Friday, April 28, 2006
Gotta love what we do!
Jenn just spelt a lot of things out for every guy out there in her latest blog entry. hope you guys do try to spend some time reading it because no other chic will spend (or *waste* to put it more directly) time to let you work these things out.
it kinda reminded me of my entry from ages ago about what relationships should be like and how im going to look for a guy. i hope it helped some chics out there who are still *oh, i dont know what i want* because, honey, you've seriously got to snap out of the bimbo stage believing there are *nice* guys out there who just fits in to every mould you have.
anyhow, im gonna bludge a bit more before reading the stuff i should have read a month ago to catch up on uni stuff. assignments are starting to pile up, too, so yeh~ gotta start SOMEWHERE, aye? gosh i spent like an hour last night trying to work out when im going to do what so i can somehow catch up before my finals come too close. =)
so, tata la~
JYKW
Thursday, April 27, 2006
What happened today? NOTHING!
Checked my draft exam timetable this morning when jo called. 17th, 21st, 22nd and 23rd… great. 3 consecutive days. At least I get to celebrate my 21st in freedom! Haha!!
I was gonna go out today because there’s a one day sale at MYER. But then, mum said I’ve been out too often and stuff. That’s kinda true coz I have been out nearly everyday even though I thought I’ll be stuck at home totally… hmm… carol was at work, so was karen and jo was busy. James and I were *thinking* of going for the Lindt place at martin place and then maybe catching a movie (more like I was gonna make him come with me to watch March of the Penguins) haha… I LOVE PENGUINS SOO CUTE!! (v^.^v) but then yeh, nothing happened in the end. And HE got to go out for lunch with simon! So sad. No life. =(
Hmm well, at least ive started on my property law readings catch up… but I still have a few more. I’ll probably do them on Sunday since im working tomoro and Saturday. Wow, I’m planning my next 3 days! Yay!!
Dad’s thinking of getting me a notebook and im quite excited. But he doesn’t know (probably he doesn’t) that im getting a dictionary thingie in hk and wai ho’s gonna bring it back for me! Yay!! Syrene wants one too so yeh, wai ho’s gonna bring that back for her too~ haha~~
Daniel was telling me about notebooks/laptop (gosh what’s the diff?) and I really liked one part of our msn convo when he basically summarised the brands im like totally confused with:
QUOTE:
acers generally look crap...they're big and heavy...but its affordable
sony vaio are just for spoilt brats
dells are for poor ppl
toshiba are for middle-class ppl
fujitsu are just overpriced
IBMs..forget abt them..they're too expensive
NECs look shit
MACs..are the way to go...if u wanna go thru hell
LG looks nice..thats it
and WOOOT for no-brand china things which look like laptops
UNQUOTE
and my reaction was
QUOTE:
wow let me remember these things
UNQUOTE
SHOUT OUT: THANKS DANIEL! FOR umm… ALL THE HELP! YAY! =)
Started to read Emma last night before bed. Never got to read it for leisure in the past coz it’s was for school and stuff. i’ve noticed now my high lighting in the book and note writing in the margins kind of stopped after chapter 3. hahaha what a bludger I was… STILL AM! HAHAHAHA
Does anyone still watch those forensic investigation thingies on channel 7 anymore? I was watching it last night and it was soo disgusting! Argh!! But it was still cool~ oh yeh and I watched extreme make over… got to look at breast implants HAHAHAHA liposuction! Eiw~!! ><””
2ND SHOUT OUT: HAVE A SAFE TRIP WAI HO! AFROOZ, HOPE YOU’RE FEELING BETTER NOW FROM THAT STUPID COMOTION TODAY!
Enough for now.
Tata la
JYKW
Monday, April 24, 2006
Left Behind... with a night of tv...
im kinda surprised how one thing comes up after another in my life all the time? i thought im at a stage in life when everything's just going cruise-ie. more like, im basically indifferent about stuff these days but one thing finishes as another comes up. is everyone else like this out there?
i really dislike the feeling of how there are people in your life who you have unintentionally replaced by newer friends. it's just like what yewon was talking about in one of her blogs: falling-outs. at first, i thought yeh that happens but i do try to keep in touch with others but now, i've realised how many people i've *sort of* left behind in life? it's awkward to just call them up, is it? bryant was saying how i either make things too complicated when they're not or i think of everything as too simple when it's not. i guess i do sometimes, but i really dont want to think this falling-out issue as something that im complicating when it's just something that happens to everyone. i really dont want to leave anyone behind in life when i am capable of preventing it. who would want to leave someone who have shared a chunk of their lives with? if not for the friendship's sake, then why not for sentimental reasons?
primary school friends, high school friends. maybe it is true when they say people randomly come and go in your life and it's the footprints that they leave behind in your heart that matters because one day we'll all be together again, somehow. but it's really weird how different stages in life brings out different sides of people and you can get to know someone at totally different environments to where you met them. take uni, like i was talking to afrooz on msn the other night and we realised how we got to know each other better because of uni, we got to know such a different person as to what we expected from the other. all this, we met in high school. or how i met joe in year 11 because we caught the same bus from epping station. and after 2 years, we got to know each other because of contract law at uni. or take kirupa. met in primary school, same friendship group and all, but literally didnt see each other throughout high school. then one day, kaboom! we see each other at uni and it's like we dont need to go through the whole *get to know each other* process and we just talk. we laugh. we basically crack up and i feel pretty comfortable with it all.
uni is such a big place it's not funny. there are so many people and stuff. right now, it's like, there are people in my life right now who i dont know if i'll one day become their falling-out. even if i do become a fall-out of your life, please dont feel sorry. i totally understand how you feel when you one day think about this. i love all my friends and just like how joe used to say *im over protective of my friends*. well, who isnt?
i was watching the opening of big brother on channel 10 this evening (not for entertainment purposes but to wait for the comedy festival thing to come on at 930) and i realised how asian i am inside. it's really interesting because it was all point and laugh at the so called *house mates* until an asian chic turned up. i dont mean to be offensive but there's no other way to describe how i felt: appalled. i dont like it how there is an asian in that house playing big brother. it's bad enough to see a group of people locking themselves in a house and doing stupid things for the sake of $1 million. for goodness' sakes, $1 million dollars is not a lot of money and personally i dont have a million bucks (YET!) because honestly, if a group of people are to gather to embarrass themselves in reality tv gone bad, then obviously $1 million will not be enough.
$1 million was a lot when the news papers were10 cents. when 50 cents got you lollies and a bus trip home. when friggin icy poles were only 20 cents at the school canteen: NOT $1.20. at this rate, taking inflation and the compensation for such despicable activities as to what people on big brother do, $1 billion would do better.
that's all for tonight.
JYKW
Friday, April 21, 2006
Vivien's Birthday
went out to parra today. met up with vivien and we basically bummed at parra from like 10 something 11 in the morning until like 3ish when we literally rushed back to her place to get ready to go out to the city coz her optom friends had organised a buffet dinner thing at star city haha. im now a star city member because i had to so i can get the discounts and stuff haha. i've even got $10 worth of credit to gamble with but i didnt use any of it coz i aint no gambler and i aint gonna try. haha i've got solitaire on my phone already HAHAHAHAHA
didnt really buy much at parra... maybe it's coz im kinda freaked out about being financially grounded. it was such a relief when mum let me out to go shopping and she didnt say much when i was in the car just then telling her how i bought only a *few* things so i could join THEFACESHOP club thingie. haha it's such a nice shop and i got 2 eye liners and a really nice pink lipstick there. the shop is so clean and white... makes me feel clean too! haha...
i was gonna buy this jacket at jeans west but the price was a bit too much for me, as yet... once im out of this grounding business, im so gonna go crazy with shopping all the stuff i've wanted! muahahahaha just wait and see peoples!
bumped into tsi wei at parra as well! we were like literally wow-i-fied. she looks kinda the same but kinda different. i wanted to ask her what she's doing at uni but she was in a hurry to get back to work. i guess next time yeh?
we were at ALLY in parra and apparently it's everywhere now. i so didnt know this ALLY shop was a franchise and we saw one in the city and one in QVB. anyways, the main thing about this shop is that when viv and i walked in, literally, the weirdest yet cutest song came on in the shop. literally, we had the song stuck in our head until i guess we either forgot or when we were on the way home on the bus. well, i've found the song on the net and i'm currently downloading it and apparently it's by akon... interesting, aye? hehe
oh yeh, on the bus, me and viv were like singing and stuff to our mp3 players. i was watching (more like staring) at the Rain MTV viv had on her mp3 player and fully man, if someone like Rain asked me out, i'd faint. hahaha... far out it's either girly guys or fully nice arms and all guys for me! whoo hoo!!
vivien's reaised (and had enlightened me on this) that i subconsciously prefer guys with tiny eyes. or the guys i've ever fully likes in my life have had *chinese eyes*. haha eyes like Rain's, Wai ho's, Bryant's, Vanness' and various other asian singers/actors. now that's interesting... i vaguely remember mum telling me about this before but then, at first i was kinda defensive over this but then i've come to accept it. because i've for single eye lids myself. ><""
met a load of optom people today and realised how small the world can be. hehe... i dont know if i should go to jocelyn's 21st because im really running outta cash and yeh... i havent replied to her email yet but in a way i really do wanna go... coz she was my roll call buddy~~~ awww... so i really need to think about this ><""
im feeling quite tired now and far out i've got work tomorrow ><""" i need the money but then i dont want to work. how gay do i sound, aye?
yay 3 minutes until the cute song finishes...
until next time, tata la
JYKW
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Stuff About Me?
2. BOLD anything true
3. Leave plain anything untrue
4. anything else u wanna add it in
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I’ve tried marijuana
009. I’ve watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (from my perspective, no)
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin (umm not now...)
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I’ve been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain. I LOVE YOU, RAIN!!
024. I’m paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now. (YES!)
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning. (WHO DOES?)
030. I have semi-long hair. (WTF IS SEMI LONG?)
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside Australia
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (i hate private numbers)
038. I like the way I look. (aiya, yeh im being honest)
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty. (used to)
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I’m popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I’m obsessed with my blog!
058. I don’t hate anyone.
059. I’m a pretty good dancer.
060. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
061. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a mobile phone. (2 in fact)
063. I watch MTV on a weekly basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I’ve rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I’m allergic to anything deadly.
076. I've been with more than one person in a relationship before. (depends on how you see it... )
077. I Smoke/Used to smoke. (used to do other stuff?)
078. I've had fantasys about a significant other. (dont ask, im being honest)
079. I've been in a fight with someone before.
080. I want to get married. (not now but eventually)
081. I have annoying habits.
082. I have different personalities. (mood swings arent included)
083. I live for myself.
084. I always change my style of clothing. (coz the trend changes, DUH)
085. I sing in the shower.
086. I'm a very annoying person/I annoy others.
087. I hate being me.
088. I want to be someone else.
089. I want to be famous. (somestimes)
090. I've stuck by my friends all the time when in need. (from wat i know of)
091. I'm a very dangerous person to be with.
092. I'm a very trustworthy person.
094. I'll take a bullet for my friends and family.
095. I've fallen in love before.
096. I've had my heart broken before.
097. I want to be with someone right now.
098. I am liked for who i am.
099. I'm very talkative. (depends)
100. I'm only open to others close to me.
The Law Ass Process...
841PM
Just had dinner
Feeling a bit full
Just watched Jamie oliver on tv… I love him so much!
Julie’s done half her essay but I’ve only got my intro and 1st para…
*fark* I cant footnote properly coz I cant find where I got my stuff… ><””
Im so scared of plagiarism (whteva) *fark*
Ok no more swearing for tonight…
*breathe in breathe out*
948PM
Finally got another paragraph done
Started to format properly my footnotes (it’s such a chore I recon)
My legs are hurting coz I’ve been sitting cross legged for the past hour… better get up and take a walk or something… argh…
It’s good how this time it’s not a word count by a page count: like we can write no more than 6 pages, which is really good because I don’t have to get all anal and fully do word count with each paragraph and think of different ways to re-phrase something so I can cut the paragraph to like 156 words instead of 158 or something. I hated it how I used to have like 14 words to cut down or something. 14 words man, it’s like a friggin sentence! And in law essays, especially ones with word counts, EVERY SENTENCE is friggin IMPORTANT ><”””
Ok im gonna take a walk around the house now, hope I don’t get distracted along the way… =P
1039PM
Ok ive done 2 out of the 6 pages we’re supposed to and im pretty proud of myself because it’s only 1039 right now. Im not planning to sleep tonight so I can *sort of* so tomoro wont be a full on rush.
Drinking some tropical juice thing I found in the fridge and im thinking, gosh, how much sugar am I filling my body up with? A lot. I’ve been munching on M&Ms I got from aunty mary yesterday at her place. Got there before chris and Joanne were awake. It was just a visit though, nothing much…
I think the lemon flavoured water thing is making me sick. Kinda nice in a disgusting way… haha great I sound like an idiot…
I feel like watching girl interrupted again but then I know I should stay in my room. At least this way, I know I’ll be forced to do my law assignment.
Footnoting is still a pain in the arse.
I was just skimming through my old blogs (November 2005 in particular) and I found this:
*blah blah about my final exams, shout out to my uni friends…*
so yes, let's list the things i want to do...
1) clean my room
2) learn how to park a car
3) look for a different job
4) eat and sleep more
5) knit (i know, i have been knitting for like the past 6 months... shhhhh)
6) watch all the tv i've missed out on... hehe
7) shop
ok, from that, I’ve done: (1), (4) and (7). Great. Im a farking loser. I told vivien I’ll knit her a scarf like a year ago… or maybe 2? And I still haven’t finished. *sigh* I hope I do get to end up doing some of the other things I wanted to this sem break… =)
180406
139AM
Yeh im planning to pull an all nighter. Jo called me an hour ago to ask about footnoting. Argh!! She’s written the whole thing already, but she just needs to footnote but I’ve been footnoting and stuff along the way. Maybe next time I should just write the whole thing out and then footnote? Will that take less time? It’s too late to try now, so maybe next time la…
Kenneth has just msged me to say happy easter. I haven’t chatted with this bummer (hahaha) for AGES! But then, bad timing dude! I’ve got my law assignment to do!! Hahaha…
Wai ho’s gone off to bed. I wanna sleep too. Everyone’s sleeping now. I wanna sleep too. Actually, I want a shower… ><””
Aight back to work…
212AM
I think im procrastinating more because I know im nearly done with my essay. My footnotes are pretty aight since I’ve been doing them alone the way. Now the only problem I have with my essay is whether it answers the question or not. I’ve basically ripped the questions apart and answered it in 2 sections. I do hope she doesn’t take marks off me because she recons I wasted half my paper describing something I didn’t have to. Gosh, who’s my audience? What am I supposed to assume? The thing is, im NOT assuming anything deep, so im taking it as if my audience nows NOTHING about property law and shyte… that’s why im friggin spending half my paper farking explaining and referencing the whole farking course notes… I really cant stand this but I have to…
I hope I pass… that’s all im asking for…
Ive just picked a convo with jonno coz im bored… he’s getting busted all the time in this game… how lucky… he gets to play games…
413AM
YAY!! IM DONE!! IVE OFFICIALLY FINISHED!!! My footnotes are done, too! Whoo hoo!!
The only thing is, I don’t think my whole essay is coherent… oh well!!!
Im at a point when I really don’t care anymore. I just hope I pass…
Raaaaaaaaaaaah!!! Im so happy!! Im gonna go to bed now! Yay!!! Whoo hooo!! O m g! literally man, I feel so great!
Anyways, tata la for now!
JYKW
NB: I do apologise for the unusual amount of swearing. Blame it on the stress. I’ll be back to normal next time. =)
Monday, April 17, 2006
Crook... again ><"""
right now, im *planning* to start typing up my law assignment. i've got the structure, the ideas are in my head. i hope i pass this essay!! *fingers crossed*
the picnic was fun~~ but the wind was messing up my hair. well, everyone's hair actually hahaha vivien and i were complaining how our part was messed up haha short hair makes it harder to maintain, i recon. =) the food was nice, as usual. we were basically lazing around in the sun (and the wind) but vivien and i did get to ride the bikes around the park (yeh like twice) and we both got really tired after that. think i've had enough exercise for the rest of this year... hahaha...
had to dog a farewell party last night because i had my law assignment and there was supposed to be a house warming party over at joanne & chris' house. but then they said their house wasnt ready yet (i think they need help cleaning the house and getting it ready haha). so i thought i'll get the whole evening/night to myself right? nooo, i just had to get sick. i tend to get sick all the time when a law assignment's due. it happens everytime since 2nd year (last year, yeh yeh, same thing). joe said im sick of law. ha, ha, really funny, i want to laugh... =P
but then i'm thinking, if it happens everytime, it's *not* a coincidence, you know? if it's like, once and twice, yeh, that'll be a coincidence, but if something happens for the third and forth time, i honestly think it's got NOTHING to do with coincidence. aunty mary said im too stressed about law (yeh, probably), aunty stephanie and aunty annie said i've got really high expectations of myself (i dont think so lor...). i mean, yeh, i probably had high expectations of myself in high school, but since 1st year sem 2, no. *high expectation* is just not in my dictionary anymore...
so what's going down these holidays? pam was suggesting a movie or something... proof isnt on anymore so im kicking myself for not making myself go see it at the cinemas. i've been thinking about...
Ice Age 2 (i know wai ho's up for this, so, anyone else???)
V for Vendetta (man, i had it soo wrong, i thought kiera knightley was natalie portman, how sad, but it doesnt stop me from wanting to watch this! how funny, gangsters speaking in an english accent... i think im too used to mafias and HKie 古惑仔 movies hahaha)
Match Point (just for scarlett... just for her... she's so beautiful)
March of the Penguins (i've booked james for this haha but im sure whoever wants to come can come! yay!! PENGUINS!! I LOOOOOOOVE PENGUINS!!)
Basic Instinct 2 (i know, sharon stone is a bit, hmm, for this, i wouldnt *mind* seeing this at the movies but then i wouldnt care if i dont either... gosh, i just want to see if she does that crossing her legs thing again... hahahaha)
these arent out yet, but i still wanna see...
The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift (oh man fast cars, hot guys and pretty chics, what more do i need to say?)
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (johnny depp is hot. full stop)
In Search Of Mozart (i just want to, ok?)
i need new shoes. seriously, i NEED new shoes. yeh, and money, too.
let's just end this here, shall we?
JYKW
Friday, April 14, 2006
Taking My Mind Off From My Law Ass...
I’ve had my mid sem tests and I kicked one while I basically got kicked by the other. Im currently (supposedly) rushing with my property law assignment research so I can write up a 6 pages essay by Tuesday 5pm. What this means is that im trying to cram 4 cases’ judgments, 7 essays and 3 books into my head so I can write up something substantiated. Gosh, the stuff I put myself through… mind you, every time for the past 2 years, I’ve been getting sick over the 4-5 days I cram for law assignments and law take homes. *touch wood* I don’t want to get sick right now because… like duh, who wants to get sick? Stupid Law Ass… argh!!
oh yeh, my hair's now above my shoulders. after getting kicked on tuesday evening by the mid sem, i went to eastwood to channel my frustration out by getting a new hair style. i wouldnt say it's new, coz i've had this before, but it was like during my TEENS... man, i do feel old now... carol and delanie recon my hair kinda looks like the one nicole richie had before... i've seen pictures of other famous people with hair like nicole richie, but then i dont think mine looks as perfect and nice as theirs... haha... under the light, the copper high lights i used to have are still vaguely there... yes, it's kinda disgusting to think that the colours have seeped into my scalp... (ok, im freaking myself out here now) but yeh, the colours are still vaguely visible: not full copper though, more like brown...
Went to cabra today with family for food. Man I love cabra and the cheapo shops there haha… Going to a picnic tomorrow with a few families and stuff, so I’ll keep you guys up to date next time on that…
Oooh yes, I’ve just posted a few pictures of the things I like (and wouldn’t mind having) on my msn space... But then I said I’ll dedicate this blogspot entry on the shoes I’ve been in love with since last month…
Although the ones I REALLY LOVE are in black and white, this is the closest I got with what google graphics gave me…
Balenciaga sandals by Nicolas Ghesquière
ABSOLUTELY HOTNESS!! The red seems really nice too, aye? I can soooooo wear this out… but the black and white ones are honestly really nice. I’ve taken a picture of them from a magazine with my phone so i can show u guys…

yeh, the quality’s crap… it’s a picture I took of the Autumn 2006 Time: Style & Design mag… but then, I’ve seen these sandals EVERYWHERE in magazines but I just CANT FIND THE PIC ON THE NET. Aiya!!! ><”” (the price of these sandals is $1 330... how... appropriate... ><""" *cough*) but they'r beautiful... gotta admit that!! haha
Carol and I were reading vogue during our econ350 lecture and there are soo many nice bags and shoes in the latest australian issue. But I’ve already spent my money on the latest Yen. Frankie has better clothes and articles than Yen these days, I recon (so does Carol, I think). We both recon Yen publishes good articles occasionally now. It used to be heaps better but im already stuck in the habit of buying each Yen that comes out. Hahahha… same with Frankie. I love Frankie. =D
Happy easter everyone, and have a safe long weekend…
Love,
JYKW
Ps. For those who haven’t been to my msn space, I use that to post pictures of the things I crave for… shopping makes me happy… hahahahaha
