易改變,看似優點其實不然,壞在不知變通、冥頑不靈。
(having the middle section as the shortest means that this person is very loyal and would always abide by the one principle/attitude/mentality/mindset when dealing with matters. he/she will not easily change his/her viewpoint/perception/position. although this may seem like a good quality, it is not so. the downside of this is that he/she is not flexible/does not accommodate things under different circumstances)
SHOUT OUT: THANKS CHARLIE, IM JUST GONNA LEAVE THE LAST 4 CHARACTERS COZ I CANT BE BOTHERED... HAHA
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i am really not sure if it's acurate because so far, i recon the bad qualities are pretty spot on but the good qualities are pretty much... wrong?
today was kinda weird because i had like a bad accident, which led to something good, but then something bad happened afterwards, which then kinda led to nothing because i didnt really care about it...
i'll blog about what happened when i have more time la~... basically, i stuffed myself up, got to shop, nearly died, but im still here... HAHAHAHA... ahh, i feel kinda optimistic about it, because normally i'd be totally dwelling on how crap the day was... hehe!!!
SHOUT OUT: THANKS DEREK AND VICTOR FOR HELPING ME OUT TODAY!! I WOULD HAVE TOTALLY FREAKED OUT WITHOUT YOU TWO!! =)
baah... uni work is piling up and im totally not in the mood to do anything... *haiI*... the wind is like fully blowing the trees and stuff... makes me think of ネコバス from トトロ... haha yes i was just thinking about the same made-in-china anime dvd pack we have *nudge nudge wink wink*...
ok im tired, cant do anymore portfolio expected returns ><"""
cant i get 26 hours a day instead of 24??? *im not complaining~ still following my vow not to complain... as much... **nudge nudge wink wink** to my bros and sisters*
SHOUT OUT: SORRY FOR KEEPING YOU UP, ROSS... *maybe*... nah, i do mean im sorry... haha...
JYKW
ps. cant believe march is here already... summer's gawn, autumn is coming... I FEEL TOTALLY OLD NOW...

