Dim Gai??

why am i procrastinating so much??? it's definitely not out of confidence... i think im really scared of the exams i have on wednesday...

i didnt know there was so much to learn for ISYS123... and then im scared of not being able to do the questions for ACST201...

i was rolling around in bed the other night... friday night i think... and i realised i did the whole WACC question wrong for ACCG253 coz i squared the weights when i didnt have to... *sigh* something like that la...

im really scared of failing seriously... but then even when i have done so much, there is still a chance of me failing... i really dont have enough money and time to repeat subjects again ><"""

i've been singing K by myself today... honestly, sometimes i feel lonely even when there are people around me... guess it's time for me to dig my spritual self out again... God makes me feel needed... =)

yeh, i read one of my friend's blog the other day and it made me realise how much i dislike the fact that i am really emotional... it's the cause of a lot of arguments, i know ><"" i hate it how i think too much as well, gee, dont think that i dont notice!! ><""" i really wonder how i'd feel if i seriously dont see you for 2 weeks... haha i know i'd be squirming in the first 5 days haha... and then how i'll feel... well, let's see then aye??

anyways!! onto some happier things in life... haha i recon the exam stress is really taking the best of me... hahaha

oh yeh, there are so many 21st birthdays!! man, i dont know how i can deal with all these ppls turning 21 next year as well... i mean, financially... hahahaha... so can people just TELL ME WHAT THEY WANT??? i really do run out of ideas, you know... hahaha...

i cant wait until the holidays come... i want to change jobs, i want more money, i want i want i want!! so many things i want... haha... must... let... go... of... desires... hahaha... man, singing Sammi's songs makes me feel young again... i feel like im in year 10 going to work experience... argh!! how old am i?!?!?!?!?! cant believe that year 10 was friggin 4 years ago!!! HSC was 2 years ago... faaaaaaaaaaar... ok... im thinking again... hahahahahaha

ok la... i better go *study* duration and uses of duration... hahahaha ACST201... *haaaaaai*...

until next time... tata la~~

oh yeh, wish me luck for my exams! hahaha yes i am digging for all the luck i can have for that day...

JYKW